My name's Shay, and I'm your lover lost at sea. I'm a fifteen year old girl living in the United States of America. I have two parents who I wish were divorced or separated the most, three older sisters, an older brother and three younger brothers. "Holy Hell" Yeah I know. A number seems to mean a lot to people. It's not like they're all in the house, most of the time it's just my older sister, my three younger brothers and myself. Nothing to be excited about I'll tell you that.
Explaining myself to one I don't know is hard, really. No one will understand my life and how complex and how simple it can be and even get. You can judge me all you want but what good is that going to do you? Nothing, exactly.
Living a life you pretend to enjoy is really hard, trust me. There are many things a lot of people are embarrassed and dissapointed about, but smiling covers up a lot these days. No one really knows what anyone is going through. Looks are decieving. I am not the type of person to judge based on apperances. I judge people by their personality, I mean you can be the most beautiful person but have the suckiest personality and that would make you ugly. An apperance is just something that ties you and your personality in together.
I like to appreciate the little things in life. It doesn't take a brand new car or a mansion to take my breath away, I'm not the materialistic type of person mostly everyone seems to be. Simple things like the setting or rising of the sun, the waves that creep against the ocean shore, the rain and thunderstorms leave me astonished. I like to just sit and take notice of the enviornment around me and everything that takes place within it. Little, simple things like that make life worth living, or atleast it does for me.
A mistake is not made unless you choose not to fix the error you've created. No one is flawless, everyone has imperfections and that's what makes us who we are. Perfection does not exist and if you honestly think it does, you're an oblivious person.
About Me
Drama is a disease and everyone seems to be infected. I try my best to stay immune to it all. There's no point in "he said she said's" What good do you get out of it? The satisfaction of knowing you're wrong and the reward of losing someone you promised to keep close to your heart? I'm an outgoing person that keeps her life confidential. I do not want my life to be read as an open magazine, it's more of a diary and if you're lucky enough to get the key then one day you'll open it up and get to know who I am, and what I have to offer.
Please do not short hand type with me.
Oh and for all the people with their 5 minute love affairs, grow the fuck up. I am not here to waste my time with drama, so if you have any don't add me and if I request you don't accept. I request/accept those who have intentions of saying something more than "h3y w@ts up" And if you choose to type like that, save yourself the trouble because you're going to be deleted. I honestly don't care how much that hurts you. Pain is Temporary.
Specifics
Gender:
Female
Sexuality:
Straight
Relationship:
Not Looking
Location:
Hong Kong
Birthday:
January 23, 1993
Interests
Music:
30 Seconds To Mars. A Day To Remember. Alexisonfire. Alesana. All Time Low.Anberlin.Atreyu. Boys Like Girls. Breaking Benjamin. Cobra Starship. Chiodos. Destroy The Runner. Evan's Blue. From First To Last. Goodnight Nurse. Hawthorne Heights. Linkin Park. Maroon 5. Muse. One Rupublic. Panic! At The Disco. Paramore. Rise Against. Scary Kids Scaring Kids. Secondhand Serenade. Senses Fail. Shiny Toy Guns. Taking Back Sunday. The Higher. The Receiving End of Sirens. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. The Used. Three Days Grace. Yellowcard.
People:
"Be it this or that, You were always the one."
-Jonathan
Your last words, and the beginning to my Soliloquies. All I can ask myself is why? But then I kind of know the answer to it and just stop. You were the most dearest and caring person I've known, and I was glad I have found you. You had so much more to live for and if you weren't gone you would also agree with me by experiencing it. We were always there for each other when one of us needed advice and whenever I was down I counted on you to cheer me up. You left a huge impact on my life and I am never going to forget you. I know I told you how much of a great person you were to me, and how much I cared for you but I wish I could've told you that once more. Jonathan Paul Martin, rest in peace. You are always going to be in my heart. I love you best friend. [[March 5, 1989-June 29, 2008]]
lol, that would be a miracle haha if that actually happened
you know me and the whole writing
id be in shocked eeek! im tired ha my back hurts
but yea lol i won't forget little shay if that does happen lol
who are you again? ha im kidding
wow what breeze lol
i got balloons woooooooo!
they aren't mine though lol they are for my friends surprise
b-day party which is like in an hour hehe
xD
doggies aren't mean unless
you provoke them so maybe that
is what you do provoke harmless puppies ha
how did doggies ruin your childhood lol
8-0
haha that would be so hilarious
or we can do this one pizza can be delivered to you
and the other to mine
dibbs on pizza hut lol
hows that sound?
WHAT! hiring someone to beat me up
is not in the plan lol that reminded me of star wars o.O
I'm bored! =/ Help me! Please. Or else. . . Um, I'll destroy the world! Wait, no! I live in it! I'll destroy the bakery shop in town! Damn. That won't hurt you! Wait, I know! I'll send you pointless comments! Ha! That'll work.
Yes. I'm glad that you got it right that I AM your slut.
I don't know why they look green. Maybe it's just the
lighting or something.
Well whatever is bothering you, you can tell me
in the private message that you want to send me.
I'm okay. Just really pissy and tired.
My patience is getting shorter by the second.
I even went to bed at 11:00 lastnight.
So who knows.
Remember Shay that I'm always here for you
even when I am offline. You can tell me anything.
I hope everything gets better my love.
Agreed. I think some people need to get there head out of there butts. Haha.
They should be happy were even introducing ourselves. We just go around being no names for all we care, xD I don't know. I'm just so tired and liable to say anything, lol.
Baha, same here. Then again I laugh at almost everything, cause i'm like a weirdo beyond being weird.
Baha I know. I'm afraid of cats cause one bit me before, I was some mad. Ever since then I wouldn't go near a cat and if one came near me, I would run away screaming like a little girl,. xD
Leave it to me. lol. I don't like the dark. Anything gloomy or scary, scares me xD
Its like a disease, xD
Yes I know ! Its insanity. Bahah and why may I ask are you annoyed?
Planning for a gig saturday night that me and my band have AND preparing for picture taking tomorrow night. For a show thats playing underground. They needed a photographer to get pictures so I agreed to do it :)
Haha. I know, Yeah exactly you could be someone who can't read very well. Well maybe only names. But still. You can still tell them your name, xD
Yes yes. Very thoughtful indeed.
Haha I know. But there like everything i'm afraid of. No joke. I swear sometimes i'm afraid of my own shadow.. wait I think I am. Oh I don't know.. lol. Hah. I know right. I'm a weird kid.
We've come to high gas prices and ridiculous phobias, xD
Your welcome and Thank you ! Very sweet of you. Your the first one to say it actually.
Haha. I'm pretty good. Just commenting, planning and preparing. Yourself?
Okay deal no put downs unless i brought it upon myself.
Haha. with the hole the name came from me thing.
but i like it too because its an original.
Actually my show will blow new yorks show away.
but fighting the drunks nahh. ill be with the drunks.
while new york fights them.lol
wow what fantasy's we have.
if u want to hang out with a drunk hang with me.
=D
Ohh the drama between families.
if they give u problems just smack them all
and tell them to shut up. i dont think
drama gets people anywheres its a actually pre ridic.
when family fights but i dont give a shit.
excuse my language. lol.
Yeahh we listen to the same music,
now how sweet is that.
the reason why i dont like screamo is because...
i cant understand wat there saying and i like to sing along.
kinda corny i no but thats just the way i am. =]
Hmm. wat did i do today.
well i made this thing and its pre cool.
umm i took a shower lol and all that.
Random.Yeaa i guess
i did get comment raped im having a hard time
keeping up lol.
Who cares if u use alot of smiles
they spice everything up.
okay WOOT, i just went on a mad tirade on aiden's wall and sent him a comment that was maximum capacity!! im sooo awesome haha jk
right?
thats why i have decided i dislike the english language in general...
although i should say that
because its our means of communications...
and i write so no English means katie has to get off her lazy ass and learn a new language so she can talk to people.
ah! that is such a good word! girlicious haha i like it mucho!
GRAWR... it seems a bit akward... but thats okay because we're cool!!!
yeah i think i was born with the talent of telling people off seriously. its not even fair for other people lol.. i fuckin love it
and thats excatly the reason i love going in the chat rooms because i canpost something totally random and when i get a sketchy pm i just go off on them and take out my agression and then its all okay because im never gunna see them... ever so w.e. haha
GAH! cookies! perfect! i just made cupcakes for no reason whatsoever...
LET'S PARTY!
haha i love you shay thats fantastic, you made my day!
you totally taught him never to mess with a girlie like that
cause we be girlicious
oh I am seeing that tomorrow :] I simply can not wait. I heard it is TRULY AMAZING. I cant waiiiittt. I loved heath ledger sooooooo this movie is the last I can see him in. I think I have some mental issues. but that is ok. who doesnt. you really need to watch the breakfast club. I think you would really really love it.
Hmmmm.. I was looking at your comments but I wasn't reading them
and I saw a person that I requested and they must of denied me.
Ahhh, fuck them. :o. Those kind of people aren't worth my time.
I'm glad with the friends that I have. At least they're not fake
and they talk too me. That's all I need.
So yeah. I agree with you. I need to get to bed earlier or I am going to be
a dead beat at work tomorrow and before I know it, I will have my head on the
keyboard sleeping while a slobber all over the keys. I actually think that would
be really funny to see. The only reason why I stay up so late is because I'm always
on the phone with my one best friend and we talk for like 2 hours and when it's time
to go, we can't get off the phone. I think we say Goodbye at least 12 times before we finally
leave. Pretty lame but oh well. Sleep isn't important to me but when I'm doing something
and I get tired and I can't sleep that's when I would like to slap myself silly and be like
What the Hell was I thinking staying up all night?
Well. I don't know. I get along with some guys but not most. I think the guys that
are like me, we click like magnets and other guys who are off in the their own little
world, well let's just say, we wouldn't do well together. I honestly don't have that many guy
friends. Eh, they are good to have sometimes but it's better to have your girl friends. It feels
more comfortable telling them things that they know what you are talking about unlike with some guys they're just like wtf? Hopefully someday I find some guy that will be able to put up
with me, til then I will enjoy my single life because I love it a lot.
I really wish I could find my hair straightener. I feel like I lost a part of me.
I guess I will have to search the house low and high to find it. It's probably
in this messy room of mine which I have to clean soon. Looks like Hurricane Dolly
came through it. Haha.
yeahh i will most deff keep in touch with them.
heak yes im gunna be the next new york.
but instead of new york it will be joesph paul martin. haha.
wow family gatherings, boring much no offense.
i wouldnt blame ya for skipping.
You deff dont bore me the extreme long convos are fun.
hhmm. kinds of music....Well im into like alternative,punk, no screamo dont like it.
but ill give u examples like cute is what we aim for,boys like girls, powerspace, Hawthorne heights. and stuff like that.
well today is absolutely amazing so far seeing as I just woke up two hours ago and now I am watching the best movie EVER.
The breakfast club
I adore this movie more than life itself so far
:]
i know haha
it was funny the first few times, and i can take a joke. but sometimes they go overboard haha. i mean, honestly. it's not that hilarious three years later. :[
ugh i know, this was like three years ago and they still make fun of me
haha, unfortunately my friends rarely ever say anything worthy of poking fun at. :[
okay, so im just a fool lol
i always say that to people, like have you ever done this??!? and they are always like "... gee uhh no katie, i actually havent... *shuffles feet* that sucks though man seriously" haha and its mucho uncomfortable...
haha i just had a momentary brain lapse and forgot how to spell comfortable...? (no school so its okay lol) but then i came to the realization, *while i was sounding it out haha* that the way you pronounce the friggin word (unless your one of those anal kids who actually says COM-FOR-TABLE) is NOTHING like it is spelled. WEIRDDD.
you are the one with the power girl =)
GIRL POWWA!!
well actually i PM'ed him and here i'll go find it, let me put you on hold...
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okay, COPY...
PASTE...
here it is =)
"you know what is even more pathetic than getting added by someone who has enough time to go searching profiles for a bunch of girls to add to his friends list (who in a matter of days wont be saying a word to him) but still doesn't seem to be able to try and explain himself on his profile? that same person adding you AGAIN. thats whats more pathetic...
so babe, this is how its gunna work... i'm going to deny you... again, and youre gunna go on your merry way searching profiles for shallow superfiial girls who are probably fake from their heads to their toes... and im not going to see another friend request from you because hopefully i've gotten my point across, even though of course all of my pet peeves such as this specific one could have been found on my profile which you obviously failed to read.
so no, i do not want to represent just a number on your friends list and have a three day wall post volley going with you chock full of "hey whats up"'s and "lol"'s because frankly i have better ways to waste my time than to put my face on your wall and make you look like you have friends.... thanks though =)
have a nice day"
OH MAN talk about totall beat down, and then he was like
"Haha my baddd didnt realize i'd already tried to add u. Honest mistake! Btw i reallyy dont go around trying to fill up my friends list so if u could try not to judge me like that. Gracias! Have a good one"
and i was all NO WAY BITCH PANTS
so i replied to that with...
"840 friends... thats all i have to say"
and he hasnt replied haha
and yes i do infact LOVE thats what she said jokes... in my mind they have replaced the knock knock and are a close second to "you might be a redneck" jokes lol
but yeah me and my crew friends we will all be like building the set for a show and haha somone will pick up a plank and be like "y'all is jus jealous cause my wood's so big" and being that i AM the "thats what she said queen" i just can't seem to help myself lol
yeah good louck with that... well while your working your fingers to the bone trying to make the raunchy... not raunchy i'll be with the hotties who were sex on legs from birth hahajk
yes well... i am not really squeemish (sp?) though so it's w.e. for me haha
that is mad weird though... how do you crack your toenail and not know? odd odd odd... =/
"Be it this or that, You were always the one."
