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My name is Astery, but I'd rather be called Tery. I'm 16 years young, I was born in Venezuela and I now currently live in Puerto Rico. I'm a very friendly person, I love making new friends, meeting new people, showing them who I truly am. I'm quiet, and sometimes I'm just careless and I'd be doing retarded stuff around, cause I just love being happy and being myself.
People do suffer in this world, and we blame something out of nowhere, when the guilty is only ourselves. Life is about learning, experiencing, living life as much as you can, being happy, loving, falling and getting up once again, being strong. We suffer, just to be stronger, to learn and live.
Writing is my life, if I'm ever prohibited from writing, it'll just kill my heart, that's everything I have to survive. When I write, I feel free, I write whatever I want, whenever I want, and that way, I'm letting everybody know how I feel, I'm showing everybody who I truly am. It's like, living another world, when everything is just so much better than real life, and for once, you can feel you're not losing your sanity over pathetic things in life.
I have lost much in life, a brother, my grandparents who meant a whole lot to me, I've lost friends who'd just disappear in life, whom I'd never ever see again, but they made a difference in my life. I've committed so many mistakes in life, and I learn from them. I have became stronger, I have become myself without losing anything, I will just be myself no matter what and whatever happens, I will face it and not back up, cause that's just living.
There are few people I really look up to in life. My dad, he's just amazing. He will do whatever it takes to keep us safe, to keep us happy and well and for us to have a happy and well life. He has gone through so many things, done so much things that everyone would have thought impossible, but still, he's made it far, and he's just the greatest person in the world, and I'm grateful I'm his daughter, I'm really proud of him. My mom, she's the greatest mom too, she'd do anything for us as well. She's like a little sister, and she understands me and she wants us to have a good life, and live by the rule while being spontaneous and just being ourselves. Alex, my beloved brother. I adore every bit of him, he's just amazing and so strong. He's gone through everything and still he's standing still and moving forward. He's not afraid of death, disapprovals, he just wants to make clear that nobody is going to live his life, he'll make his own decisions and he'll be himself, always. My brothers Caleb and Lain, they are fantastic. And then comes a very important person, Jorge. He's my boyfriend, my psychologist, my everything. We've been 11 months together, and that's all I needed, he's the whole package of prince charming, includes some minor fights and bunch of love. He lives far away, but I don't care, we love each other, and that's what matters, and we're there for each other. He stolen my heart, and he takes very good care of it.
There are so much many things I care for, for example, Global Warming. Our world is dying, slowly, but still dying. It's so sad how we humans can be so ignorant, how we just care for things we created that don't matter at all and we're letting huge important thing pass unnoticeable like the wind itself! It is absurd how million of people don't care at all. I do care, believe me. Not only our planet is dying, but our animals, they're disappearing, they have lack of food, water, habitats, they will eventually disappear and we'll be the only animals left, yes, animals cause that's what we are. We are just so blind.
I'm a sucker for friends, I will eventually talk to someone and we'll become mega huge friends and well, I don't know, it'll be amazing, but I just tend to care for people too much and I tend to give them my trust really easily, which is not good. I have been betrayed by some people I thought that were my friends. I will probably keep repeating the same mistake over and over again, cause I can't really change that.
There are other things I like to, like music. I adore music, its another way to express your feelings. Everything you need, you can do it with music. Music makes me happy, sad, gorgeous, bright, makes me feel alright. Its an original way to tell the world how you feel. Like when you play the drums so hard you feel numb, you could let your anger out that way. Or when you play the piano, the melancholy lives and leaves. Or the guitar, you could feel love playing a romantic and cute melody. Singing, you can say anything you want, and no matter what, you can make it sound pretty. Express yourself.
Well, if you wanna know more about me just ask! I have myspace and msn, so, if you want to add me, just say so!! Love you guys!
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