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she's waiting shes falling, I'm staying off the track, it appears they've started my mortality.
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teenagers. *rolls eyes* - I'm not down with impressing anyones impression of what they <think> I am.
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FRIEND REQUESTS
I do NOT and will not accept
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friend requests.
I have to feel a connection with you, period.
So don't act a fool
just because I dismiss your request.


Name:
Alexus Victoria.

Age: Seventeen.
Yahoo: xendcrediitsxx
Msn: xendcrediitsxx@hotmail.com
Favorites: The Little Things, Music, 2am house visits, phonecalls and trips to walmart and playgrounds, white roses, hoodies,
disturbing things, unexpected things, tattoos&piercings, musiqq&pictures,
cigaweed&midnight walks, roads&blaqqGuys,
alcohol&underwear, brassnuqqles&memories,
drugs&thoughts, ravens&willow trees, my ex.


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I am a complex lady with simple desires.
Simple intentions with complicated outcomes.
The closest thing I have to a best friend is this dude, Jeremy and this chica, alana.
I lyke sad stories and unhappy endings because they are beautiful.
I love snow and oj, not together obviously.
I am an open minded person, so much it may just be unreal to you.
Loathes: Racist people, homophobes, controlling cocky know it alls, folks who force their religion on others, the too closed minded. people who see me as something im not.
I desire nothing more than what I have.
I fall for flaws
I live to sleep in the car after traveling night to night.
I have a fetish for the smell and taste of cigarettes.
I'm obsessed with the dark.
I love fighting and dancing. I'd love to learn both arts in the future.
*Interracial love is beautiful
I'm comfortable in my own skin. My pale white skin is damn gorgeous!
AND I LOVE BEING vertically challenged.[crediits to *Alana ]
Comedy is the lowest rated genre in my book.I'd rather be hurt or offended by a movie then laugh at one.
Mine and *Lizzys road side party is legendary
I'm not influenced by anyone. sometimes I wish I was.
The sun hurts my eyes.
Gothic & Hiphop culture is what I dip my feet into.
I sit indian style when I'm on the toilet.
I am "moved" by everyday existence and the individuals swept away in events much bigger than they could ever hope to control or understand..
I play piano and I am learning how to play guitar [[at the rate of a snail]]
My opinions and views are very rare I believe and I'm told
I lyke to walk.
Money & gifts do not appeal to me.
I'm always on the verge of goodbyes. [[forgive me, or ya know..don't.]]

Don't be so quick to judge me by the things you read. My eyes are opening up more and more everyday. So if you have a different style from me, different Interests than I do... knowledge that is apparent I do not know, (etc) GET AT ME.. just as long as your not a person who'll hate me because you hate the world..and you are willing to come at me in a manner I can handle then we're all good.

Favorite Quote: "Finding forever in the last few moments" -AA

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I Quit Giving A Fucc
when You Did
-killa c

*::I thank god at least I got to know what love really was but it hurt me to see what true love really does cause even though we never made love you were all that there was it wasbecuse i loved you so much that I had to make you leave you made me doubt the way i thought you made me want to believe and then i slipped up and I let you get close to me it was hard to not be openly when people spoke to me this is was not the way i thought my life was suppose to be.-Immortal Technique

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Snap your fingers and i'll come running. leave again when your bored with me.


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They LIIve for the LIIttleT h II n g s. +|:: 9.21.2007::|


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A Smile for A LOT of folks. I don't lyke it, buh maybe you do? .... hmm.


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 About Me
xendcrediitsxx has not filled this out yet!
 Specifics
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship: Single
Location: United States
Birthday: June 4, 1986
 Interests
Music: http://www.last.fm/user/xendcrediitsxx - reed dollarz, eminem, 2pac, alexz johnson, linkin park, immortal techniqe, evanscence AFI, fort minor, nas, BoA, avril lavigne, dido, keith sweat, korrupt, breaking benjamin, flyleaf hollywood undead, T.I, grey daze, lil wyte, mozart, beethoven, biggie, andre 3000, imogen heap, hatebreed, icp, twiczid, 30 seconds to mars, 50 cent, snoop dogg, akon, jadakiss, reggie, within temptation, t.a.t.u, ravel, chopin, korn, tool, senses fail, simon and milo, zeta, killa c, rehab, blue october, seether, chamillionaire, trey songz, lost prophets, hellogoodbye, three 6 mafia, snow patrol, three days grace, good charlotte, canibus, everlast, crazy town, the killers. rise against.
Television: roseanne, gilmore girls, that 70's show, heroes, smallville, greek, charmed, scrubs, so weird, adams family, WWE, the office, army wives, DBZ, thundercats, sailor Moon, (anime), sports. Etc.
Movies: "Lead Yourself, How about that? On some self leadership. Stop following a path maybe." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Garden state, Black snake moan, Lost and delirious, Girl interrupted, Thirteen, Forrest gump, Enemy of the state, Hustle and flow, Stomp the yard, Fighting the odds, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, never back down, Atl, How she move, I AM SAM, Goodwill hunting, Idlewild, 8 mile, How high, Soul food, Loser, Harry potter series, The last kiss, Augusta gone, V for vendetta, Sin city, Friends with money, Constantine, The lion king, Freedom writers, The lover, The client, Fried green tomatoes, Step up, Take the lead, Shrek, The light house, You got served, Pippi longstocking, Starwarz, Rose red, The bourne trilogy, Sweet home alabama, Holes, Beauty and the beat, Save the last dance, Juno, Coyote ugly, Friday, Remember the titans, Sweet November, Bless the child, 4 brothers, Baby boy.
People: zack braff, taryn Manning, christina ricci, shia labeouf, lindsay lohan, alexis bledel, terrence Howard, seth (shiffy) binzer, eminem, joel madden, ray-j, wesley snipes, ashton kutcher, daniel radcliffe, dakota fanning, milo ventimiglia, angelina jolief, rob schneider, adam sandler, drew barrymore, hilary dufff, cameron diaz, jennifer aniston, chris crocker, matt damon, jason biggs, jennifer lopez, channing Tatum.
Sports: football, basketball, hockey, Guitar hero =p
Other: Interested In: Music, dancing, fighting, writing, photography, art, art therapy, different ethnics/cultures, acting, strutting my funkystuff, drinking, bdsm, cars, clubs, showing people the unexpected, cooking, dark and disturbing things, RETAIL, receiving AM calls by 3 specific people, drugs, traveling, reading, dreams, humanitarian, mythology, magick, walmart, exotic foods and feelings, learning, instruments (piano, guitar, violin, drums, mouth ||succkee beatboxing||, lol), thrusting, comfort foos|&&|dvd's, disney films|&&|anime stuff (art, shows, movies), MOSHING, scars (mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally), skelanimals, winter, computers, harry potter|starwarz|lord of the rings, video games, some sports (Football, hockey, basketball, soccer), death, crazy cracked random moments, watching people, being forgotten, the little things.

Activities&Hobbies: Sleeping, music, writing, (My own: songs, poetry, books, thoughts, quotes), photography, walking, dancing, piano&guitar, reading, constantly making mental notes, hanging with lizzy occasionally, video games, some sports, cleaning, hanging out online (SCN (FYI: student.com) & facebook mostly), pretending I have powers, writing on myself, randomly doing odd things. E.g going outside and sitting on the ground in the middle of the yard for hours, going into the kitchen at 3am grabbing a couple pieces of pizza and an already open drink and sitting in front of the refrigerator in the dark: alone, falling asleep in the most strangest places, having roadside parties on an old couch being hit on by random strangers passing & stopping =P (etc)
 Member Facts
Join Date: January 4, 2008
Profile Views: 6529
Total Logins: 880
Last Active: 1 day ago
 Latest Comments
Mr-Unphuckwittable September 2, 2008 11:07 AM
Awwh, I hope you're feeling better today. I plan on quitting smoking/drinking today.. Not anywhere near the first time I've said that, but yeah.. Did you get any sleep?
Mr-Unphuckwittable August 26, 2008 10:24 AM
Hey sweetheart. How are you doing?
NurtureTheSoul July 13, 2008 11:48 PM
ah hah?

lucky!

I haven't drank in awhile!

well, I did on July4

but that hardly counts

didn't even get really messed up

it's fun to drink

:P
NurtureTheSoul July 13, 2008 03:17 AM
haha alright

what have you been up to this weekend?

Lexus

:P
NurtureTheSoul July 11, 2008 11:12 AM
hm

I already call someone Lexi on here; that might get confusing

Alexus is a pretty long name

how about I call you Lexus?

nice talking to you again

: )
NurtureTheSoul July 8, 2008 03:08 AM
hey pretty girl

forgive me but...

did I catch your name last time we spoke?

if I did, I have forgotten

well, my name is Erik

and I spoke to you about your account name

we discussed how you interpreted as people always go back and thank you no matter what else happens in the future

I thought of it in a sense that you felt/were unappreciated

hello there

: )
Barbiebbyy June 28, 2008 04:26 AM
Np gurl (:
Arnoc May 23, 2008 10:00 PM
Nothing much myself. Just talking to my ex and just nothing actually. I haven't done anything XD
Arnoc May 19, 2008 02:54 PM
Hey, what you been up to lately?
Arnoc May 6, 2008 06:49 PM
Lol yea it was pretty fun. Tell ya bout it later :P
Msn maybe?
Arnoc May 6, 2008 02:12 PM
Nothing too exciting then? I just hung out with my military bud
Arnoc May 3, 2008 09:59 PM
So how's your weekend going?
Arnoc May 2, 2008 02:03 PM
I was talkin bout the ones all in your display but :P
Arnoc May 1, 2008 02:21 PM
I'm doing alright :) You have too many pictures to get through to get to be able to comment :P
Looking forward to the weekend?
Arnoc April 30, 2008 07:09 PM
Hey, how you doin Lexi?
ItsTime4Play April 24, 2008 05:03 AM
How you doing
burkinson April 17, 2008 08:48 AM
thanks for the add.

nice picsss
Lu_Bu April 5, 2008 09:11 PM
hey thanks for accepting nice background
BK_Da_Rapper April 5, 2008 09:02 PM
hey whats up
BK_Da_Rapper March 31, 2008 08:17 PM
its all good i'm getting ready to leave anyways so i'll ttyl

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