Shane you were the most important part of my life. I will always love you. You were like my brother and took the bullet for me. I wish you hadn't though. We'll always remember you. You left this earth with an imprint on all of us. At 3:32 this morning I got a call from shane's mother saying that at 2 in the morning shane had been shot by a man looking for me. Shane answered the door and he was shock cold. I didn't get the message untill 2:53 pm. I'm too late now. Its too late. I want to rewind the time. I want to say that I'll get over it but I won't. It should've been me goddamit and I owe him everything i had. He still has part of my heart. Well he's looking down on all of us. He was a saint, my best friend, and the most important friend to me. He is and was more important that Stacie. Shane and me had always visited eachother every summer. Now when I go back to school I have to walk outa my house and know that I will break down and cry. I will cry when I go to his house to see his family. The last words he ahd said to me was "Vicky i got to go home now but I'll see you tomorrow and remember I love you" We said I love you to eachother every time we had to leave eachother because we were best friends and practically brother and sister. Shane is my best friend and no one will take his place. I'll never forget his voice. He was part of the reason I didnt end my life so long ago. When my uncle henry (RIP) died he was part of the reason I moved on and now that hes gone i dont know if i can move on. The video below is the song we used to sing together it was our song and now its just a merory.
~ !!!REMEMBER SHANE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!! ~
REST IN PEACE!!!
shane you showed me life is too short so I'm going to live it up just for you !!!
shane you have done this so many times and i know your so much like my brother
you taught me this and I'll always have this
3/14/92 - 3/18/08
BURRIED ON EASTER SUNDAY!!!! written 3/23/08
So today is Easter sunday the day we should be celebrating life but we burried Shane. His mother found a journal and his mom told me to read it outloud. His mom told me to keep it too. He had a page in his journal and i quote "Vicky I wonder if you'll ever know but i can tell that your my soul mate but I guess we'll just be the bestest friends forever".That meant so much to me. Now I understand why we became such best friends and he will still live on in my heart. He believed that you never know when your going to die so he had a page in that journal that said I want to be burried with the picture of when vicky and I first met.We were inseprable.
WHAT THIS SHIT FEELS LIKE
Ok so I was talking to Brandon yesterday and he sent me a comment ::
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ok you know what, i know what your giong though, i have gone through it 3 times!!!!!!
do you think that little knife will make it better, well guess again!
that blade will only end up killing you, and what do you think that he would say to you if he was stil alive and you told him that yuo cut yourself, do you think he would be okay with that?!
well your wrong, he would never have wanted to hear you say that
if you really want to prove that you cared about him, then you will stop being all depressed and suck it up and just be good, becuse thats what he would have wanted!
and you might not want to here it but oh well, you just did, so dont sit around feeling bad, go out, and make him happy, cuz he is probably watching over you right now
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Brandon said something noone else has.He snapped me back into reality.Ive honestly tried to live the way shane wants me to but this just makes me try so hard ill pass out but im going to do it. THANKS BRANDON, I LOVE YOU MAN!!!!!!!!!
About Me
92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.
!!ABORTION IS WRONG.!!
1 MONTH: Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
2nd MONTH: Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.
3rd MONTH: You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
4th MONTH: Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.
5th MONTH: You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?
6th MONTH: I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems so mean.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
ow! MOMMY IT BURNS!! Please make him stop!! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! please!!........
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
Every Abortion Is Just. . . . MURDER.
*copy and paste this if you believe abortion is murder! please copy and paste!!!!!!its so not cool!*
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MY FRIENDS THAT I LOVERZ:::::
KAITY - i fucking love you....you damn techno whore! lol but ur my techno whore haha
BILLY - you keep saying forget me but we both know thats not possible! ily billy!
SHADOW - you are by far my best mate ever!
ADRIAN - my big polish dork of a brother lol i love you! lol
MIKE - ohh geeze your my rocker my dork! lol
BRANDON - hell kid you kick ass! lol
BRIAN - geeze whats life like without my ninja buddy! lol
MIKE - dude you are my lil computer geek and i love ya lol
BEN - omfg! my lil bi emo kid! lmao!!! zane i love you! you are so amazing and cool! i fucin could live without my bestest friend ever!
BEN - my brother and my support!hippo i fucking love you!
MARY - the only girl to get my trust on this fucking site lol i love you!
YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!
If you see this on someone else's page, then you have to copy it and fill out ten secrets, habits, goals, or random things about you so everyone else will know. Go!
1. i cant live without music!!!!!!
2. i have red hair
3. love to singgg!
4. my favorite color isssss baby blue!
5. i wear glasses ^.^
6. you will never understand me how chris okie does lol
7. accents are hot to me. . . . . .omg love them lol
8. i want to be a singer or a professional chef [that means ill cook for u while singing lol]
9. hmmm....number nine? lets see....not my fav number cuz 25 issss! lol
10. i am in love so dont waste ur time! lol
HOLA PEEPS! Well I was born Victoria Lynn but you may have the honor of calling me Vicky! I'm normal I guess you could say. I live with my family. I live with a woman called Rhonda but I get to call her mommy lol I bug her alot and she is sacred of my bff! Well I also live with a guy named Mike and hes my dad. He's the reason I love the beatles, led zeplin, black sabeth ect.. I also live with a 11 year old! Her name would be Patricia but I call her Patty. Shes annoying as hell and I don't like her very much. Well my brother Michael as many call him but I call him Mikey moved out a lil bit ago. Hes the wonder child. If you don't know what that means it means he doesn't mess up at all! At times I wish I was him but then again... I really don't. So back to me. You can call me Vicky but if you want you can call me Victoria too. I love dancing in the rain and singing randomly. I'm not the most random person ever thats fer sure! Ok saying that makes me wanna sing fersure by the medic droid! lol I am fat and ugly! But that's the way I am and if you don't like it then go fuck yourself because I dont care what you think. I dont hate anyone for being bi/gay/lesbian cause they don't hate us for being straight! Oh and btw don't try to change my mind because well my bff is bi well accualty a few of them are and some of my family is gay so don't try to change my opinion cuz it wont work homie! Well I'm catholic. I'm not gonna force it on you though but if you catholic and you want to talk just tell me.Uhmm...... oh yea I might as well tell you about my bff/practically my sister! lol Yea her name is Kaity and I effin love this girl! She's the reason I am me and nothing else. If I never met her I'd be a lil girl who doesn't take any chances and well isn't some-what amazing! I'd listen to my parents, think emo kids are not hott && weird and I wouldn't have had as boyfriends either without her! lol She ioss the main rason I am me beside my other bff! He would be MIke but that's a diffrent story all together! But I love them both! Anyways if you want to get to know me comment me and maybe if your lucky you might get my AIM s/n!
XOox vicky xoOX
APPLY TO BE MY NINJA!!! [lol!]
Specifics
Gender:
Female
Sexuality:
Straight
Relationship:
In a Relationship
Location:
United States
Birthday:
November 1, 1993
Interests
Music:
my favorite bands:
OK first off All Time Low is the best god damn band ever and Alex Gaskarth's lyrics kick ass got it? haha....ok good
All Time Low
Sugarcult
Asteria
Matchbox 20,
CLOSED HEART SURGERY
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Avril Lavigne,
All American Rejects ,
Pink,
sum 41
Journey,
Beatles,
Rolling Stones,
Boys Like Girls,
Sugarcult,
Paramore
Flyleaf
All American Rejects
Greenday
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At The Disco
Bullet For My Valentine
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
My Chemical Romance
Gym Class Hereos
Plain White T's
The Used
System Of The Down
Escape the Fate
Avenge Sevenfold
I Killed The Prom Queen
So many more!!!!
Television:
w.e i dont watch it that much!
Movies:
comedy
--- I love this kid lol.....video is NOT perverted like the pic i promise----
People:
my friends and my boyfriend Chris
Books:
ummmmmm........books?can we talk about something in my vocab?
Places:
Ny
Foods:
seafood ^_^ any
Drinks:
soda,water,amp
Sports:
whatever me and my friends feel like playing ^.^
Other:
my favorite quote "Live life there is no tomorrow and learn as you will learn forever"~ Josh Hawkins
