Let me shine like a god, like a leader
I'll burn a hole through your cross
My souls already lost
And it's funny 'cuz they're saying "He's hot."
But they don't see the fucking tears that I've cried
And they don't hear me when I scream when I die
I wanna live good, I wanna live right
My insecurities are eatin' me alive
I need a friend, someone close to my heart
That'll help me through my struggles
You can help me through my times















when you enter those doors for the first time, and your only 15 your not sure how its all going to work out, you can already see the groups, you fear fitting in will be a problem. your first day of highschool if one of the scaryest days of your life. you dont no anyone in your classes, its just a bunch of strange faces, and your head starts to spin like your on an acid trip. but over the amount of time you spend there, you will meet your worst enemies, and your bestfriends. but when that one big moment comes, when your up there infornt of everyone, you drop a few tears, remembering the good times and the bad, with faces youll never see again, you wish you could turn back time and do it all over again. Graduation is one of the saddest nights of your life.


OCTOBER 26TH 2009 - my cousin loves beating me in the face with whine bottles.






HALLOWEEN.
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