There were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold. I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
JUSTIN

the sun shines and the sun glows but when i see you thats how i know that you are my sun and i always will see you glow. you mean so much to me justin when we first met all i thought was "my friends crush" but then after talking to you and getting to know you i grew to like you then love you and even though we went through rough patches we still stuck together through all of it and didnt let our hands leave eachother. When I'm talking to you, I constantly have a smile on my face...it's amazing. You amaze me everytime we talk, and I love the different jokes that we come up with all the incredible hours we spend together. You're incredible, hilarious, adoraI plan on this realtionship lasting a very very long time, and I hope you do too :] I'll always be here for you, and I wanna thank you for always being there for me and ble, and absolutely amazing. i love how we talk about the most randomest things in the world and we laugh about it. I'd be here right now if id idn't have ya around. I was really really close to breaking down, but then you took that frown and turned it upside down! He is the one who basically healed my heart, the one who makes me feel safe from any danger He makes me laugh everytime we talk.He's my soul mate. My other half. I've never felt these feelings about anyone in my entire life. No matter what we go through he is always there for me. The only thing i wish is that he and i could live closer so that we can see each other more. But no matter how far apart we are, our hearts remain closer. i am in love. i love him to the point of madness. its like the world will calapse around me if he isnt with me. What I feel for him seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven.. I see my fated stars in his eyes. They melt me like the sun does snow. he knows who he is because i have already confessed my love..no...my entire world to him and if he loves me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever.
He's my true inspiration in life.
NAOMII

Naomii, You are more than a friend to me, You're like my sister. We do just about EVERYTHING together. I miss you soo much its not even describable. Yeah sometimes we wont talk for ages, but we still know we're great together. I remember when i first met you. We were such freaks haha. talking about how we were going to beat up all the zombies and be all damn great haha and we laugh at all the funny gory movies it was so great that was a long conversation but a great one and . i love how we tell eachother everything and dont mind then when we have emotional moments we dont just sit around and cry we say "i need a drink" and start laughing about it alot oh well I stil love you more than anyone in the world. I would die for you No matter what the situation.The day you die,Is the day I die.Youve always been there for me, Thick and Thin; Stupid and Funny; Quiet and Loud; Happy and Sad. we've always been together. I am so glad that I have you as a friend. I couldn't ask for anyone better. I can't believe you actually accepted me as a friend. I know I am not the greatest person in the world, But I am glad you accept me for who I am. I'm glad that I know you will love me no matter what. I know I will make mistakes, and I am glad that you are willing to tell me what I am going wrong and how I can fix it. Not many people are like that. Most people would smile and say nothing is wrong with me. You are the best friend in the world. you are a very amazing person.
JONAS

the sun shines and the sun glows but when i see you thats how i know that you are my sun and i always will see you glow. you mean so much to me jonas when we first met all i thought was "my friends crush" but then after talking to you and getting to know you i grew to like you then love you and even though we went through rough patches we still stuck together through all of it and didnt let our hands leave eachother. When I'm talking to you, I constantly have a smile on my face...it's amazing. You amaze me everytime we talk, and I love the different jokes that we come up with all the incredible hours we spend together. You're incredible, hilarious, adoraI plan on this realtionship lasting a very very long time, and I hope you do too :] I'll always be here for you, and I wanna thank you for always being there for me and ble, and absolutely amazing. i love how we talk about the most randomest things in the world and we laugh about it. I'd be here right now if id idn't have ya around. I was really really close to breaking down, but then you took that frown and turned it upside down! He is the one who basically healed my heart, the one who makes me feel safe from any danger He makes me laugh everytime we talk.He's my soul mate. My other half. I've never felt these feelings about anyone in my entire life. No matter what we go through he is always there for me. The only thing i wish is that he and i could live closer so that we can see each other more. But no matter how far apart we are, our hearts remain closer. one fact you should know about me is i am in love. no one could make me think of he differently make me feel different from the way i feel about her. i love him to the point of madness. The only true gift is a portion of him. I wished for nothing beyond his smile, and to walk with him with, hand in hand, along a sun warmed, flower bordered path. What I feel for him seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven. I miss him even more than I could have believed and I was prepared to missed him a good deal. I see my fated stars in his eyes. They melt me like the sun does snow. he knows who he is because i have already confessed my love..no...my entire world to him and if he loves me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever.
you are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart...
I Love You
He's my true inspiration in life.
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