Never let the fear of stricking out keep you from playing the game.
- a cinderella story
my fav quote
I'm only 15 but I've been through alot. When I was first born I had the RSV virus. I was a newborn that had to stay in the hospital extra days. I could have died at any time. When my mom was told by the doctors that it was safe for her to go home, she did just that, leaving me as a newborn alone in the hospital. When i was just a few years old my mom abused me. Blaming everything on me and hitting me. That continued through 5th grade when i stopped seeing her. Just last summer,the summer going into my freshmen year, i decided id go see her after not seeing her for so long. Turns out she hadnt changed one bit. Shes still the same drug addict thats in jail almost every week. While i was there last summer i met my step dad that i didnt even know about and as it turns out he was no different than my mom. They are both drug addicts and are both in jail almost every week. But last summer was the last summer id ever see her or my step dad because my step dad raped me. Thats when i decided i didnt want those kinds of people in my life. Because of all thats happened to me i suffer from depression and me having ADHD doesnt help. i started cutting myself about a year ago i have since then stopped or have been trying to. i still struggle with it. But my whole life has been a struggle. Ive been pushing forward and i hope to continue to succeed in my life and show not only myself but everyone else that i am good enough for this world regaurdless of my past. |
