ATTENTION:
I do not log on here often.
I get on MYSPACE daily.
Add me there:
http://myspace.com/allofurlove_x
I go through boyfriends quickly, I wouldn't try to keep up.
These people made my world go'round at one point:
Randy - You were my BEST friend, I thought if I could trust one person with all my life, it would be you. Of course, I was wrong. Even though you completely shattered my heart, but at one point you made me the happiest person in the world. I know you care about me, and if I still needed you, you'd be there in a heartbeat. You've changed, and you're hanging out with the wrong group. Once you go back to your old self I'll be there waiting. You deserve at least that from me, if nothing else. Because at one point, you saved me from a lot of things, I owe you. And yes, I'm still practically in love with you, but whatever.
Robert - You've never turned your back on me. I still love you with all of my heart, but things won't work out with you leaving for the marines. I wish they could, but they won't and I guess I'll have to learn to accept that. No matter what I did to you, you were still there for me with open arms. I've really hurt you in the past, yet you still attempt to talk to me and you try making me feel better about myself none-the-less. I don't know what I'd do without you, I guess this year really has changed a lot of people, and buddy, YOU'VE CHANGED.. for good, and i'm happy.
Austin Pickett - I miss you more than words could ever explain. Since you're not here anymore I have nobody to sing me grease, and I have nobody to dance with. I don't have someone to run up to and jump on their backs, and feel like i found the best friend in the world. I can't go to the Oasis and bug you while you're working anymore either. It sucks, for sure. I know you're watching down on me, and everyone else you loved at one point; and that gets me through the day. It helps me sleep at night knowing you're there secretly. Please stay with me, I miss you so much & love you.
Troy - You're definitely someone I turn to when it feels like I've hit rock bottom. You make me feel better about Austin, you remind me of cute stories with him, and you tell me the secrets you know he'd want me to know. Even though those hurt at first, I'm so glad I know because then I won't have to wonder anymore. You helped me when Randy broke my heart, the first guy who ever has, and you told me things to cheer me up. "he'll regret it in about 20 minutes" haha, even though he didn't, it made me smile really hard. i love you troy, and i know i can count on you.
And lastly, EMILY - you're the only girl friend i can ever trust more than anything. we're exactly alike, and you're pretty much like a sister to me. i know i can come to you if i need advice, or just someone to listen to; you've always done it before. i love hearing about you and your love life, it's fuuuuunny, [my mom's annoying the shit out of me right now! omg LOL good times, but forreal, she is] we have so many memories, and a lot of things in common. you're my best friend, and i love you very much.
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