  
Whoa These gurls are amazing Leauren && Brooke Been there for me we
Always walks the hall ways at school and we wont go no were with each other
I Love yall=]
  
FACTS ABOUT ME=]
i dont intend to waste any time, teenage years are buzzing;;
i'm all about makeup and i wear my hair up or down
soon gonna have extensions;;
a general mixture of a wild sense of humor and a smile
that only a geek could produce;;
i live in a town where everybodys dreams are
bigger than the house that theyre living in;;
my friends are just as extraordinary as they are amazing;;
the people i know are inspirational;;
currently stuck in weedsport, its cold here;;
california or florida are in my future;;
i never hear the right things &+ i have terrible balance and im
always falling over;;
getting in trouble tends to always be a downside of my life;;
i am the worst liar in the world, i always crack up laughing or forget to blink if ur a friend;;
the nights when you could sit up for hours feeling that strange feeling
of empty philosophy and in the end you and the best friend end up consuming
a whole tub of ben and jerrys in front of an old movie
car journeys at midnight are the best times to think;;
my phones currently on so ask for the number fool;;
it drives me crazy when people call and dont leave a message;;
well sad movies make me cry, i can just feel the emotion;;
i will never throw my books away;;
singing my heart out tends to make life that little bit brighter;;
i know that it takes dirt to grow flowers, i just need some reminding now and again;;
i chew on my fingers, my nails are more damaged than the united states;;
somethings wrong if im quiet, because i normally talk alot
i dont notice that often;;
i believe im worth getting to know so lets try it;;
and yes i am bisexual dont judge me for it! or else u will be reported;;
letss be friendsss, yeahh?
ohh and do me a favor, dont waste my time (:
i have messengers but only for the special ones.
remember when getting high ment swinging on the playground. when protection ment wearing a helmet. when the worst things you could get from boys was cooties. dads shoulders were the highest place on earth and mom was your hero. your worst enemies ..were your siblings. race issues were about who ran the fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only thing that hurt you were skinned knees. and we couldnt wait to grow up.
I can promise you that you'll never meet someone like me; I'm one of a kind. I'm only 14 and have had many rough things thrown in my path. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I become stronger everyday. I'm the best advice giver, so if you need someone to talk to, I'll be there for anyone, and everyone. I'm obsessed with laughing. You'll always catch me with a smile on my face. If i'm not wearing one, it's a bad day. I am the girl that sings and dances around in her bedroom with a hairbrush as her microphone. Music has been my passion ever since I was a little girl. I have many imperfections that are out of my control. I bite my fingernails whenever I'm nervous, and whenever I'm around a cute boy I blush and I studder. I'm really excited to see what God's plan is for me in life. I have the most amazing and beautiful best friends. I couldn't be more thankful for them. What I want more than anything in life is to make a difference. I think God has many things in store for me, and I cannot wait to figure them all out.
Favorite quote
"I'm building the world myself and putting new hats on everybody one by one...Before I go out I'm gonna have people in TuTus,Cops wearing sombreros,Stockbokers with Viking hats, Priests with Panties on their heads.In the world i'm building,everybody shouts hello to everybody else from their car windows. People have speakers attached to their chests that pour out music so you can tell from a distance what mood they're in, and they won't be too chicken to get naked when the rain comes
-Let Me Stand Alone:The Journals of Rachel Corrie
More:About Me
i'm sitting outside on my porch. i feel the wind kiss my checks.my name is amber.. I've seen a million empty smiles ,Living in denial I don't wanna live like that. Sometimes i stop and think, what am i doing here? hm it's nice to be outside. to see the beautiful sky shining down on me. the warmth feels so good. i'm a nice person , just don't make me mad. i try to hold back my anger.it gets so hard sometimes. ive been praying patience and understanding. but it's not easy to understand the twisting fate of this world. when i hear angles on the moon by thriving ivory , i feel so infinite. i love to read books that are realistic. fantasy books make me gag. yes it's nice to escape from the world ever so often. but constantly reading books about vampires and warlocks and monsters is not my thing. i love books like she said yes and a child called it. those books i get into. i typically a person who says whats on my mind. why hold back? keep the truth from falling out? i often speak of words that can cripple the heart and devour the soul. if looks could kill Id be dead along time ago. the things that don't kill me only make me stronger. usually when my feeling are hurt or when my heart is torn in half, i express it in anger. most things don't hurt me anymore. just dust my shoulders and keep living life. i learn about life by learning from others mistakes. i can be optimistic. then i realize reality. it's stupid how everyone expects obama to change everything. Hes just one person. the people have to realize if they want to change. then they have to change their views , stop being stubborn, and accept their consequences of their mistakes. i have my own opinions my parents don't have influence on what i think. i'm very smart, but i still have more to learn. i can usually figure people and other things out. i would love to live in Canada. i like to live in a chaos and stillness. makes life interesting. a life without obstacles is a life not worth living. Im documenting everything that happens to me in life. Not a diary. I just have lots of thoughts and I want to write them down
Learen && Brooke i took this pic=]
R.I.P TYLER SMITH
RIP TYLER WE WILL ALWAYS REMEBER YOU,WE LOVE YOU
JUST TO SAY YOU WERE AMAZING BUDDIE TO ME SENCE 2ND GRADE ILL ALWAYS REMBER THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER AND ILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY YOU LEFT ME HERE IN THIS HELL EVENTHO YOU PROMISED YOURLL NEVER LEAVE ME I UDERSTAND BUT WAIT FOR ME IM COMEING ONEDAY AND WE WILL BE TOGETEHR FOR INTURNITY ILY TYLER ALWAYS AND FOREVER=]
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