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I wrote this poem myself...hope you like it and that its good...lol

Love Is Lost

As I lie here
with tears falling from my eyes,
all I can think of
is how you were always there.

But then I realized
that all of the things we had
were all so fake, and that
none of it was ever real.

The things you said
I believed, the things
we did, I loved, but
none of them lasted.

An ever-lasting love
should be so special
and awesome, not sad
or frustrating or horrible.

Keeping love ever-lasting
is the hardest feat
anyone has to go through.
Not many people can do it.

But when the heart
finally finds its perfect match
it never wants to let go,
because if it did, it's love would be lost forever.

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 About Me
Wats up? Im Nicole

Im going to MATC in Madison, Wisconsin. My first year always the hardest!
Im living with my grandparents saves money on rent but I waste it on gas all the time for my car cause the school is an hour south of where I live!
My parents and brother live an hour north of me so I only get to see them on the weekends and my dogs and cat too!

I love my family, they are hilarious! I love them soo much.
My friends are awesome too, but I lost most of them when I moved, but then I made so many new ones which I then had to leave! I miss ya Jenny!
Its always a good thing to have friends that you can talk to so you dont have to keep things bottled up inside. if its one thing ive learned its that you have to keep your friends close or youll just lose them

Im a hopeless romantic! I love a guy who would do really awesome things for me and not feel stupid. I have so many romantic things that I would like to do with a guy but I havent had the chance to
- lay in a hammock together under the stars
- walk along the beach under the moonlight
- cuddle on the couch or in a chair and watch a movie together
- have a "movie worthy" kiss in the pouring rain
- lay under the stars, just holding each other

I believe in God, but I dont go to church.
I love playing video games, and being outdoors.

I dont like liars, or cheaters! why do you think you can go around and do the things that you do? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

Im not good with long distance relationships at all it just doesnt work out!
I want to be in a healthy relationship, one where theres no smoking or drinking and you dont need sex to keep the relationship going. relationships shouldnt just be about sex. in fact it shouldnt have nething to do with it! you should be in a relationship with someone because you love them and care about them not because you wanna fuck em

Ive had too many heart breaks in my life to not be able to see a jerk when I look at a guy and how he acts. no one thinks it cute when you act like that so just stop! Two of my boyfriends that ive had ended pretty much the same way, and one right after another no less and im just fed up with the shit that guys do

Not to sound to shallow, and I know it will but, im more attracted to a guy with a good body and whos good looking, but i will talk to you if you dont have either one, but not alot. personality is a big part of it!

But the main things that I love in a guy are a good sense of humor, honesty, sweetness, good sense of style, and you have to be able to have fun and to be able to keep the conversation going! I like guys with longer hair toobut not longer than mine! But if you dont have longer hair thats fine too! I also like a guy that can play an instrument, like a guitar or the drums or something like that! So hot!


Im a sucker for a guy with beautiful eyes and a great personality.

I love to laugh so if you can make me laugh...bonus points! And I'll try to make you laugh in return
Im kinda sarcastic too so if you say something that I can make fun of...ooo...but id hope that you can dish it out as well or id look really bad.

I dont really believe in "love-at-first-sight" but thats mainly because I havent had it happen to me yet so once it does then we'll see
I dont believe in fate or destiny either, it may be out there but I dont believe in it, its stupid really but whatever you know not everyone is gonna find that perfect someone, there are gonna be a lot of people out there that end up alone all of their lives. I will prolly be one of them!

Im afraid of disappointing my family! I love them too much to hurt them like that
I want my dad to be able to walk me down the aisle and for my mom to be able to help me find that perfect wedding dress

Im not afraid of death but of how im going to die and what comes after life. what things will be like...what will happen to me...what will happen to my family!

I love sleeping in...I could sleep all day if I wanted to
I love to go shopping...even though I dont have the money to go shopping right now
I love to hang out with my friends... and go to the movies... I love listening to music, its what I do to pass the time when there is nothing else to do.

I cant live without chocolate! I love sweets...candy...ice cream...yyuuummm!!!
I get a headache if I dont have caffeine

You can ask ne of my friends...I am very shy. im not as shy as I was before I moved to Missouri, but im still a little bit shy...but once I get to know a person well enough i become more outgoing. my friends know me as being shy but also as being very hyper and excited about little things...I have my blonde moments...but most of the time i can keep it together... :D

I also have a myspace that I just re-did with all new things so if you wanna check it out my url is myspace.com/nicolelynngage ...add me if you want

I love to get comments no matter what its about...I think thats because I never really got a lot when I was growing up...because to me I am not attractive, and I never have been... id rather be called beautiful or gorgeous than be called hot or sexy or cute...they just seem like degrading words

I hate being alone... especially when I have nothing to do. I just lay there at night before I fall asleep and dream of what I should have done differently with my life and with the guys ive gone out with

Well I guess ive rambled on long enough...if I think of something else I'll be sure to add it on...ooo and I hope you read my poem up above...if you do please tell me what you thought of it, if it was good or completely stupid! thanx
 Specifics
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Single
Location: United States
Birthday: September 24, 1988
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I love Simple Plan, Daughtry, Panic! at The Disco, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, All American Rejects, AFI, Him, Avenged Sevenfold, Seether, Papa Roach, The Fray, Taking Back Sunday, Linkin Park, System of a Down, Hinder, Amber Pacific, Three Days Grace, Pussycat Dolls, Saving Jane, Armor For Sleep, Angels and Airwaves, Blink 182, Matchbook Romance, Coheed and Cambria, Yellowcard, Paramore, Rascal Flatts, Aiden, Sugarcult, Crossfade, The Killers, Brand New, Cartel, Mest, Shinedown, Head Automatica, Staind, Mudvayne, Relient K, Sum 41, O.A.R, McFly, Hoobastank, Godsmack, Trapt, Thrice, Emanuel, New Found Glory, From First To Last, Something Corporate, Fuel, Puddle of Mudd, Nickleback, Rihanna, Carrie Underwood, P.O.D, Creed, Silverstein, Fort Minor, Finch, Shania Twain, Anberlin, Story Of The Year, The Used, Starting Line, Flyleaf, Thursday, Transplants, Theory Of A Deadman, Circa Survive, Chiodos, Need To Breathe, The Panic Channel, Chevelle, Earshot, 10 Years, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Life In Exile, Atreyu, Default, Lacuna Coil, Billy Talent, 30 Seconds To Mars, Green Day, The Audition, Flo Rida, Hellogoodbye, Diecast, Alter Bridge, The Exies, Cobra Starship, Chris Brown, Cold, Saosin, Stone Sour, Saving Abel, There For Tomorrow, Framing Hanley, Egypt Central, Jake's Mannequin, Faber Drive, Incubus, Red, 12 Stones, All Time Low, Adema, Madina Lake.
Television: One Tree Hill
The Hills
So You Think You Can Dance!
Supernatural
Smallville
Family Guy
Friends
Laguna Beach
Gossip Girl
American Idol
House
The Real World
Dancing With The Stars
That 70's Show
8 Simple Rules
Beauty And The Geek
Life With Ryan
Americas Next Top Model
Hannah Montana :D
What Not To Wear
&&many more.......
Movies: Ghost Ship, A Walk To Remember, Just Friends, White Chicks, The Notebook, Pirates of the Caribbean, King Kong, The Chronicles of Narnia, Corky Romano, Blade Trinity, Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Pacifier, Sky High, Raise Your Voice, Triple X, Waterworld, Superstar, Footloose, Grease, Quest For Camelot, What A Girl Wants, The Perfect Man, On The Line, The Ring 1&2, White Noise, Freddy vs. Jason, Butterfly Effect, Final Destination 1&2, Amityville Horror, Van Helsing, Little Black Book, Just Married, A Lot Like Love, Hellboy, Ice Age 1&2, Monsters Inc., Finding Nemo, X-Men trilogy, Cars, Click, The Return, The Covanent, Jackass 1&2, Happy Feet, 300, The Messengers, Ghost Rider, Transformers, The Day After Tomorrow, Dane Cook: Vicious Circle.
Books: I don't really read that much! But a couple of books that I did read that were really good were, "The Afterlife" and "Night" the only other books that i actually touch are the ones i use for school...but they were so frickin expensive i have to use them...lol
Foods: anything sweet!...especially candy and ice cream!!! ;D
 Member Facts
Join Date: January 22, 2007
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Last Active: 17 hours ago
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