music is my therapy, friends are precious, time is uncontrollable, and individualityis everything <3 lozi owns babes (: and my sexiskittles buddie riley co-owns (: 21 comments
this page is full of: my moods, my auto biography, my music, my poetry, my favorite quotes, and my pictures. feel free to read and entertain yourself :D but a fair warning i am not liable for any confusion that may or may not take over your brain..
MOOD: currently i cannot stop smiling (: i love you Alex McKee (:
tehe my birthday is tomorrow :D
I DONT HAVE MSN OR AIM SO PLEASE DO NOT ASK ITS GETTING ANNOYING
I DONT ADD PEOPLE OVER 18
DONT DO THE NUDES SO STOP ASKING PEDOPHILES
QUOTES;; "To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead" Bertrand Russel;; "Life is a game, its your choice if you become the sore loser." Linda Meyghan otherwise known as mui:D "The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is at all comprehensible." Albert Einstien "i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut. my weakness is that i care to much." Scars by Papa Roach "pregnant women scare me." Alex McKee a.k.a. my dracula "You have to call me dragon." Step Brothers "So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down" Down by Jay Sean
hehe that boy right there ^ is alex. my boyfriend my bestfriend and ultimately my other half (: i've known him for a long time now and wished he was mine and now? finially he is "i like milk too,since we both like milk, maybe would you possibly like to be my girlfriend?" that is how he asked me out and i just had to say yes (:
:D he makes my heart skip a beat when he says i love you. he accepts me for who i am and he never once had judged me. in case you where wondering he is my prince charming, my dracula, and my mr. tightywhities. im ecstatic that hes mine and only mine. i know i sense your jealousy >.> do not worry weary traveler he is friendly and makes lots of them :D haha me and him are so alike its scary. but i thnk thats what really helped our friendship and now relationship. i would say we where like two peas in a pod but peas are repulsive and squishy and niether me nor alex resembles a little round ball of ickyness. ANYWAY back to the point. i love alex McKee and he loves me, thats all i need (:
i love you tons Alex :D 11/8/09<3
Love is something i never thought i'd feel
So vague so far out of my grasp it seemed
Then you came along and suddenly love was real
It feels as if the sun is finially shining over my dark world
You alone hold the keys to my heart and soul
You are my salvation, my love, my sanity
When im with you my heart skips like an excited foal
You are my version of perfect, my angel from above
I know i'll always love you forever and a day
My heart beats for you, and you alone
I don't see how i could live without you no how no way
Your name will forever be whispered in the depths of my soul... >>
my attempt at poetry
Days in the lives of us
lazy days, lonely days
rainy days, rosy days
days with pain, days with love
lost days, days of wonder
these are the days of your life
so take them, enbrace them
because these are the days of your life
your precious perilous life
-- my thoughts
i say things i dont mean
i do things i regret
all i can do is apologize
and wonder why i had to antagonize
so i say i am sorry
i feel like a monster
so very apologetic
i can promise its not synthetic
i can beg and i can plead
i can burn and i can bleed
but all that really matters
all that truly matters is your forgiveness
one thousand regrets one million words
this apology isnt for the birds
sad and horrible careless and heartless
that was the way i acted but i ask for forgiveness your wonderfull forgiveness
--For a mister Kenton Michael Frost
Love is the word of the second
Love is the word of the minute
Love is the word of the hour
Love is the word of the day
Love is the word of the month
Love is the word of the year
Love is the word of the decade
Love is the word of the century
Love is the word of the millenium
Love is the word of forever <3
-- not really a poem well sort of i dont know what to call it :p its kinda hm like my feelings
well hello all who enter my page (:
i suspect if your reading this you want to know about me? well my name is Meyghan Linda Anne Kahaya- yes its a mouthful and it sucks when i have to spell it all out (: Im fifteen soon to be sixteen this month on the 23rd :D i cant wait to be a liscensed driver :o i am a nerd. i can tell you the definitions of words you wont learn about till college. why? because i am obsessed with reading. i love, love. simple as that. im taken by my prince charming <3 he caught me before i hit the ground(: im not exactly the definition of normal. in any sense. i confuse myself sometimes with the actions i choose. i mutilate the ends of my pens. why? because i have a habit of biting. i am taken (: im that type of person that can be so hurt but if your crying i'll do anything to make you feel better. i put others before myself all the time. its how i am and its how i will be forever. growing up scares the hell out of me. it scares me because your faced with decisions you never had to deal with before. and the choices you make are judged harshly not like when you a kid and your still learning right from wrong. but even as an adult arn't you learning too? i think so i dont think theres ever a point where you stop learning and just know. if that where the case then at 18 noone would be making wrong decisions. my parents are divorced and i have one brother that is 2 years older than me. i love my family very much. we have been through alot. my brother is the most amazing person i know. he's always been there for me through thick and thin. i love him dearly; i would take a bullet for him. family is important to me. so is self respect, values and morals. which is why i do not do nude pictures, cyber sex, or give out my number. i just have to much respect for myself to be exploited like that. i am my own person. i am very hard headed. im ignorant. i am myself and noone will change me.
I like: purple, monster, rainbows, sunsets, dogs, zebras, candy, red bull, straight hair, books, cheerleading, ice cream, hamburgers, blue eyes, time with family, hanging with friends, Vans, snowboarding, sparkly things, being hyper, peace signs, hearts, science, the night, beaches, fishies, Uggs, horses, cheetah print, sand dollars, painting, invader zim, annd stickers
I hate: mean people, wars, drugs, alcohol, hot weather, when my jaw pops, high waters, birds, pink, easy bake ovens, sluts, getting bad grades, the smell of cat food, purses, spoiled brats, people who think they are better than everyone else, when i dont understand something, girls who ONLY talk about guys and noting else, when i run out of shampoo and have to use my brothers, public bathrooms, sweating, blood, bones, high heels, and what the world is becoming.
I love: hugs, my family, nature, kisses, dreaming, watching people draw, music, my friends, my tinyness, love, the snow, the rain, nature in general, and lipton iced tea.
my knicknames: babygirl, kitty, bubbie, Twin, Bubba, Giggles, Mittens; feel free to make up your own for me :D
some ways to describe me: crazy, defective, outgoing, classy, alive, stupid, fearless, goofy, enchanting, random, loud, jobless, lazy, energetic, broken, child like, enthusiastic, absurd, an optomist, a virgin till i say "i do", gullible, ignorant, fun, combative, a good friend, a good advice giver, a good person. imperfect.
i think people forget the concept of how small we all are. if you think about it were not even a speck of dust next to the universe. everyone tries to be "famous" to be "remembered" but the thruth is who's going to remember you after you die? maybe for a few years. your family. but after that? noone your just another nothing floating below the great universe. wherever we go after we die again we are just a spec of dust. even the greats will soon be forgotten. whats a few hundred years to a universe as ageless as time itself. our life forces are none so spectacular compared to the earths. we lose sight of the beauty and pure power of it all. we create a whole new living ontop of another. but in very few sweet places of earth the new life hasnt touched it and it is still as old and spectacular as ever. they are the places where the waterfalls roar, new life is created, trees are grown, and the sheer beauty of nature is relivant. humans have ruined most of these places destroying them with our new world. but why must we outrun the old world? it is so much more beautiful mysterious and full of wonder and soon we shall not know that beauty. if you stand out in the middle of the rain, or next to a stream or river, in the wind or snow and just stop and listen you can feel the earth around you. it calms you and heals your heart from pain. anyone can connect with nature just go outside and be still be one with nature. take in its smells and sounds. its beautiful sights and power. then you will feel like me..so utterly small in our universe...
DIS IT BRYEN HACKING LINDA
AT 8:44PM 9.20.09
I dnt kno her dat while but i kno she great an i cn trust her
she beauitful an funny, she cn make me laugh lotz an
she lovez my shirt hahaha ...i dnt rly kno wha to say
sooooo ttyl
much lovez boo <3
This is KellaKitty Hacking Bubbies Page
I might have only met her the other day but linda is by far the sweetest and most beautiful girl i have ever seen or met. I can now see why my bestie and her are great friends she is sooo easy too talk too i feel like i can tell her anything and who knows i might one day. Bubbie you make me smile laught and giggle just like our bestie does, IM NOT HER BOYFRIEND IM HER KELLAKITTY AND I LOVE BUBBIE LOTS.
<3 THIS IS RILEY HACKING MY BEAUTIFUL SKITTLES PAGE <3
Linda is my pretty skittles lady and she has a place in my heart always. I may have only just meet her but she's one of my best friends and we get totes hyper together on here. Im not her boifriend but if i was bi i would ask her out in a heartbeat. SHE DONT DO NUDES SO STOP ASKING HER. LINDA SKITTLES I LOVE YOU MWAH PRETTY LADY xx
mmkay so i met mrs. Bobbi thee other day and shes like my freaking twin mmkay? shes so funny and we are looking for guys together so boys you better tap thatt hehe andd her teenspot is Breezyeasie so hit her upp oh and did i mention she was gorgeous?
GRAYSONN! hehe i love this kidd(: he's my ghost busters buddie. we always have the silliest conversations that make me giggle the whole time. hes got a huge heart made of gold :D oh yes be jealous 100k baby XD he has the awesomest accent New Zealand! (: he is in love with his girlfriend Ashley! its soo sweet. well bottom line is hes the most amazing 13 year old ever!
<33 you lots Gray (:
RILEY:: hehe WELL for one he is soo silly and i love him :D he is my gay boyfriend xD yes i know i know your jealous of me XD he is so sweet and he always helps me when i need it. yes we have had one major fight but i think it made us stronger. i would go to the next galaxy for this boy! you best not hurt him..i have ninjas >.> ANYWAY point is i loves him lots
xoxo love you riley/riles/rileyberry/sexyskittlesbuddie :DD
KENTON:: ohhemmgee! haha he is my Bubbles :D (yes from the powerpuff girls) lol he is so funny and can make me laugh so hard i cant breathe :p i always love talking to him because we talk about pretty much everything. hes very very sweet and im glad i met him :D we both hurt eachother in the past. but like i said it was in the past and where like bestest buddies now :D im so glad we became friends (: ohh did i mention he was a MODEL?! oh and hes taken so sorry everyone tehe he loves Riley :D omg okay he also is freaking tall okay and i know im short but he makes me feel like miniature XD hahahha i love him :p
love you lots like tater tots kent a.k.a Bubbles :D
it's the part under the strings that you press the string against.
they used to but attendance has been horrible lately so they don't give long breaks anymore,like christmas used to be three weeks now it's a week and a half.
how did you do that?
i remember in middle school the walk ways to the entrance were always super icey and i slipped and i heard my cello smack the ground.when i went to orchestra class in the afternoon i found out that in the morning class,it was being used and all of a sudden the finger board just came off. i felt really bad,i still think it's my fault it broke.the teacher said it's just cuz it was old.
random story.
here schools don't get cancelled during blizzards anymore,occasionally delayed but that's it.
watching the snow is beautiful but being in the snow really sucks.when it snows hard i can't see anything but white flashes,it's dangerous.
i need to make me some food.
it snowed here today,you're right i believe the winter will be really cold.
lol and then you'll get all ready for school and realize there is no school
i did that once but it in the afternoon,i took a nap and woke at 7,i thought i was gonna be late