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Th!$ !$ m@h $3cx! N3ighb0r M$. +0y! she real kool laid back nd wild kinda person! she keeps me laughn nd n high spirits! she's only 22 wit 3 kids but baby on her grown women nd all tho she looks at me as a lil sis nd i look at her as a girlfriend(inside joke) she still means alot to me





This is samantha mah bestfriend/sister/mother lol nah im serious! she's always there for me nd vice versa she's one of a kind! She's a cool person nd i love her! Samanthas GAY lol (inside joke)







This girl rite here is crazy! I go thru stuff wit her ova nd ova again but i neva push her away like evryone else! she's means alot to me like eryone else im writing about! I love u Dee





This girl rite here is still special to me! although we dont talk dat much no more she still mah bestie! Me nd mah ex got into plenty of arguements bout her lol





dis is cynthia me nd dis girl has been off nd on for about 6 months now {*12-20-07-- 6-20-08*} she mean alot to me cuz of the things we go nd been thru she will always have me to b there for her! I love u bay boo!






This is eric i call him mah brother but..yea i got love for em nd i would kill ova him if it came down to it!






This is Kori~Babii she speical ta me cuz she's herself she's unique! She brightens mah day the best she can when i talk to her! i admire her for her writing lol me nd her go thru the same thing almost nd we're always tryn ta help each otha lol but yea dats mah girl nd i i got love for her!






this is damona the last girl i went wit babi played me like a str8 game! called herself dating me nd 2 studs she confused she dont look like the time or sound like the type but she is





This is raselle she means so much to me its not even funny she was mah very first female love! although i love her ta death nd i would do ne thang for her i cant b wit her i dont think we'll eva be tagether again! ut i still love her!






This is walteria! this is mah ex's ex's! She is one of sweetest ppl u'll eva meet so much has happened to her its not even funny she deserves ta be treated rite nd loved the rite way! i pray one day sumone can be the rite one for her nd give her all the things she deserve!









I use ta always say i probably would neva love sum1 cuz i didnt think i had it in me! But time soon changed mah mind! before i met her i use ta go around playn wit ppls feelings telln em i loved em when n all actuality i only cared for em...but when i met her i stopped using the L word so much at first i was afraid ta tell her i loved her nd aint no why...but its cuz i actually ment it nd when she'd tell me she loved me i didnt kno if she was serious or not nd i didnt wanna say it to her nd mean it nd she rele not mean it when she said it....but after that nite mah mama tricked me into telln her i love her i have no problem wit it! i love dis girl so much its not even funny i would do n e thing for her nd more id give her the world if i culd but it will probably neva happen..i dont treat her the way i truly want to beucz i refuse to put mah all in sumthn that i kno for a fact i will just b slapped n the face for...me nd mah mama has gotten into so many arguements bout this one person nd all beucz i love her nd cant picture life with out her when i hurt her when i was drunk i rele didnt mean it but i felt so angry hurt mad nd confused all at once i just let erythang go..but neva n a million yrs would i hurt her..all i want is for her to be happy even if it isnt wit me...i remember when i first met her i was helpn her do sumthn nd she found out i was bi nd she was like "oh u gay too i had no idea..how bout u give me ur number nd when i think u single ima give u a call" i was like wow hell nah she crazy then she was like "u kno us gay ppl gotta stick tagether" lol i still laugh about that she was so sweet nd always tryn nd i kept telln her no then one night i finally said yea{feb 21,2007} nd her nd mah mama made a big deal aout it...but thats when everything was good just had ta work on communicating wit her nd opening up more...thats all...i wish i would have now cuz now its toooo complicated nd at times i wanna just say fuck it nd leave her alone but i cant...how do u leave sum1 u truly love alone for good....its not one day since march 5th that i havent cried about her whether it b tears or joy or tears of hurt nd pain mah explanation is i love her she means the world ta me nd i dont even think she kno's! i had feelings for her before i actually rele met her...i remember one day i walked into the bathroom nd she was cryn nd i was upset cuz i had neva seen her cryn before nd i asked her friend(kita) is she was ok nd she was like yea she just goin thru sumthn but she'd be alrite...i wanted to hug her nd tell it would be alrite so bad but i culdnt she didnt kno me although i had known of her...i neva wanted ta rele actually meet her nd talk to her as n dating cuz i knew sumthn like dis would happen but wats done is done nd even tho im hurtn inside i would have rather met her nd gone thru this then neva to have met her at all....if i had to id go thru all this again if it made her happy...i love this handsome young man named tray lol (inside joke)
{((Bre))}

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