hello there
thanks for accepting and all that
jazz people tend to say when they get
added...I'm Lauren and i am in the mood
for some strawberry pie haha woot woot
:D
Suicide.
Following in the footsteps of my parents.
Its terrible.
But,he had his reasons,and I'm not angry
I just miss him.
We were really close,
He was my last living relative,its just difficult I suppose.
But,I'm accustomed to that kind of stuff,I'm dealing with it the only way I know how.
Of course.
I hate smoking,and hate is a word I rarely use.
Its disgusting,and just flat out gross.
I keep myself busy,so my mind strays from the addiction.
But stress isnt something I deal with upfront like,
You see,I just lost my brother,and he was pretty much my substitute for the niccotine.
Stress has a big impact on me,I deal with it by lighting up.
Which I know is a terrible habbit,but its one that takes time to dissolve,
I'll stop,one of these days,when my sense catches up with me.
Lung cancer.
Its pretty lame,
And I still smoke,just not three packs a day,
I was diagnosed with it somewhere around 4 or 5 years back,
Its not going to go away,but it has calmed down alot,
So you can see,I'm pretty much used to spending time in hospitals.
But I was hit in the chest,directly where my lungs live,
And the cancer might be back,I dont know the entire story yet,
I've got surgery tomarrow,so they can take a look,and if it is back,well they can shun it away
Once again,
Hopefully.
Yeh,
Its getting overwhelming,
Espically with the drunkards driving around town.
Suppose I'm at just as much fault as the ones who hit me,
Motorcycles are dangerous,and hard to see,apparently.
Well,seeing as my ligaments are still attatched,it wasnt that bad at all,
I've got some nasty bruises,but nothings broken.
I'm just here for precautions,
The accident may have brought back a terrible disease I had once,
Or still have,but its calmed down quite abit.
Heres to hoping life doesnt decide to chuck me out into the trash.
Oh dont be scared!
How do you expect to get to know me if you dont suck out any life details.
Its simple really,
^__^
Just a car accident.
Those old brittish people drive like their arent any rules.
There isnt any common sense on the roads here anymore,
I did learn that I should certainly purchase a helmet though,
That is,if my precious makes it out of the shop,
And if not,I shall hunt down those drunk brits and shove forks in their eyelids.
Why?
Because they may have just handicaped my only mode of transportation.
I see I see
So you enjoy being all secretive and what not.
^__^
I assure you,if you did infact explain yourself,
I would only be more interested,certainly.
Offence?
Psh,why would I take offence to that?
I've really got nothing else to do,then dwell about on the net,
Being confined to a hospital bed is quite restricting indeed.
Yes ^__^
Crazy english accent.
Enjoy it while it lasts,I'm sure the tourists will suck the accent out of this country,
Aswell as everything else.
^__^
Hallow.
I think you should know,
Your profile bores me.
Indeed.
Sup wit chue not being addicted to this site like the rest of us internet dwellers.
Didnt you know having a life is overrated nowadays?
Hm hm
Resolutions you ask..
WELL
I have none :'[
I know,its pathetic
But,gosh
How much more perfection can one person handle before they combust!!
The world may never know.....
And neither will I at the rate I'm flowing.
And now,I'm left with a sad dribble of lonleyness,
Heres to HOPEing that offline signal just might turn green soon.
Of course I wasnt kidding!
Theres no time for jokes with such a serious matter.
My comments are far too amazing to fool around with mister.
Oh!
Well alrighty ^.^
Likewise I'm sure.
Happy New Year sweetheart! :]
