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18 / F / US

Mood: Thorns against my heart, rose in my hand.
Music: Come Home (acoustic)-Eyes set to kill

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Not Understanding

Little girl looks into teary eyes
not understanding everyone's cries
once was there is no more
everyone stares at a closed door
confused and alone
she can't understand what's wrong
candle's lit, flower's everywhere
wondering why everyone continues to stare
a stained floor
near the closed door
coldness hangs in the air
feeling lost what's behind there
mother crying
everyone's lying
one is missing
everyone's wishing
to take back time
standing in a line
near a wooden crate
she can't figure out
She can no longer wait
pushing through to stand before
the mystery behind the door
knowing nothing except to stare
in the wooden crate, her sister's there
lying still, cold as stone
now understanding, growing up alone
asking her mother, where she's gone
even though she knew all along
knowing now five to seven
her sister has moved on to Heaven.

 About Me
Name: Jessica
Age: 17

Hello to all!!
I am an easy person to get along with, I do have my problems, just like everyone else. I love to talk to people, skateboard, read, and I am a big writer. Music plays a big part of my life, it is my world. Without music, I couldn't breathe.
I love to stay up late, walk at night, and hang out in the cemeteries.
I love bats, cats, black.
Music I love, so many to name. Favorites would have to be Suicide Silence, At all Cost, Bring me the Horizon, All time Low, Deadstar Assembly, Marilyn Manson, Makeshift Romeo. Like I said, tons. If you have a band for me to check out. let me know, I would love to check them out. Any recommendations, think I'll like them. Tell me. =)

If you want to know anything else, ask. I would love to answer any questions you have.
 Specifics
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: No Answer
Location: United States
Birthday: March 20, 1992
 Interests
Music: Suicide Silence
Bring Me The Horizon
Lots!!
Television: NONE
Movies: The Exorcist
Van Helsing
Dracula
Unborn
Lots!!!
People: ANY PEOPLE!!
We are all unique and different
Books: Way too many to list!
Places: CEMETERY
Outside at night
Foods: Food is my life, I eat a lot.
Pizza
Drinks: MONSTERS
MOUNTAIN DEW
Sports: Football (my way; no rules)
Soccer (my way; no rules)
Other: The Rain
The Thunder
The Lightning
The Dark
 Member Facts
Join Date: October 17, 2009
Profile Views: 7819
Total Logins: 274
Last Active: 13 hours ago
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KaidonsaysPHUCK

Today at 2:20 PM

but i would never want that sister. never ever ever ever ever!

smokinzakk

Today at 3:15 AM

please explain so i can help

CSisCool

Today at 3:10 AM

hey whats up?

KaidonsaysPHUCK

Today at 3:00 AM

I KNOW EXACTLY, WORD FOR WORD, WAT YOU MEAN!

smokinzakk

Today at 2:58 AM

excellent poetry

smokinzakk

Yesterday at 7:54 PM

lol ok

KaidonsaysPHUCK

Yesterday at 3:38 PM

i phucking AGRREE!!!!
ugh
love you sister!

smokinzakk

March 18 at 3:53 PM

ya

the_urban_surferr

March 18 at 11:51 AM

nopeeee

the_urban_surferr

March 18 at 4:00 AM

ahhh ok

smokinzakk

March 18 at 3:56 AM

yea it it pretty awesome

the_urban_surferr

March 18 at 3:05 AM

if i'm real? what does that mean?

smokinzakk

March 18 at 3:03 AM

hey i hope its good there too
and yea it has been a bit

so hows u

KaidonsaysPHUCK

March 17 at 10:09 AM

life has been phuck'd up these past 2 weeks.
i've been so sleep deprived.
not this last sunday, but the one before that,
my friend attempted suicide.
so i was up all night worrying about him.
and the rest of the days were the same. not being able to sleep, and haing bad dreams he'd died.
then he said he'd only done it cuz he was in love w me, and wanted to spend his life w me.
but, i'm dating grant, and I want GRANT for the rest of my life.
and so he's been making me feel really guilty about and.
so bad, that i've been mentally and physically sick since last friday.
but me and my friend caly were talking and were discussing whether he is fake or not.
we came to a decision to ask him things that were on his profile and stuff, things didnt match.
and the fact that he lives only 3 hours south from me, and everytime he says he's gonna come see me to hang out, doesnt and just bails and gives the excuse that he, or a family memeber got hit by a car? yeah...
so now we're in plan of action to see wat really going on.
and then this week, because i've been so phuck'd up, i've been having bad dreams of this one fear.
which is like my worst fear, grant breaking up w me in some kind of terribly horrible way.
for example, think like, tuesday night?
it was about grant leaving me the day before our wedding for one of his really good friends.
so now, i need to find the dream fairy, and beat the phuck out of that bitch and ask her wat the phuck i did to provoke this shit. lmao
so yeah. but im getting better.
well ill wrap it up.
ill talk to you soon hopefully sister!! ttyl! love ya!

the_urban_surferr

March 17 at 3:41 AM

its kinda boring, everyone in NYC is fake

jadeekinns

March 15 at 3:49 AM

fantastic

jadeekinns

March 14 at 3:16 PM

well we went to my junior prom last nite

KaidonsaysPHUCK

March 14 at 12:22 PM

thats really cool though!
at least your still going to br=e going somewhere.lol

KaidonsaysPHUCK

March 12 at 1:32 PM

oooooooo! where are you going to college?
i dont think im gonna go to college right away. too expensive.
i miss you sister! ah!

KaidonsaysPHUCK

March 10 at 1:40 PM

i want to move out so bad.
im really on edge.
and my friend kyle isnt mentally well.
sunday night he attempted suicide and i've been sleep deprived ever since.
last night i got pretty great sleep, but im still dead ass tired.
things are going well for me though.
track has started so im happy about that:)
and things between grant and i are amazing:)
love you sister!!!!
i hope we can actually have a conversatoin soon!
i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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