Mood: Focused . Music: Why is it me you've chosen to follow ? Did you like the way I look when I am sleeping ? Was my hair more fun to tangle ? Were my dreams more entertaining ?
Smiling thoughts
Resting eyes
Like a beautiful dream,
The air is at peace
The moon is lying across the sky
Join me .
As I kiss the stars
and dance through the moonlight
Let us lay in the dew covered grass
As my head falls to your chest
We long for this moment of enchantment
to last for all eternity
Close your eyes .
Imagine spreading your bones
On an uber heated star
Laying in the eye of father sky
Wrap your arms around me
Savor these moments we have together
Hold me close .
To the point where our hearts are embracing each other
Where the beating of our life lines
Become
One
Rhythm .
Filled with tranquility .
About Me
Well, I'm Ellie .
A circus freak, I've been told .
I breathe music, just as most people do .
Difference is, I don't limit myself to one genre or kind .
I love seeing the world in a different perspective . I see the beauty in it as well as the ugly, and I like capturing them both on film .
I love art . I love creativity .
I can be the grammar nazi ..
Don't tExT TaLk to me .
I don't give a fuck about your 'swag',
so don't even bother talking to me if it's mentioned in your name .
I love to express myself .
..Any questions ? Warning: I DO bite . And don't call me cute, ihate that . Also I'm a juggalette, but I don't follow the cliche; I do have a brain .
VIOLENT J's WORDS TO THE FAMILY!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE READ
-JUGGALOZ-
Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. "From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!" If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, "Juggalo Family." When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, "this is my family." It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon "juggalos" search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn't be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, " I clown love you ninja!"to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I'm goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, "mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family" please repost this and help our sick family find there way back
Specifics
Gender:
Female
Sexuality:
Bisexual
Relationship:
Single
Location:
United States
Birthday:
February 1, 1993
Interests
Music:
NIRVANA, OTEP,Marilyn Manson, Zombie Girl, Cannibal Corpse, celldweller, T3CHN0PH0B1A, Rob Zombie, bluetengel,Hellfire society, Korn, Slipknot, Jason Mraz,Forever the Sickest Kids, Beck, Metro station,The Last Goodnight,The Medic Droid, Tokio Hotel, Disturbed, Chimaira Jewel, Taylor Swift,Toby Keith, Sublime ,Eminem,Bowling for soup,India Irie,Corinne Bailey Rae,Shwayze, Avril Lavigne, The Used, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Regina Spektor,AFI, Coldplay, Beach Boys, Flyleaf, ICP !!! MIKA !,A skylit drive, As i lay dying, Mindless self indulgence, six feet under, vampire weekend, M.I.A., Bullet for my valentine, the white stripes,paramore, bloodhound gang, Katy perry[[HOTT]], Amy WHinehouse, Eyes set to kill, killwhitneydead, dark lotus, twistd, And sooooo much moree .
Television:
Chiller Channel !
And comedy central .
Family Guy .
Chappelle Show .
Comedy Central Presents .
ESPECIALLY with Jeff Dunham ..
Carlos Mencia .
George Lopez .
The simpsons .
CHRISS ANGEL IS EFFIN AWESOME !
And smexy .
Ugly Betty .
90210 .
That 70s show .
Movies:
The Crow
The Crow:City of angels
All scary movies .
I know what you did last summer
I still know what you did last summer
Grease 1&2
RENT !!
Hairspray .
Hancock .
Not another teen movie .
Crybaby .
Chicago .
Jawbreaker .
Ile Hands .
Elizabeth I
Hamlet[1948]
10 thing I hate about you
Pretty Woman
Save the last dance
People:
M Shadows .
Kurt Cobain .
Shamaya[Otep]
Bill[Tokio Hotel]
Criss Angel .
Books:
Mostly horror, suspenseful, or paranormal books .
Places:
SPENCERS !
Hot topic .
My room .
Your pants =D
Foods:
Italian
African
Mexican
Chinese
Cheese cake :)
All of the above .
Drinks:
Egg nog =D
Monster
Full Throttle
G2
Vitamin water .
Sports:
Hiking
Texting xD
Horse-back riding
Football,
even though I suck ass at it xD
Other:
If you give me a cookie,
I'll love you forever
Like Ellie Loves[Insert your name here] !
:)
