Frankie !
I miss you so much, why did you have to go now ? I didnt get a chance to meet you properly. Who is going to look after me in cali ? Who's gonna teach me to skate ? I need you so much, I can't cope without you :(
My whole future revolves around you and it just got ripped away from me, what am I supposed to do now ? You're too young to leave this world, please come back, I really mean it when I said I need you, you have no idea just how much i need you, I love you so much, We were supposed to do so much when I moved there. We were supposed to go on a road trip to NJ, We where gonna hang out on the beach together, and you where gonna teach me to skate and then we would go skating together, we were going to hang out at the fair, and mess about around cali ... what am I going to do now ? It's just not going to be the same without you ... Life just isn't the same without you ! Jack-Jack said I can stay in your room, I hope you won't mind that, he said he thinks that you would have like that, I need to tho, It will be the only thing I have that belonged to you ! I have asked your brother to leave the room as it is ... I don't want anything changed, I want it just how it was the last time you where in their, I want everything in their how you remember it, I think your brother has the pictures that you drew, I have asked him to keep them safe so that I can see them when I move there, im going to frame them and stick them on the walls, im going to print off the pictures of Zacky that you made for me, I will frame them and stick them around the room aswell :) I made you a picture :) Its not very good because it is on paint ... but I don't have a copy of photoshop :( when I do I will make you a better picture, I will make you the best picture ever :)
I havnt stopped crying since I found out :( i still cant stop, I miss you so much, Its so hard to cope with this, after we planned out everything, after everything you were just snatched away from me like that and it hurts so much. I can't sleep properly. I keep thinking about how empty cali is going to be without you, it's going to be so rubbish without you, but I have to go, I need to be there where you lived, with your things, I need to have things of you surronding me so I don't feel so lost, so I dont feel so alone. I would much rather that you where there ... but that's not going to happen :'( ... oh man, I need you so much :(
I love you Frankie forever and always, always have loved you, always will love you. You know that. You said you loved me too ... I hope you ment that, well ... I know you did. I really wish you wasn't taken from me =[ I wish you where still here to make me smile, to make me laugh when I was down, to make me calm when I was angry, to make me the happiest person alive !
I think about you all the time, I can't stop. Sometimes I can smile when I think of you :) When I remember how happy you made me, Most of the time it makes me cry that we can't be together forever !
You where always there for me when I needed you, although ... I need you now ... but you can't be here ... and your the reason why I need you here ... and it hurts so much :(
Life is going to be so hard without you. I hope im strong enough to cope ! I'll be over in cali soon :) I'll put a picture of you in my wallet, so you can be with me wherever I am, me and jack-jack will look after each other I hope :) I'll try and look after him anyway, He said that he would look after me, and that we can still go on the road trip to NJ, but its not going to be the same without you being there.
Why are you gone ?? Why now ? Why so young !?!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! You have my heart forever and always, no one can take that away from you ... Yours forever !
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