My name's Melany. Most people just call me Melli, or Marie.. I'm not planning on being in a relationship for a while because guys in [Reading, AKA Red Dot City] PA are just dramakings and sex addicts. I've been with a lot of guys who just wanted to be with me for my.. "assets." I've really only been in one serious relationship, and that didn't end well, either. I've even had some backstabbing, manipulative "friends" who just wanted gossip on you and passed it on to other people. I was molested at 5 years old and raped when I was 11.. But I don't seek sympathy for any of it. I just keep to myself a lot. Which just means that I have a lot of trouble trusting people. It takes a long time for me to really open up to someone and spill out my guts. But once I do, you're not going to regret the time you spent with me. I consider myself to be a really good friend, because I'm the most loyal, trustworthy person I know. Tell me a secret, and I'd guard it with my life and take it to the grave. I don't talk shit, or put people down for the things they do, because I know I'm not perfect either. Then again, I can be a real bitch. "Being a BITCH means I have courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't be anyone else's idea of what they think I should be. I am outspoken,opinionated and determined.I embrace the title and am proud to bear it! I am a BITCH!" I'm a real goofball when I'm with my closest friends. I'm not a person who cheats, only because I know the feeling. I've been cheated on so many times and I'd hate to have someone feel that way over me. I'm not trying to be a hypocrite =). I hate people who try to be things they're not. I'm ME, and ooooooooooonly me. I'm not about to change for anyone any time soon, and if anyone has a problem, don't hide behind computer screens, don't gossip, don't hide behind words on a bathroom stall, say it right to my face, and I'll make sure you have nothing else to say. I'm pretty much a sweet person until you get me mad, then you better duck and cover because the demon will come out. Lol. My dad wasn't around since the day I was born and I didn't have any better a relationship with my mother, so I'm pretty much an independant person. I do shit by myself, for myself. [FUCK DEADBEATS] Since I've had a pretty rough life so far, I've learned to stay level-headed and focused during dramatic, bullshitty situations. And I'm planning on going back to school to become a vet. My favorite color would be PURPLEEEE!! Hell JAH, purple is for thugs Lol. I have two peircings, my bellybutton and my tongue. I have two tattoos, one of a black rose on my lower back and Tweety on my stomach. :) I'm a virgo.. Anything else you'd like to know, just ask! Mucho Amor!! [BTW, if I don't answer your Private message, Don't take it personally lol. I don't answer any of my e-mails unless it really concerns me.] BOOOORIIIIIIIIICUAAAAAAAA!! Lol
People don't expect me to be this huge wrestling fan Lol. I know, I know "It's fake, how can you watch it?" I have no idea why, really. I grew up with 5 older brothers and they all were wrestling fans, so I was the weird one in class who liked wrestling! Wow.. Anyhow. My all-time favorite wrestler is Rey Mysterio -- The hero!
I was looking through some old things and I spotted this little peice of paper.
It was a poem.
I have no clue when I wrote it.
But I know who I wrote it about..
"I give you my eyes so you can see me
I give you my ears so you can hear me
I give you my nose so you can smell me
I give you my mouth so you can taste me
I give you my hands so you can feel me
But after I give you my everything and you leave me,
I'm left with nothing but a broken heart...
And now you're giving another girl my eyes,
my ears,
my nose,
my mouth,
and my hands.
Looking at her the way you looked at me..
Listening and hanging on her every word..
Sniffing and complimenting on her perfume..
Kissing her and smiling about it..
Holding her the way you held me..."
Thanks a lot, Victor.
Fucking Cuntface.. =)
lol you would be off when I get home. And your connection IS bootleg, lol nothing you can do about it. Besides I don't mess with hood rats, and you know I'll be thinking of you anyways :D just remember my favorite spanish phrase.
lol I don't know if I am gonna get to speak to you today or not, but tomorrow I leave for my trip for like a week or so. I'll miss my buddy with the bootleg connection. :(
heyy whats good, i seen as my friend and i dont think we talked before soo im comin thru to say hi my names Rafeeq hoe u doin and its nice to meet you, soo whenever u can hit me up sometime and dont be stranger =]
