my names bethany, i'm 17 years old, and i've lived in texas all of my life.
i'm in my last semester in school with no real good plan on where i'm going.
i hate how my family isn't close as it once used to be and i regret not appreciating it while it lasted.
i've lied, i've cheated my way out of things, i've said things that i regret, i've DONE things i regret, i've felt sorry for myself because no one else would, i've said bad things about people i've never even met, i've felt completely isolated from everyone, i've held my tongue because i was too afraid to say what i wanted to.
but that was before.
and i hope to do things just a little differently from now on.
as you can see, i'm nothing close to perfect.
smoking, laughing, texting, joy rides, long night conversations, basketball games, long hugs, awkward moments, people who make me chuckle, charishing every moment
