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FORGIVE:
___The snake behind me hisses, What my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me, Open up my heart again___
DECIEVE:
___I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down___
PERSIST:
___So if I could I'd wish it all away, if I thought tomorrow would take you away. You're my peace of mind, my home, my center. I'm just trying to hold on one more day___
BELIEVE:
___Standing above the crowd, he had a voice that was strong and loud and I swallowed his facade cuz I'm so eager to identify with someone above the ground, someone who seemed to feel the same, someone prepared to lead the way, with someone who would die for me___
RELATE:
___I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing. Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion. Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication___
REINVENT:
___See my shadow changing, Stretching up and over me. Soften this old armor. Hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, Coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me___
TORMENT:
___Wake up and face me. Don't play dead 'cause maybe someday I will walk away and say "You disappoint me. Maybe you're better off this way"___
HOPE:
___Shell smashed, juices flowing, wings twitch, legs are going, don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel. One day, I am gonna grow wings, a chemical reaction, hysterical and useless___
DESIRE:
___I need an easy friend. I do, With an ear to lend. I do, Think you fit this shoe. I do, But you have a clue. I'll take advantage while you hang me out to dry. But I can't see you every night free___
WONDER:
___If I had to lose a mile. If I had to touch feelings. I would lose my soul the way I do. I don't have to think. I only have to do it. The results are always perfect. But that's old news. Would you like to hear my voice sprinkled with emotion invented at your birth?___
REBEL:
___Shots heard underground round the rapture. Worlds eye captured at last is a Mexican pasture. The masked screaming land or death, within a breath, a war from the depth of time___
LOVE:
___I am a man cut from the know. Rarely do friends come and then go. She was a girl soft but estranged. We were the two our lives rearranged. Feeling so good that day. A feeling of love that day___
HATE:
___I love the way you love, but I hate the way I'm supposed to love you back. Its just a fad. Part of the teenage angst brigade___
CONTINUE:
___It's coming round again. The slowly creeping hand of time and its command. Soon enough it comes and settles in its place. Its shadow in my face. Puts pressure in my day___
DISCOVER:
___I don't want to fight every single night. Everything I want is in your eyes. You and me go back to places I don't know to care. The spoils of all I got were left for scraps___
ESCAPE:
___This body holding me be my reminder here that I am not alone in this body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion___
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