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 ristukachanisemo

waitin on the one

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Music: eyes set to kill: darling

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DID I MENTION I AM A COMMENT WHORE!?!?!?!?

I DIDNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!O_O

WELL IAM

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In a World so Cold





Am I stuck here?

Am I lost and alone?

Do I belong here?

When Are you coming back home again?



You left me in this world so cold

Drowning in my sins

Drowning in what could’ve been

What should have been



You were all I had left

And now the world is ending right before my eyes

The roofs collapsing, all the alarms sounding

Where have you gone



You left me in this world so cold

Drowning in my sins

Drowning in what could’ve been

What should have been



As I walk outside all the roads have disappeared

Nothing left around me nothing but the note you wrote

“Honey I‘m not coming home”

And the tears begin to fall when I realize



You left me so alone in this world so cold

Left me here drowning in my sins

Drowning in my fears, in all my tears

What could’ve been is what should’ve been



And here I stand for the first time

Its been such a long time since I been in this place

No more will I see that face or that smile

And all the while your smile belongs to her



You left me broken in a world so cold

Drowning in this place in all my sins

Drowning in this excuse there’s no more use

I cant get you back now that I’ve seen her



In all that could have been

That should have been

Maybe you should be the one standing here

In this world so cold









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 About Me
UPDATE I HAVE A MYSPACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







almost every day i wake up and look in the mirror hate what i see. trying to prove to myself that ill kmake it and i wont become the next statistic for teenage suicide. and even on the okay days i cant get a break in a school that cant accomadate any intelligence and with the people so fake you wish they were real. on those days i think maybe one day i can like myself but when i wake the next its all gone to hell again. im a cutter im not gonna stop unless i want to. so dont try and change me i am who i am theres nothing i can do to change that. i used to drink i did alot of things im not proud of. cut the drama i dont need it. i can be a good listner if i try.



aim me ristukachan



only if its gonna be worth my time





part of my song:



kill me please

im at times end

the last grain of sand is falling now

hold me in your arms thoyou cant save me

do you see me disappearing?





okay heres some more about me



what i like



I like to read despite what people say i find it relaxing and its good for when im sick

i like showers because i like to sit and think and sing.

I LOVE singing.

I like pumpkin pie because it owns all the other pies

I like sharp objects because they make the pain go away

I like my little brother Cody because hes the only sane person in the house

I love animals

I like challenges!

I love my friends nothings more important

i like raves

I love glowstick patterns

I love austin because hes my gay lover and such a hottie tew

I love my moms cookies because they are yummalicious

I like the colors black red blue orange purple green in that order

I love Japan

I love BJDs if you dont know what they are they are creepy dolls because everyone else says so not me

I like my therapist because its not therapy at all

i like the smell of matches

I like fire in general

I like music its my life

I love my friend ryan because hes the equivalent of gir

i love love invader zim



things i hate



I hate being told how i feel

i hate cheaters

I hate nosey people

I hate preppy music

I hate with a passion rap music sorry if you like it

I hate people who think about sex all the time

I hate people who assume im easy

I hate people who think just because i date them means they can get in my pants

I hate people touching my hair just because its red

I hate sterotypes

I hate december even though its chritsmastime

I hate the entire idea of santa clause

I hate people who cant take the slightest bit of pain (the ones where you poke em and they say oww pathetic)

I hate pictures of me

I hate how i look

I hate too cocky guys but i like if you have a little bit of it

i dont like short hair on guys few exceptions

I dont like hypocrites

I hate the color pink except for really hot pink so bright it blinds you in the sun

I dont really like scary movies but i watch them anyway



fears:



Thanatophobia: fear of dying (ironic neh =/)





my statement for right now:



if you're here just to judge me or label me dont bother talking or adding me.

dont add me just because you think im gonna cyber with you cause its not likely

dont add me just because you think im some hot skinny girl cause im not

dont add me just so i can be another person on your friends list actually talk to me



if youre looking for a relationship you have to stay committed if youre just gonna cheat on me then fuck that ive already had my heart shattered into ten million pieces i dont need it again

thanks



1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
umm i was just getting up because im lazy and i like sleep
2. Who are you in love with?
i love my gf shes awesome
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
no why would you ask me that who the fuck eats a crayon
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yes its called a coaster i got it at margaritaville lolz Jimmy Buffet
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
yesterday bitchez now i have pink awesome fishnet goodness
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
no i generally dont like things on my feet
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
yes siree bob
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
out of town hmm yesterday to go get rye rye
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no i have not but i have watched a movie
10. Are you hot?
psh i dunno
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet coke yummy
12. What are you wearing right now?
a star shirt that i slept in grey sweats and my exs sweatshirt
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
i havent done any washing of the car yet
14. Last food that you ate?
cereal eww
15. Where were you last week at this time?
i dont know youre a hobo a hobo
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
a tutu and fishnets bwahahaha
17. When is the last time you ran?
playfully yesterday actually running like two days ago
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
umm football at my old school
19. What is your favorite animal?
i think it would be between a ferret and a squirrel
20. Your dream vacation?
england or japan im going to one of those spring break
21. Last person's house you were in?
mine im in it right now if you mean another persons it would be lindas yay <3
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
i dislocated my knee
23. Have you been in love?
i was twice and both they let me down
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
everyone
25. Last play you saw?
play oh god ummmmm anything goes i believe
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
i dont have a secret weapon what the fuck who has those its called be yourself
27. What are your plans for tonight?
ROCK OF LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
i dont have a myspace so in your facessss
29. Next trip you are going to take?
i think up north for my cousins baptism
30. Ever go to camp?
yea i was a girl scout so its obvious
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
me an honor student psh yea right
32. What do you want to know about the future?
i dont know im just gonna live it day by day
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
not at the moment
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
yea but i aint gonna go
35. Where is your best friend?
sleepin prolly
36. How is your best friend?
tired im guessin
37. Do you have a tan?
ha im like a fucking ghost
38. What are you listening to right now?
the keys typing?????
39. Do you collect anything?
lots of things
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
kimi
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
oh a month ago
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes
43. What does your last text message say?
i dunt know they took ma phone again nuuuuuuu
44. Do you like hot sauce?
no
45. Last time you took a shower?
today
46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope
47. What is your heritage?
polish and german
48. Are you someone's best friend?
i think so
49. Are you rich?
i dunt know
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
going to sleep




Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits:Cleanse Song- Bright eyes
Waking up:new Heart For Xmas- Kill Hannah
Average day:On Your Speakers- Damone
First date:When I Come Around- green day
Falling in love:If I was your vampire- marilyn manson
Love scene:Ghost Train Out- vincent Black Shadow
Fight scene:Boys & Girls - Kill Hannah
Breaking up:Stuck With Me- Green Day
Getting back together:J.A.R- Green Day
Secret love:Innocence- Avril Lavigne
Life's okay:Hero/Heroine- Boys Like Girls
Mental breakdown:End It On This- No DOubt
Driving:Hey Baby- No Doubt
Learning a lesson:Hot Hot Hot!!!- The Cure
Deep thought:It Wasn't Enough - Good Charolette
Flashback:I'm So Sick- Flyleaf
Partying:Surgery- The Vincent Black Shadow
Happy dance:Naked- Avril LAvigne
Regreting:Numa Numa Song
Long night alone:Waiting- Green Day
Death scene:Summer Rain The Abdomen
Closing credits:To The Pain - Non Point
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 Specifics
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship: Single
Location: United States
Birthday: June 7, 1990
 Interests
Music: heres some of my favorite bands



The Abdomen

The Academy Is...

Adam and Andrew

AFI

All American Rejects

The Androids

Anna Nallick

Arctic Monkeys

Attourney

Autovaghn

Avril Lavigne

The Beach Boys

Blood and Batteries

Blue October

Bowling for Soup

Boys Like Girls

Brand New Hevies

Breaking Benjamin

Bright Eyes

Bullet for My Valentine



and so on











Television: fuck the tv theres nothing good on anyway



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Movies: i like movies but my fave is eternal sunshine of the spotless mind



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People: This boy here is Wing and he is my cherry flavored bubble. Hes awesum! Because well hes had candy bubbles and they are awesum as well! and I less than three his song it makes me happy thus why he get cookies.

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This boy has amazing hair its seriously like the sex yay!!!!! btw its EmoBoi

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Ethan! I love this boy so much like seriously hes one of the funnest people to talk to and has orgasmic hair Wewt!!!!

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Justin was one of the first people to talk to me. He makes me happy and he loves cookies like me yay!

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Kaitie is awesome shes so nice and very purdy!!!!

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Kill3rEmo is an awesome person i love talking to him yay

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This is Linda. Linda is Awesome. And if you hurt her you die for seriously

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I love this chica she is so awesome. more people should talk to her!

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Josh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He owns xcore ily!

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Ares08 hes awesome even though hes straight edge but thats kewl

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This is Eiann he has awesome hair and an english accent squeeee

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I LOVE GARY

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This is Zake i love im so much he writes amazing poetry that you should read. and its really inspiring i lovers him dearly

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This is stephy she is rooting for heather but she talks to me and i still lovers her despite all the heather fanism GOOOO JESS

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this is rachiee i love her so much she is adorable dont listen to her she is

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MARIIAAAAA! THIS IS MY BESTIE FOR LIFE HURT HER AND I WILL OH DONT THINK I WONT BECAUSE I WILL I WILL KILLZ YOU WITH A SPORK OH YES I WENT THERE A SPORK I WILL TEAR OUT YOU ORGANS WITH A SPORK A SPORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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THIS IS LULLU I LOVE HER SHE SAYS IM PURDY

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GOSHOX = WIN

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THIS IS AMY SHE IS A WHORE ON THE FLOOR LOL KIDDING I SWEAR

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Books: i like books and reading



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Foods: i like food sometimes
Drinks: chocolate milk for serious
Sports: eh
Other: besides sharp things i draw here are some examples



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 Member Facts
Join Date: February 3, 2007
Profile Views: 2474
Total Logins: 564
Last Active: 74 days ago
 Latest Comments
ThatMistakeWasGoldxX September 26, 2008 09:35 AM
Ello stranger how are you ? and what have you been up to ?
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ben2008 July 5, 2008 02:02 AM
hey thanks for the add. how are u?
chibolo4ya July 5, 2008 01:01 AM
ay whats up babes

thanks for the add u r really hot
xXxJackxXx November 26, 2007 09:36 AM
Yea I really suck at teenspot lol i forget i even have this acc >.< but yea how are ya?
hellogood_skater12 October 13, 2007 09:13 PM
ok thanx for comment but woohoo for me
muscle_car October 10, 2007 08:51 PM
hey we should hang out more. i miss u and i miss hanging out with u. u are so much fun to hang with. and my friend wants to meet u
Lestat-Vx October 10, 2007 06:05 PM
ohh cuz i read that update thingy and misunderstood it i gues.
Lestat-Vx October 9, 2007 08:01 PM
are you dead??
xxblondiesforlife16xx October 6, 2007 02:06 PM
Hello.
How are you?
MrHopefull October 4, 2007 10:59 AM
:O! i LOVE YOU TOO!
XxeMoStePhyXx October 2, 2007 02:43 PM
Aww you were right Ristuka Chan! Well i'm glad she won. Now heather has bret's Name on the back of her neck.
Hehe Silly Monkey :]
alluring_001 October 2, 2007 11:15 AM
Hey Girl!!!

I’m Joyce

Thanks for accepting me.
Scribble_Out_The_ILoveYou October 1, 2007 06:33 PM
I'm alright. Just doing homework, actually.
EmoxxCryer October 1, 2007 05:08 PM
aww well i can't wait for october! :D
I want ice cream x]
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 06:03 PM
okay I'll be waiting x]

I forgot your number 0_0
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 05:38 PM
-eats it-
nummy!
:D <3

okay kidnap me!!!!
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 05:35 PM
-laughs-
I want ice cream! :D
-jumps up and down-
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 05:28 PM
-laughs and uncovers eyes-
o0o0o0o0o!
i like ice cream!
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 05:25 PM
-laughs-
-covers eyes-
noooo!
EmoxxCryer September 30, 2007 05:24 PM
omg omg -screams-
no you can't x]

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