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add my aim! dearallieee
"Other people see you as sensible, cautious, careful, and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize that it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but, equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is broken" haha describes me pretty much
Wow, it seems like we are all growing up so fast. how long ago does it seem like that i was crying with my mom the night before junior high worried that i wouldn't have any friends anymore and will get lost going to all of my classes? or taking the first steps of outgoingness and introducing myself to all these new weird funny looking kids that came from all the other schools. or even later, trusting someone else that i had just met with a lot more of me then i ever let all of my elementary friends have. then again making the sacrifice of leaving my so called "tight knit" group of friends aka the popular crowd to be in a place where i felt i had all of the people i needed and didn't need to be in that harsh place anymore. there was so much going on, my parents divorce, my birth father coming back into my life, moving around, new friends, a new school, everything was new. all of it seems like yesterday. i remember looking at the "big kids" that would just hang out on the stoop of the Texaco station and be afraid of them. then 2 years later looking at the little kids cling to their moms legs looking over at us as we sipped our soda on the curb out in front of the Texaco station. it all seems so unreal. looking back at old pictures, old notes that i still have kept from Junior high, and laughing about how stupid and little we were, but then thinking about it, and it really wasn't that long ago was it? OMG and then even just tonight! my friends circled around me giggling at the thought that i was the first of us to have a job! who would have thought. i never saw myself actually this far ahead. i STILL get the shudders when i hear keys jangling, and realize, omg those are my keys that go to my car, and this is my uniform, that goes to my work. i never thought that growing up could be this sad, and this hard. you always wish when you are little that you could be like the adults and drive and have no school, but then once you are there you really miss the old days. ha the old days, what does that even mean? i consider just this summer the old days. these are the days when you find out who YOU are. cause in the end these carefree days will fade, the friends will fade into good memories and only you are left. sure i have made many many mistakes in my past, some of which i regret to some extent, but then i think that if those didn't happen, then i would be a very different person then i am today. i'm not here to impress anyone cause frankly i don't care, but if you would like to become apart of my life i will welcome you with open arms. thanks if you actually read this haha
BOYS SUCK HUGE PENIS |
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| Specifics |
| Gender: |
Female |
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No Answer |
| Relationship: |
No Answer |
| Location: |
United States |
| Birthday: |
September 1, 1991 |
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| Interests |
| Music: |
almost all.
the classic crime, something corporate, mayday parade are the top 3 right now. :) |
| Television: |
CSI; Law & Order(SVU/CI); Without a Trace; Scrubs; Degrassi; Fresh Prince of Bel Air; Reba; 8 Simple Rules; etc. |
| People: |
anyone who can be sarcastic, funny, witty, and hold a long conversation. |
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| Member Facts |
| Join Date: |
May 2, 2008 |
| Profile Views: |
281 |
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23 |
| Last Active: |
5 days ago |
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