Friend Requests: I do not and will not accept random friend request. I have to feel a connection with you, period. So don't act a fool just because I dismiss your request. I WILL NOT ACCEPT RANDOM ADDS. SO DO NOT TRY. please
NOTE:* anyone who contacts me has to be 17 or older. If your younger you have to be mature and be able to keep up with me. If you can do that I'll most likely reconsider.
||WHATEVER||you.say.I.am
LABEL ME,that's fine, I'll be somebody else.
I love you.I hate you.I need you. ||the end.||
DRINKFIGHT FUCC LIVE ||DIE||
Alexus Victoria, 17 -resides in kentucket. -I amsingle but I'm not available, -I'm searching for a first job. I hope I can find anice low wage one for a while, something I may lyke doing that may open doors for future jobs as well... you know, promotion and such. -It's fairly easy for me to coexistent wit folks. -Muisc is a massive part of my universe. -I'm unbearably unstable at this point of my lyfe. -I don't mind other people's drama; stupidity runs through everyone. -I'm an open minded person, so much it may just be unreal to you. -I won't hate youbecause your not lyke me. .:.musiqq&pictures.:. I'm a sad and ruthless girl by nature. -My opionions and views are very rare I believe and I'm told. ;"i'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well.";- -I play piano and I am learning how to play guitar... jacodi says I'm pretty good. -I'm awriting fanatic. -I love walking. -I enjoy photography, itis only a hobby of mine at this point. -I love fighting and dancing, Iplan on learning both arts in the future. -I hate being complimented... kindand or hatred filled wordswill notchange how I see myself, try && you will achknowledge just how strong minded I reallyam. "you can't break the broken" -Ugly.beautiful girls are a weakness of mine. As well as black men, ugh -I really wanna find out about myhistory, why I look the way I do, backgrounds I come from, heritage/ethnics. (etc).. just to have the knowledge in my brain. -I have the tendency to lack feeling/emotion. .:.cigarettes&midnight walks.:. -I space out a lot. -I unlyke most females, am able to hang out alone with a group of guys, and not anticipate anything from it. I'm obsessed with the dark. -Mine and lizzy's road side party is legendary. x] -REAL incest is wonderful (in my opinion) -Key to getting inside my lyfe and heart: The little things -Wintertime &storms are my fantasy weather. .:.roads&blaqqGuys.:. -I lyke to think, so challenge my mind -My lyfe alone has taught me not to care for the mind or body.Mind & wordgames do not phase me. -Soul and heart are what matter to me deeply. -Interracial love is beautiful. -Memories haunt me - I fall for flaws -Tall people make me claustrophobic -I've neva in my lyfe used the phrase "I'm bored" -I sit indian style when I'm on the toilet. "nothing is mine, so I'll make due with what I have and when it's taken from me I refuse to snivel because since the beginning I didn't even deserve it"-av .:.alcohol&underwear.:. - I'm pretty insightful - I love new faces, so befriend me (; BUT also, with that said, for anyone who tries to be my friend for the wrong reasons - I always find out (; - I've been betrayed by the 3people closest to me, yet I can only thank them for helping me learn about trust, and the importance of being cautious of who I open my heart to. -According to my 8th grade teacher I'm ambidextrous. .:.drugs&thoughts.:. -I love 2am trips to walmart and knocks on my bedroom window by people I adore. -I appreciate scenery. -Money and gifts do not appeal to me. .:.brassnuqqles&memories.:. -I am none-religious butI have my own beliefs -I lyke helping people as much as I can, I'm a giver and you wouldn't understand. -INDEPENDENT; I am. I love wearingbaggy/guys/"gangsta"/goth/emo/classy clothes I'm not grown yet and I know ISTILLhave a lot to learn. *inhales* I'm not a little girl not yet a woman. *exhales* .:.ravens&willow trees.:. -NOTE: you may not fall inlove wit me you may hateme for my past actions. eitha way there will be a point intime where I'll be inyour stories; I'll be remembered -Though I ain't the type of nigga made fo you to start testing. >;) ;"I thought I would give it one more chance - 'cos I want tonight, what I've been waiting for - but I found, tonight, what I've been warned about.":- .:.fights&goodbyes.:.
Don't be so quick to judge me by the things you read. My eyes are opening up more and more everyday. So if you have a different style from me, different Interests than I do... knowledge that is apparent I do not know, (etc) GET AT ME.. just aslong as your not a person who'll hate me because you hate the world..and you are willing to come at me in a manner I can handle then we're all good.
Favorite Quote: "Finding forever in the last few moments" -AA
Read on my arms, my p a s t stores. Through myeyes MAKE it be known how you want to be displayed. On my heart, write what you want me to re m e m b e r. -av
Turn Offs: Racist people, homophobes, controlling cocky know it alls, folks who force their religion on others, the too closed minded. people who see me as something im not.
Turn ons: Soul. Fighters. 18 or older black guys: thuggish, common sense, not too ignorant. Goth/punk/emo sytle & people. Thick older black women. Butch girls. Very skinny/boney short pale white girls. Hispanic folks. Eye liner. Dj's! Japaneses culture. Scary looking men. Weird guys. All kinds of people despite their race, religion, sexual orientation, decisions, opinions, shape, form, & size. josef -> http://youtube.com/profile?user=Josefsing justin from youtube: http://youtube.com/user/jktaylor2007 & of course, the asian australian gal from youtube: natalie: http://youtube.com/user/communitychannel, married men, cutting, BD/SM, speed. I have a fetish for guys hands. >.>.
Papa Bear Spend tha afternoon with you. I [[want]] you. sometimes I ||fall|| for you. =D While your hands are all ova meh.. grab hold of my side, we'll grind with eachother. dance wit me baby. I need my fix, I'll come to you when i need to be held or kissed, you own a part of me.. that no one will reach. your intoxicating and no one will compare. [[sexxx]] me up. Come home after a rough day of work, I'll be there, Im all you need papa bear, naked; dripping. submissive fo you close to you
Now hear the truth with your eyes. Religion wise.: I'm pro religion. I think people should have the right to choose. Not forced into what others believe. LOL for ALL the hypocrites out there, you cant tell your child he/she is a bright young individual with his/her own mind then go right around and tell them what religion they are, or what thoughts to think, you may influence them but you cant force it. ;) I Am atheist. Now this does not mean I worship evil, does not mean I haven't seen miracles (I have) does not mean I dont have faith or any beliefs, doesn't mean I'm going to try and force you to dump your religion. I have respect for people who want to believe in different things, its not an automatic "I hate you" if your different from me. Now dont hate me for saying that just because your close minded. (if you are) I'm not going to hate you because your not like me, so don't hate me because I'm not like you. Orientation: There are very few who know this, but I Am Bisexual The ones who do know, dont exactly support me, and they give me grief about it, in many ways. AND even though Im my own person, and no one can really bring me down...it still hurts that some will call me a dike, even after theyve known me my whole lyfe. or because I dont believe what others believe in. They automatically are disappointed in me, and for what? Its not lyke I'm "acting" to be into both girls and guys.. its not a game, or something to attract perverts. Its how I fucking feel, oh so thats why it should be made fun of, right? I got chu.
077 Facts About me: 001 Im uncomfortable to people. I'm not uncomfortable in large or small places...actually I would love to design my bedroom lyke the torture room..furniture and all. 002 I have a very detailed/photographic memory. 003 I don't know anything about my past, history, ethnics family. I could have been adopted for all i know. =o 004 if I could marry any cartoon character, it'd be the beast from beauty and the beast. 005 once, I was in a restaurant with my sister. A music video was playing on tv. I wrote down the name of the band that was singing the song I was listening to for the first time. I stood up, I went to the closest music store, I bought the album and fell in love with it. 006 I hate summer, the sun, Easter, Valentines day. 007 I dont believe in god. 008 I love older men. First part of the body I notice on a guy is his hands. I love dark-haired men. And I dont give a rats ass what a guy looks like, if hes wearing a semi-long black coat hes automatically on my hot list. 009 I dont want to get married, unless its with my ex boyfriend or a girl i fall for. 010 I have s total of 2020 songs in my computer. 011 fucck is my favorite cussy word in the world, even though I write it often and speak of it..neva =o 012 I love spending a shytload of time on stuff no one will read, look at or notice. Like writing a hundreds of facts about myself. 013 I get my best ideas when Im in the shower 014 Im allergic to dust, cats, and bullshyt. lol 015 I love cooking and I think Im pretty good at it, when I really get into it. 016 Im a horrible poker player. Unless Im lucky, Im pretty easy to beat 017 I had my first real kiss at 11 years old, in my cuzin's house. 7th heaven (the tv show) was playing in the background. lol 018 I re-organize my bedroom at least once a month. My furniture constantly moves in my space or it drives me crazy. 019 since I was born, I have wanted to become a fighter, an electric engineer, a photographer, an actress, a script writer, a novelist, a film director/producer, gun manufacturer, construction worker, a cook, an exotic dancer/dancer, therapist, painter. and thats where I add an *etc* 020 I sit indian style on the toilet. I was made fun of it for years. 021 odor and taste are my most developed senses. 022 Sometimes, I feel like Im growing up for nothing. 023 if something breaks in my house, even when Im not responsible, Id rather fix it myself than call thee proprietor. 024 I love the sound high heels make when Im walking. I usually where other people's around my house because i don't own any of my own. 025 I have a an imaginary friend from my past "shorocko" he comes around when I'm high. I dont even know where to start. Hes alive, everyone likes him and hell be famous one day. XD 026 in middle school, instead of having a job, I would buy school supplies and sell them. That money was put into a savings so I could buy new keyboard, I successfully accomplished that goal. A key has broken off of it now though 027 I love dark humor. 028 I love the expression & phrase, "fucck you" 029 I want to live in paris. or at least visit there. 030 I try my best to be interested in politics and stuff, but its really not my thing. I just lyke being aware of whats going on in the world. I don't think I'd ever make it a professional thing 031 Rugby is in my opinion one of the coolest sports in the world. Its so brutal. Seriously. Compared to Rugby players, Football players are like fairies throwing flowers at each other in jell-o pudding. Low fat. And vanilla-flavored. (I've never experienced the game, I've just watched it and have read about it. 032 I keep everything. I have a shoebox full of stuff from middle school. Stuff like letters, cards, works, objects, etc. (never made it to high school) 033 I keep all my running away things in a shoebox as well. 034 I believe.. I have an attention span like a child with a cardboard box.. they'll be into forever
Not enough? wow. I lyke: taking Midnight walks. writing when I know a stranger is reading. Dancing; sex on wood babii. ;] brassknuckles;!! underwear. alcohol. the little things. hangin out wivv tha strangers walkin on tha side of tha road"mean guys'" real feelings snow exotic foods. learning new things sleeping; in tha car. white roses. capturing feelings wivv a camera.dancing/dancers. unexpected things. tattoos. mechanics. stupid funny. jeremys Beats. walmart. remixed songs. people visiting me late at night; knocking on my window. Marlboro lights blackguys/African American culture. the old video games/ old movies. depressing sex. lyric books. writing. piercings. Death Metal. Pregnant women. Gay Men. Vampire freaks. wearing my guy friends clothes
I don't Lyke: meat; because of how it tastes. when people lowa mymusiqq. hugs. promises. reckless drivers. racist folks. hospitals. funerals. when my shows get canceled. tiny itty bitty ants.the buzzing sound that bees, flys, cicada bugs, dragon flys[etc] make!!. eye lashes in my eyeball. when people think I dress the way I do because I am not comfortable with showing my body off. [that most definitely is NOT the case, ask anyone who lives with me, lmfao
]"It is selfish for you to love people and expect them to love you back"
ForOneMoreDay -Dedicated to my gramma. If she said it. I believed it. She wasn't easy on me, dont get me wrong. She smacked me. She scolded me. She punished me. But she loved me. She really did She loved me falling off a swing set. She loved me stepping on her floors with muddy shoes. She loved me through vomit and snot and bloody knees. She loved me coming and going, at my worst and at my best. She had a bottomless well of love for me. Her only flaw was that she didn't make me work for it.-Mitch Albom
Rap nowa dayz. In my opinion RAP is coming to an end. With rappers out there lyke soulja boy, shawty lo, hurricane chris(will name more later) Men lyke that running around influencing youngings to do how they do. Rappers coming up these days, are bullshyt. Rapping about cars, money, women. With NO talent once so ever they coming up from out tha hood, looking to make some weak ass raps that mean nothing... just for show. Beats that may not even take 20 minutes to make. While back in tha day they put their heart and soul into both their words and beat. I'm not hating on tha dudes who are making it doing what they wanna do.. just the TALENT and SOUL. that isn't there. Some of the new aged rappers aren't that bad.. and I can tolerate goofing off to em. buh as for music that means something, that shyt is fuccking ridiculous and ya needa throw it all out tha window, are you kidding me? gawd
I Quit Giving A Fucc when You Did -killa c
*::I thank god at least I got to know what love really was but it hurt me to see what true love really does cause even though we never made love you were all that there was it wasbecuse i loved you so much that I had to make you leave you made me doubt the way i thought you made me want to believe and then i slipped up and I let you get close to me it was hard to not be openly when people spoke to me this is was not the way i thought my life was suppose to be.-Immortal Technique
Pictures of me.
Snap your fingers and i'll come running. leave again when your bored with me.
They LIIve for the LIIttleT h II n g s. +|:: 9.21.2007::|
Artifical sweetners
I know iI gotchu open but your just my close friend.
A Smile for A LOT of folks. I don't lyke it, buh maybe you do? .... hmm.
