| About Me |
hey im beau
i really dnt knw what to say
but ill warn yu know, dnt expect anything of me coz ill jus let yu down
im probably justa normal scene guy
im kinda quiet and shy untill you get to knw me
but dont be scared to talk to me
umm i have msn too. if ya wnt it jus ask me ill most likely give you it
and i have my ups and downs
i knw im not perfect, but im happy with who i am
i tend to push people away when they get to close to me
only because the only people ive ever let in, always seem to hurt me one way or another
i can be a bit of dick at times
ummm i can be quite emotional at times
i sometimes fall for people very quickly
sometimes all yu have to do i smile at me and ill be like omg lets get married
i knw iv gone through a bit of shit in my life
but its all worth it gor what ive got now
i also play guitar (electric) i hope to oneday be as good as curtis ward from bring me the horizon
i can also sing, beleive it or not, i hope to oneday be as good as tom deLonge from blink-182
things i lyk include: poetry SKITTLES! yellow ones are best! freinds....well dosnt everyone? lol ice cream on rainy days.....dont ask haha loud ear deafing music...i mainly listenin to punk emo metal post-hardcore kinda stuff hair i love hair EYELINER.....hehe and theres lots more i jus cnt thnk of them haha anything else ya wana knw jus ask =D
so if your willing to put up with everthing iv just said well id be more than happy to talk to you =D
BTW you add, you talk...please =D
pic comments are always cool too
some of my poetry sht iv bin working on
well my latest neway
its something that cuts me deep
its something that you had to keep
when i gave you my heart
i thought wed always be together, not apart
this silence im sharing with you
is constantly tearing me in two
when i think about the times our lips touched
i remember what it was like to fall in love.
my dreams are dead
my blood is spilt in this bed
my face grows pale
as your voice reminds me of how i always fail
my attempts to love you
are constantly torn in two
so babe
if your looking for me
ill be tieing a rope to this tree
were our love once use to be
everytime you look me in the eye
you kill me with every lie
but tonight you cannot hide
this is for everytime iv cired
ill get my pleasure from watching you die
hanging ten feet the sky
ill drive this razor into my wrists
no one will ever see through this crimson mist
ide rip my heart out
if only to hear you shout
i still hear you say this will be over in time
but it wont be over, untill your mine
siting here grasping the memory of the love we once had
despratly holding on, yet dying to let go
iv loved you from the day i first looked into your eyes
but somehow, someway iv always found a way to let you down
so just let my voice fade away into the shadows of the night
help me cleanse this crimson guil which resides in my veins
drive this razor into my wrists
allowing me to become a memory of the love we once had
everytime i close my eyes your all see
even in my dreams i am lost
i try to scream your name, hoping you will come
but you never do
even tho my heart has been shaterd into a 1000 pieces
i will never stop loving you
even tho you mightent be here
i always think about you
the words i miss you
cant explain how i feel
baby i know your not here
but tht dosnt change my feelings for you
just lyk a bullet your always goin through my mind
everytime i thnk i forget about you, i turn around and ur always there
so here i am once again, standing on the edge of the horizon screaming ur name
tryn to make sense outa nufn, hoping for a sign to try and make you mine
whether your angry or happy, hurt and bleeding smiling or crying
my hand is always yours to hold, your head will always have a place on my shoulder, my heart is forever yours, I LOVE YOU SO FUKN MUCH
how can i see thru these blind eyes
how can i fly on these broken wings
how can i fall when im already on the ground
how can i swim with ropes tied around my hands
how can i breath with your hands around my throat
but with this broken heart, ill always be able to love you
its been two years since death has taken you from my arms
and still eveytime i close my eyes you fill my mind
a whisper in the darkness i swear your voice talks to me
i hear you say its guna be ok
but ill never be ok untill im with you once again
so tonight ill wont hear your voice
no i wont even close my eyes untill it is all over
tonight in this locked room
this broken mirror will be put to good use
the tears will fall for the last time
the discomfort of a thousand shards of my heart breaking away will never be felt again
tonight ill lay in crimson sheets
hoping for a chance that well meet
and i will be able to hold you in my arms
even if its only for a second
tonight i will become a memory
never to be forgotton
never to be remembered |
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| Specifics |
| Gender: |
Male |
| Sexuality: |
Bisexual |
| Relationship: |
In a Relationship |
| Location: |
New Zealand |
| Birthday: |
June 15, 1992 |
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| Interests |
| Music: |
AFI
aiden
alesana
all time low
anberlin
amour for sleep
august burns red
as i lay dying
atreyu
avenged sevenfold
behind crimson eyes
before their eyes
bleeding through
blessthefall
blink 182
blinded black
blindside
bring me the horizon
bullet for my vallentine
cobra starship
cradle of filth
dance gavin dance
a day to remember
death from above 1979
drop dead gorgeous
element eighty
enter shikari
escape the fate
ever we fall
evergreen terrance
eyes set to kil
finch
five bolt main
forever the sickest kids
four letter lie
from first to last
greeley estates
hawthorne heights
HIM
the hurt process
i killed the prom queen
in fear and faith
killradio
less than jake
linkin park
LoveHateHero
nirvana
nonpoint
otep
paramore
papa roach
parkway drive
rob zombie
saosin
scary kids scaring kids
senses fail
showbread
silverstein
skillet
A skylit drive
something corporate
a static lullabye
story of the year
the suicide machines
the suicide pact
sum 41
three days grace
thrice
thursday
tokyo hotel
trapt
upon beauty rests
the used
a vain attempt
vanna
yellowcard |
| Television: |
lots really but mtv mainly |
| Movies: |
300, death tunnel,THE HILLS HAVE EYES!!!, eurotrip, american pie 1,2,3.4 nd yea nethng simiair really |
| People: |
kyler ^ she is like wow amazing. she can make me smile even when im in complete darkness. i really dnt knw hw to say i love herrr so mch =] ILYSFM
maria, well what can i say shes always there for me and i apreciate it sooo much, really she has helped me sooo much. i dont know how to say thank you but seriously thanks ILYSFM!!!
Ashley, Were best dumb buddies for life lols....yea were cool kids fer sure =D
Alex. he is an awsome dude. i reallllly like him hes sooo cool and easy to talk to =D hehe were guna be selling porn candies and secks ona stick. |
| Books: |
dnt read mch |
| Places: |
the beach |
| Foods: |
im not really a big eater but i like pie, spicey, italion, pizza, and pasta stuff |
| Drinks: |
love pepsi hate coke
ice coffee =]]]] |
| Sports: |
MOSHING!!!! lol |
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| Member Facts |
| Join Date: |
April 23, 2007 |
| Profile Views: |
7482 |
| Total Logins: |
1064 |
| Last Active: |
5 days ago |
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| Latest Comments |
| vampire_alex_ |
October 5, 2008 12:37 PM |
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HAPPY BDAY!!
and now
i dont have =[ |
| vampire_alex_ |
September 11, 2008 04:29 PM |
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missers yooh |
| vampire_alex_ |
September 8, 2008 04:29 PM |
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i did too
lmao |
| vampire_alex_ |
September 7, 2008 11:07 AM |
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OoO
did you move closer to me??
=] |
| vampire_alex_ |
September 4, 2008 03:39 PM |
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what happened? |
| vampire_alex_ |
August 31, 2008 06:59 PM |
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uh huh
WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING MATE???? |
| Not_Hard_To_Luv |
August 10, 2008 10:48 PM |
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hanging
out wit kiyler
yah, im tired too
lol |
| vampire_alex_ |
August 9, 2008 10:27 AM |
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LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE |
| xMusicNotesx |
August 7, 2008 03:42 PM |
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hey hun..
how are you!?
its been a while!
XD |
| OuttaMyHead_808 |
August 7, 2008 02:08 PM |
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haha really
im sooooooo
bored =/
ugh i hate
thursdays *stomps angrily*
i love you <33 |
| sexxi_famouseChikk |
August 6, 2008 02:19 PM |
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thats fine.i have a bit of a lateness too
Oops
:D
thats goood.
hows your summer been going.
im like howwt as hell the sun need to
go down soon!!
lmao. |
| LpKat |
August 6, 2008 01:04 AM |
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hihi |
| sk8ter_lover_4ever |
August 6, 2008 12:05 AM |
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ello
im vicky
whats up?! |
| frickles7 |
August 5, 2008 10:26 PM |
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nah, you DONT wanna be me,
thats fer shure.
and nothing crazy lately.
just on vacay
and saw a free concert =] |
| vampire_alex_ |
August 5, 2008 06:21 AM |
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!!!!
GET ON BITCH!!! |
| OuttaMyHead_808 |
August 4, 2008 09:06 PM |
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hah! heyyyyyy
srry i barely
come on here
now =[
i just remembered
lolXD
but i missed u too
srry im replying too
late which sux but
hiyaXD i miss
u already *kisses*
i love you LOTS
w/b
<33333
xoxoxox |
| Not_Hard_To_Luv |
August 4, 2008 08:59 PM |
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cool
im doing gr8 im just getting
ready to go to
new york and visit one
of my old friends
im soooo stoked about it =] |
| frickles7 |
August 3, 2008 07:52 PM |
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Alexia says hiiii =] |
| trisha_is_emo |
August 3, 2008 01:28 PM |
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ty for the add hun
im trisha
how r u =] |
| Xx_tery_gore_xX |
August 3, 2008 01:09 PM |
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yeah i know!
but like
one day he says
ok no sex
then another day he says
I WANNA FUCK YOU!
and im like
WTF?!
GRRR |
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