Honestly, I don't know. I don't know who I am, I don't know what I want and I don't know what my purpose in life is...
At first, I joined teenspot just for a bit of fun. And now, a special someone, no matter if they're far or near. I just want to know that there's someone in this world other then family, that would care about me. Even though i'm quite broken.
Sometimes, when I think that there could be something between us, I would do my best to chase after you. Until you tell me to stop because I wouldn't want you to think I'm a crazy lunatic. :P
If you don't like me or don't want to talk to me, just please tell me instead of avoiding me because...i don't know. I'd prefer to be told what i've done or said to upset you instead of me, every minute, trying to think of all the things that I may have done wrong and feel guilty about it. As selfish as this may be, I really don't want to go through that.
I get attached really easily, you can sort of tell when we talk.
I've recently talked to a girl that doesn't like cussing so i've been on a "no-swearing" deal with myself, therefore, when you talk to me, please keep the swearing down to the minimum. Yes, this is because I was trying to impress her. |