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A Beautiful Suicide

By Megan Durham

I drag the blade across my wrist

Not even thinking of the risks.

The light of life fades and hides

While I have these thoughts of suicide.

The hurt and pain cant compare

To all the guilt from the past 3 years.

Secrets that hide deep within

The nightmares have just begin.

Struggling to embrace freedoms hold

My hollow heart begins to grow cold.

Running towards the open door

My dead soul hit's the cold hard floor.

A fear that I mite never escape

A prisoner to my own fate.

Hours grow into minutes as midnight grows near

Death is close only by a few tears.

I see the corpse of a beautiful dream

Hanging by on last scream.

The weight of the world crashes down

We all die with a frown.

Hate rages out from the shadows above

When there is no such thing as love.

From the moment we all died inside

A broken life leads to a beautiful suicide.

About Me

heyy;; im megan justine.. i live in the small town of stockbridge michigan with my crazy disfunctional family. im 17 years old and a senior at shs. im starting to realize that life is more than what meets the eye. im usually invisble to the people around me. im more of a loner than anything else really. im a really laid back type of girl who can care less of what you have to say no matter how bad it hurts. i dont have many friends who i can call loyal and true cuz ive been decieved by a few who i use to be able to call friend. i use to have an amazing boyfriend who always tried to keep me happy even tho its hard to do sometimes cuz im such a difficult person to make happy. i never knew how it felt to smile and really be happy until i met him. the one thing i want most in life is for others to love me for who i am , not who they want me to be. if you cant do that then dont bother in being my friend cuz i can garentee that i wont want to have anything to do with you.

Specifics

Gender:	Female
Sexuality:	Bisexual
Relationship:	Single
Location:	United States
Birthday:	January 27, 1991

Interests

Music:	I love to listening to music. I enjoy listening to everything from classical to rock.
Television:	I don't watch much TV.
Movies:	I don't really have a favorite movie.
People:	Ppl who I find of interest.
Books:	Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse,Breaking Dawn,&& The Host by Stephenie Meyer.
Places:	Dark quiet places.
Foods:	I dnt have much care for the use of food.
Drinks:	I like Fuze and Arizona Ice Tea.
Sports:	Running Away. Playing in the Shadows of the Nite.
Other:	The Difference between Emo And Goth: Emos Hate themselves Goths hate Everyone Emos Want to Kill themselves Goths Want to kill Everyone IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND BUT HE DOESNT KNOW IT YET

Member Facts

Join Date:	June 7, 2008
Profile Views:	4820
Total Logins:	633
Last Active:	5 hours ago

Latest Comments

quietdawn	September 5, 2008 07:49 PM
	oh ok
quietdawn	September 5, 2008 10:38 AM
	maybe on the weekend =]
cloud-ninja91	September 5, 2008 12:31 AM
	i know me 2
quietdawn	September 5, 2008 12:00 AM
	:D --sighs-- i wish i was as busy as you
quietdawn	September 4, 2008 08:49 PM
	wow thats sounds great
quietdawn	September 4, 2008 07:37 PM
	yay oh ha wow lots to do i guess =] whats the essay about?
cloud-ninja91	September 4, 2008 12:58 AM
	I is good n u
quietdawn	September 3, 2008 07:40 PM
	hey im great thnx for asking oh ok. mm nm i probably will do the same not come on much osh is good =] hows everything with you?
angel_of_darkness_666	September 1, 2008 10:57 PM
	FACT: LIAR!!! IT"S IMPOSIBLE!!!! =P
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 07:21 PM
	ah, I dont have any siblings, just my cousin Kayla.
Gigglezz_	September 1, 2008 05:11 PM
	i qo to school tomorrow .
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 04:07 PM
	Mmhm getting a head start. Is she older or younger?
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 03:51 PM
	Haha not much. Im working on my holloween costume. you?
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 03:37 PM
	Ha your welcome, Love. ^_^
Gigglezz_	September 1, 2008 03:35 PM
	yepp it seems fun riqht now [= and yeh i know whatchu mean .
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 03:31 PM
	Well noone has the right to treat a woman that way. Its just sick. And you are entitled to your opinion. Your right, they're wrong. Thats just the bottom line.
Gigglezz_	September 1, 2008 03:27 PM
	oh dhats koo [= i'm a freshman dish yr im suppose to be a sophmore(however yuh spell it lol)
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 03:21 PM
	Well they dont know you so the shit they say is more than likely untrue. Whos bullying you? Ill chew their ass out. >=[
Gigglezz_	September 1, 2008 03:19 PM
	i'm qood yuhh .?
xSaturdayxNightx	September 1, 2008 03:10 PM
	Anytime, Love.
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