this is my uncles tree.....no lie!!..the one from the keys 9 comments
my aunts backyard.....school got cancelled for this shit!!! fuck that!my cousins would die if they moved back here but ya know i <33 them to death!![in NC] 5 comments
shane you were the most important part of my life.I will always love you.You were like my brother and took the bullet for me.I wish you hadnt though. We'll always remember you.You left this earth with an imprint on all of us.At 3:32 this morning I got a call from shane's mother saying that at 2 in the morning shane had been shot by a man looking for me. Shane answered the door and he was shock cold.I didn't get the message untill 2:53 pm. I'm too late now. Its too late.I want to rewind the time. I want to say that I'll get over it but I won't.It shouldve been me goddamit and I owe him everything i had.He still has part of my heart. Well he's looking down on all of us. He was a saint, my best friend, and the most important friend to me.He is and was more important that jimmy.Shane and We had always lived next door to eachother. Now when I go back to school I have to walk by his house and know that I will break down and cry.I will cry when I go to his house to see his family.The last words he ahd said to me was "Vicky i got to go home now but I'll see you tomorrow and remember I love you" We said I love you to eachother every time we had to leave eachother because we were best friends and practically brother and sister.Shane is my best friend and no one will take his place.I'll never forget his voice.He was part of the reason I didnt end my life so long ago.When my uncle henry (RIP) died he was part of the reason I moved on and now that hes gone i dont know if i can move on.The video below is the song we used to sing together it was our song and now its just a merory.
~ !!!REMEMBER SHANE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!! ~
REST IN PEACE!!!
shane you showed me life is too short so I'm going to live it up just for you !!!
shane you have done this so many times and i know your so much like my brother
you taught me this and I'll always have this
3/14/92 - 3/18/08
BURRIED ON EASTER SUNDAY!!!! written 3/23/08
So today is easter sunday the day we should be celebrating life but we burried Shane.His mother foudn a journal adn his mom told me to read it outloud.His mom told me to keep it too.He had a page in his journal and i quote "Vicky I wonder if you'll ever know but i can tell that your my soul mate but I guess we'll just be the bestest friends ever".That meant so much to me.Now I understand why we became such best friends and he will still live on in my heart. He believed that you never know when your going to die so he had a page in that journal that said I want to be burried with the picture of when vicky and I first met.We were inseprable.
WHAT THIS SHIT FEELS LIKE
Ok so I was talking to Brandon yesterday and he sent me a comment ::
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ok you know what, i know what your giong though, i have gone through it 3 times!!!!!!
do you think that little knife will make it better, well guess again!
that blade will only end up killing you, and what do you think that he would say to you if he was stil alive and you told him that yuo cut yourself, do you think he would be okay with that?!
well your wrong, he would never have wanted to hear you say that
if you really want to prove that you cared about him, then you will stop being all depressed and suck it up and just be good, becuse thats what he would have wanted!
and you might not want to here it but oh well, you just did, so dont sit around feeling bad, go out, and make him happy, cuz he is probably watching over you right now
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Brandon said something noone else has.He snapped me back into reality.Ive honestly tried to live the way shane wants me to but this just makes me try so hard ill pass out but im going to do it. THANKS BRANDON!!!!!!!!!
About Me
facts: a skater
a emo
a punk
a lover
a fighter
a catholic school girl
a person who despises plaid skirts
a person whom cant live out friends
a true thing would be that my name is vicky and im not going to change for anyone
lies: a whore
a slut
very easy
a liar
a fake
preppy
backs down from a fight
will cut to prove myself to you
needs to prove myself to you
ill die if you hate me
cant live without you
MY FRIENDS THAT I LOVERZ:::::
BILLY - i love you
SHADOW - you are by far my best mate ever!
ADRIAN - my big brother lol love you! lol
MIKE - ohh geeze your my rocker my dork! lol
BRANDON - hell kid you kick ass! lol
BRIAN - geeze whats life like without my ninja buddy! lol
MIKE - dude you are my lil computer geek and i love ya lol
BEN - omfg! my lil bi emo kid! lol zane i love you!
BEN - my brother and my support!hippo i fucking love you!
MARY - the only girl to get my trust on this fucking site lol i love you!
YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!
If you see this on someone else's page, then you have to copy it and fill out ten secrets, habits, goals, or random things about you so everyone else will know. Go!
1. i cant live without my bestie derick and BEN!
2. i have red hair
3. love to singgg!
4. my favorite color iss baby blue!
5. i wear glasses
6. i thought i had it all but i have nothing
7. accents are hot to me omg love them lol
8. i want to be a singer or a professional chef
9. i've never had sex that was my own option
10. i am in love !
*so this is kinda sorta chris and im like vicky's best friend....well at least shes mine and i love this girly! shes amazing and if you dont like her then go suck a dick because shes perfect. Im serious! shes so damn perfect and we did go out at one point in time.....a lucky bastard was i at the time!but now im lucky she even talk to me anymore. yea i fucked up majorly. i kinda went to live in another state for like 2 years so we broke up and now im back in NY and this is fucking holy ground....but anyways! fuck with her and ill cut of your balls with a chainsaw and throw them half way across a room and then sew them back on with a rusted needle so theyll be infected! so dont mess with her...... CHRIS WAS HERE JULY 2, 2008 and SPENDING THE NIGHT TONIGHT! WOOHOO!*
*so like woah its DJ! Yepp yepp! im amazing but vicky holy shit! more amazin then you people! your damn lucky you even found this page so do yourself a lil favore and add her! but fuck with her and ill get chris and frankie and kyle and me and the bands to beat your ass! yes we all have bands so youll be getting it good! And to that Billy kid fuck with my girl and you get fucked up dude! dont break her innocent little heart! DJ WAS HERE ROCKIN OUT ON JULY 3, 2008 ND WATCHIN THE PARADE WITH MY BABY VICKY!
*yea so im pretty damn high but im frankie! Yea bow down bitches! hahaha not really but anyways im frankie and vicky is muh damn best friend. yea we all have intentions of calling vicky our best friends but when your drunk you accidently call her your girl but anyways she is the shiznit! hahaha so anyways mess with my princess and you get fucking killed. FRANKIE WAS HERE HIGH && DRUNK AS HELL ON JULY 3, 2008 HANGING OUT WITH MUH GIRL!!!!*
*yeah im kyle and im like drunk right now! hahahahahahaha.....but anyways soo......oh yeah about this girl Vicky yeah shes pretty damn chill and beautiful as hell! So what?! She dont gottz a picture but shes pretty bangable! I would but im not going to! haha! if you wanna fuck around like pick a fight with her then just come to me and ill put you in your place bitch! I LOVE YOU VICKY! KYLE WAS HERE JUST HANGING OUT AND SPENDING THE NIGHT ON JULY 3, 2008!!*
Specifics
Gender:
Female
Sexuality:
Straight
Relationship:
In a Relationship
Location:
United States
Birthday:
November 1, 1993
Interests
Music:
my favorite bands:
MY BAND! Write Myself Out Of The Books
OK first off All Time Low is the best god damn band ever and Alex Gaskarth's lyrics kick ass got it? ok good
All Time Low
Matchbox 20,
Avril Lavigne,
All American Rejects ,
Pink,
Journey,
Beatles,
Rolling Stones,
Boys Like Girls,
Sugarcult,
Paramore
HAYLEYS LIKE MY SISTA......REALLY SHES FRICKEN AWESOMEEE!!!
Jeffree Star
Flyleaf
All American Rejects
Greenday
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At The Disco
Bullet For My Valentine
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
My Chemical Romance
Gym Class Hereos
Plain White T's
The Used
System Of The Down
Escape the Fate
Avenge Sevenfold
I Killed The Prom Queen
So many more!!!!
Television:
MTV, the O'Reiley Factor, Life of Ryan, skateboarding LIVE
Movies:
comedy
--- I love this kid lol.....video is NOT perverted like the pic i promise----
People:
Ryan Sheckler, Shane Sheckler, Josh Hawkins,
----look at this lead singer and now know you look at a little boy ----
Ryan Sheckler is the kid that just wants to be treated normal
dis right here be Shane Sheckler and doesn't want to go pro cuz he sees what his brother is going through
this is Josh Hawkins and this video is to teach you how to do a kickflip
Books:
ummmmmm........books?can we talk about something in my vocab?
Places:
Ny
Foods:
seafood ^_^ any
Drinks:
soda,water,amp
Sports:
LOVE skateboarding, basketball, football, soccer,
i play for school football and do track
with the guys i play football,soccer,baseball,basketball and skate
yeah we are that good = )
Other:
my favorite quote "Live life there is no tomorrow and learn as you will learn forever"~ Josh Hawkins
well i used 2 work @ a military base untill it burnt down it was called fort chaffee u only had 2 b 14 nd up and i dnt no my real dad nd thats about it
