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All you people judge me constantly, and I'm sick of it. None of you know who I REALLY am. None of you know me at all. I've recently gotten some hateful picture comments from a couple of random girls whom I've never commented or messaged before. I'm over it.. I'm going to define myself the best I can. My way..

My name is Jenna Stodghill. I am 18 years old (gonna be 19 in about 2 weeks) and living in Seattle, Washington. I just moved up here from Arizona where I lived for two years. Before that i lived in Georgia, Colorado, Utah, and Florida. I am living with my boyfriend (yes, I am taken) who I met over MySpace. We were in long-distance for nine months before I moved up here to be with him. Things are going great, so don't try to hit on me. I won't respond.

I'm here to tell you that I am not at all (nor do I think I am) perfect. I think it's annoying when people think of themselves as better than anyone else. I never put people down to build up my own self-esteem. It's ridiculous and stupid makes absolutely NO sense. Those of you haters who comment people or their pictures telling them they're ugly, get over yourselves and your own insecurities.

A lot of you ask me about my abs and how I got them. I do not work out at all. I am going to reveal a truth that most people might judge me on, but I'm just being honest. I am bulimic and have been for over three years. It started due to the same shit-talking that occurs now. I was once anorexic, but only for a few months. After that I became exercise bulimic and then fell into what I have now. I do not do it to lose weight, despite what people may say or think. I don't at all think I'm fat. I do think I need to tone up, but who doesn't.? It's an addiction that is very painful and hard to stop. I'm sure some of you are going through it or have gone through it as well, and know what I'm talking about. I'm hoping to get help for it soon. And I have many people who know about it that care about me and have helped me already. Thank you.

More of you say that I wear too much makeup and obsess too much over my looks. Fine. I do wear a lot of makeup, but only because I love all the looks you can create with it. It's absolutely amazing. It's true, I never go a day without wearing makeup, but that's just because I'm very insecure with myself. I admit it. Like I said, I don't think I'm at all perfect. I do bleach my hair. I want to change it, but I'm doing a modeling gig in which the people want me to keep my hair this color, so I'm going to have to wait until it is over. Yes, my tan is fake. I don't have the time or the money to go to tanning beds. I know it looks fake sometimes. I don't care. I'm white otherwise. I'd like to have some color.

Some people, even when I was in ninth grade, have called me a slut. I am not sure where it's derived from. Possibly the way I dress.? But I am a virgin. No joke. I've dated guys who have only wanted me for one thing, and cheated on me when they didn't get it. Whatever. It's not my loss. I'm now with the love of my life who is waiting with me until I am ready. I honestly don't care when I have sex. It's not like I know what I'm missing.

I hope this helps to clear up some of the shit-talking that goes on. If not, I know who I am and what I believe in. I'm over people and their stupid drama. I'm over everything. I just want to be happy. I'm not 100% happy at any time. Ever. It's sad but it's true. I have a lot that bothers me and gets me down every single day. I hope I can keep handling it.

To all of you who read this and try to understand, thank you. For those of you who don't, whatever.

About Me

Add me on MySpace if you want: myspace.com/blu_eyes_to_the_sky =)

Hi my name is Jenna, my friends call me Jenna, but you can call me Jenna.
I should be completely satisfied with my life, but I'm not.
I know I'm destined for bigger things.
I'm [[ obesessed]] with makeup, hair, and fashionn
I want to be a model someday
I'm a perfectionist
I love to feel like a princess every day
I'll spend hours doing my makeup and hair if I feel like it.
I know I wear too much makeup
It doesn't need to be pointed out to me..
Too Faced, MAC, and Urban Decay are my loves xo
Call me vain or whatever..
But it's not your life or your place to judge.
I love to shop.
It's my number one problem.
I buy something new every day.
I'm not rich, but I shop like I am.
I'm a virgin
So don't judge me based on my looks.
I like being blonde.
I don't act like one, though I do have my moments.
Wondering about my abs.?
Read my blog, "The Real Me"
I'm taken
Do NOT hit on me.
I won't respond.
I take a lot of picturess
It's kind of become my hobby.
I know I have way too much free time on my hands..
But I spend it doing what I enjoy.
I love to laugh.
If I add you it's probably because you look interesting to talk to..
And you probably don't know me..
So don't ask..
DO NOT send me hatemail.
I will get right back at you only 10x worse.
I have enough drama in my life..
I don't need any over MySpace.
I don't accept adds from everyone..
So FAKES back the fuck off.!
You suck anyway.
Read my profile before you contact me.!
DO NOT ask me questions that can be answered by simply looking at my profile.
I won't answer
Do not spam my stuff.
And don't ask me to spam yours.

My friends are the best.
Try and find better, but I'll bet you can't.
My girl Kristina is da bomb

Specifics

Gender:	Female
Sexuality:	Straight
Relationship:	In a Relationship
Location:	United States
Birthday:	February 16, 1989

Interests

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Member Facts

Join Date:	February 18, 2008
Profile Views:	5445
Total Logins:	391
Last Active:	20 days ago

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JenandFabi	June 10, 2008 10:02 PM
	all well, shit happens but i know this sounds ridiculoud but i dont regret a thing i've done in life.. but anyways so excited for summer and shiz ? lol and aww thank you
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JenandFabi	June 10, 2008 09:23 PM
	ahah well im not , ignorant like the rest.. and aww everything okay .. and im just here i got cheated on by my bf so kinda bummed out and some chick on teenspot.. keeps like stealing my pictures and coping my "about me" seriously who does that anyways hope yur okay =]
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