Theres this guy i met October 30th, 2005. His name is Kurt. We've been together since, I'm not sure things between us are doing so well, I want his and my relationship to be like it used to, but I understand what I did to ever hurt him was wrong and it shouldn't have ever been done. I pictured me and him being together forever and beyond, but I know all my cheating and lieing never helped the relationship, I don't lie or cheat anymore and I just want to say that I'll always love Kurt no matter what, I know he wont ever see this, unless I tell him. Kurt and I may not be the best for each other, but I'd like to think we are. Things aren't perfect and we fight, things that he does bothers me and things I do bother him. Not all the things I do he approves of, I can just tell. And not all the things he does I approve of. I kno everyone has flaws, and I love his.
Cody + Denise = Friends Since 2/26/2008
So, theres this guy, his name is Cody. He is my bestest friend of all times, he can make me laugh non stop. And we can talk on the phone for like ever! I love my Code-ester for like ever and ever and everrrrr. me and him are pretty lucky to have met each other, and I wouldn't want it any other way. I don't know what I would do if I haven't met him. He takes the time to listen to my problems, and help me with them, and I try my best to do the same with him. We are exactly alike and it makes me feel a lot closer to him then most guys. He also respects what I want. I love you Cody Michael Hanson
So theres this girl, named Jacynta! She rocks my white polka dotted sox off. She makes me laugh like non stop! She's bettter then you'll ever be. I love my Hoe for ever...and of course i stalker her ha! we have so many inside jokes that its not funny. I would tell you some but that means id have to kill you. lol i pinkie swear to her that she will aalwaiz be my mixed_larvae! she is my homegirl forever :]] shes probably the only one that will call me penis cuz shes the only one that can! and she makes me feel so rawr loved. I love you Jacynta
Lucas + Denise = Bestest Buddies Since 03/26/2008
So theres is awesome boy, his name is Lucas! We haven't really known each other long, but it feels like we've known each other for like years and years. He will always be in my heart no matter what, me and him will always be bestest buddies. I swear me and him could talk for hours bout anything and everything, and he knows whats best for me and tells me straight up. I never stop laughing when I talk to Luc! He is one of my best friends and always will be. I'll always be here for him no matter what. I love you Lucas Tristan James Mckay.
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The Simpsons
House
Bones
The Biggest Loser
Prison Break
Deal or No Deal
Two and A Half Men
According to Jim
My Kids and Wife
& Taps.
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Movies:
The Brothers
The Notebook
A Walk To Remember
Raise your voice
Good Luck Chuck
In the Land Of Women
Because I said do
Unwed Father
American Pie Band Camp
Material Girls
People:
My true besties
10/30/2005...This is Kurt! He is the best person in my life.no one could ever replace him...he makes me the happiest person in this whole entire world. He made me believe in myself. I love him and only him. I have been wit my man for over two years and i plan to bbe wit him longer then that..we have had our fights and problems but i stopped those habits and i wont cheat or lie to him or anyone anymore. Everyone may not kno this...but I have a boyfriend. His name is Kurt. We have been together almost two years. and I'm so thankful for those two years of being with him. Nothing about it I could ever regret. Yeah, I kno weve had our share of fights but everyone has fights. He's so different from my other relationships. Somethings different about him, but I love it. I kno I can be myself with him and he'll still love me for who i am. Hes everything I ever dreamed of in a guy. I never thought it was possable to fall in love with someone at this age, but it can happen. He's helped me through everything. and I try my hardest to be there for him.
Everyone knos that you have your bad days, where you just don't feel like getting dressed..you feel like staying in your pjs and chilling all day. On those days, well matter of fact any day Kurt alwaiz tells me I look beautiful. It just makes me smile so much. Ive been beyond crazy with Kurt. It's so amazing. He respects what I say..and he doesnt judge me and I love it.
We all kno love can hurt. and Its true..it can hurt but doesnt it feel better to think about all the good times you have together instead of all the crying and sad moments? A feeling I alwaiz have when Kurt and I are fighting...Is that he never leaves my mind. When you want them off your mind so you feel better..it doesnt work, there like stuck there. But still he's alwaiz on my mind. No matter what. But the loving is worth all the pain when your fighting. you would think itd feel better to have them off your mind, but It rele doesnt feel better.
Kurt and I both kno how each other are. He knos my angry side and I kno his. he knos when im going to cry and i dont even have to tell him or anything..he tell by the tone of my voice to the way i look. I kno everything about him and he knos everything bout me. yeah I think you need trust and honesty to make a relationship work. What would a relationship be if you didnt trust that person?Also what would a relationship be if you werent honest. And everyone who knos me knos I used to cheat on Kurt and I swear and I promise those days are over. Im all yours babeh. and yeah I kno your gonna read this.
GOD!!!!!! I miss him. He's at school right now...and from 6:40 this morning, when he signed off, he hasnt left my mind once. People alwaiz wonder how do you love him..if you dont kno him. well to all those people who asked that and still do who ask that I DO KNO HIM!!!!! We talk everyday...we tell each other how we feel about basicly everything. we talk on mic almost everyday of everytime we talk online. and were gonna meet in person.. and have a family..get married and have kids. I need him more then anything in this world. Ive told him before no one could ever replace him, well its true. no one could ever replace him.
When I'm sad and think its impossible to smile. Kurt changes that thought and he makes me happy. he makes me smile and laugh. I love everything about him. Im not scared to share to the world who Im in love with. Its no secret. Were meant for each other and we kno it. If I had the choice of breathing or being with Kurt. take a guess what Id pick? Being with Kurt because being without him..makes me feel like im dieing. He makes me feel so complete. I need him more than anything in this whole entire world and thats true, you can believe it or not. I dont rele care.
I LOVE KURT GREGARY STUTSMAN SO GOD DAMN MUCH!!!
Now this is my sister! her name is sarah..we look alike but we act totally different. n yes were twins n thats not very hot so dont say it is. but our fights are so funny..and we got nicknames for each other..ha im a FUDDY DUDDY! or as i say...FUDDY DUMMY. Ha.
Alright everyone, This is Alissa! she is amazing and funny. If you like someone you can talk to about anything...This is your girl. your an idiot if you don't add her. And girl..if your man doesnt treat you right...just tell me and ill kick his ass a bit..lol.
This is JAY! lol I have only known him since 3/7/2008! but i love his personality and how caring and funny he is and so far from talkin to him he seems to respect me and how I fell. Im glad I met him! Ill add more when i get to kno him better.
This is Angel,We haven't known each other long... but we talk everyday! I love him to death and I am alwaiz there for him. He is one of the most amazing people on here and I wouldn't ever trade the friendship me and him have
This is Mike Bitch! lmao! he seriously can make me laugh no doubt! He is my Private Message buddy! lol.. right now he knos most of my drama and problems in my life and i trust him enough to tell him my problems!!!
but if anyone wants to try n stop us from talking..dare u to try! when im sad hes the guy who puts a smile on my face. AHH were Cheese Buddies!! lol :P Thats all for now but Ill add more lattter!!! :P
Like omg this is Dante! He can make me smile non stop! Hes gonna buy me a diaper before we go skydiving and hes gonna hold me too! but he doesnt want me to pee pee on him heehehehhehhe! i could talk to him for hours n hours but i havent known him much longer but seriously like he told me..it feels like we've been buddies for like ever! and i do agree with him...and i believe i could tell him anything! I ELL-OHH-V-EE him! This is all for now but ill add more once I get to know him....(:
Dis is Handsome Hanson =P I decided to give him dat nickname cuz i just did and everytime i wanted to type hanson i alwaiz started typin handsome so yeah dats my reason for it but damn Hanson is just like so amazing! We have only known each other for like a week but its been an awesome week! I usually talk to him in the mornings or late at night oh and we talk before I go to school! mhm...anyone wanna mess wit him they gotta go through me cuz I love him!
Dis is Liam! We talk almost every damn day! and he owns all ma pics...we started talkin like uhhh 3 weeks ago i think. haha but he is amazing...caring..sensitive almost every think i find in a guy...and i dont what all the haters think of him...and i care about him...he really helps me wit my problems...and I love him for it.
Rawrz this is Dylan...we are like non stop texting buddies! I got his back just as much as hes got mine and we tell each other our problems! he is a very easy person to talk to..he supports my choices and decisions and tells me what he thinks is wrong or right as i do for him..i dont know what id do wit out him because he is like amazzzing bitches!!
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Shopping
Lol hahaha crazy hoee >.< I make you hard don't I bay bay ayyy? ;D lol you know what.. I super glued a gummi bear on my wall and now the ants are eating it! If it was alive, that'd be so cruel! But no, its just a funny yummy gummi bear xD
If we did chill here in Australia, we'd definitely go shopping and eat fatty foods :9 what would we do if I chilled there? Make gummi bears have freay secks? XD lol
I lub u teww ^_^ naaawww if only teenspot was a real place where everyone could mingle in person, if only O_O"
Penis! What is your surname if you don't mind me asking? ^_^
Don't worry im not a stalker unlike SOME of us! (You) ANYWAAYS..
It sure is cold today >=/ the weather man said it'd be warm tonight.. What a liar.. I should sue him! My god!! My eyes are so sore... O_O
The boards are dead.. Im going to snuggle with one of my teddys and sleep..
Oh I have my period.. It should be gone the next day after tomorrow.. Lol im too lazy to think what day it is today/tomorrow.. Well.. Ima sleeeeep ^_^
Goodnight/Good morning/Good Afternoon! Miss anal beads!!