To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world...I dont know where i stand with you, and i dont know what i mean to you, all i know is every time i think of you, all i wanna do is be with you.
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My Hubby.
I really don't know what to write here but I'll try my best to find the words that actually describe how I feel about you. Baby you walked into my life when things weren't right and when I had a man that was not what I wanted. I wasn't the happiest person but you looked right past that. You took all my pain away and I really do thank you from the bottom of my heart. Baby your the best thing that has every walked into my life and I never want you to leave. Granted I've made mistakes and so have you but we have worked through it. We yelled, we screamed, I cried, and we both at the end of the night where saying I'm sorry and I love you. Baby I think we argue sometimes just to make up. Haha. Baby I love you and I do want to spend the rest of my life with you. Don't forget that. Your always on my mind. I love you punk!
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Okay well Scooby Doo is my second husband lol. I LOVE scooby doo i think he is really cute haha and yea i do have an obsession wit Scooby Doo but oh well. Haha I got my baby to like Scooby Doo. Fuckin pro. lol
Iight well these are some of my writing thats I have done. I think as the years go they change well over months they do. Things change in my life and the mind changes along with it. I don't want anyone taking my writings since they are my own. Iight these are all writen by me. Inspired by life events and feelings that I have. Read them, don't take them I'll be pissed.
Wake up but don't open your eyes
Keep them closed young one for the future is so cold
Don't hid behind the man right there he won't help you
Wake up but don't open your eyes
Keep them closed for the future is right there
Don't reach out to grab ahold of it for it might vanish
Wake up wake up
Keep your eyes closed
Keep them closed young one
Wake up don't open your eyes
Keep them closed for there are people out to destroy you
Don't take a peak there are people around you that try to bring you down
Wake up but open your eyes
Keep them open for the future is clearer
Don't close them now but don't keep them open forever
The people still try to destroy you but don't look down.
Lost and going in circles
screaming but no body can hear me
running away from you but how much more can I run?
i'm so lost and yet i still feel like im not
eyes full of tears makes it much harder to see
oh god why tonight?
just a little bit further
i don't wana feel the pain anymore
please just follow this prayer and help me find a place not so cold
oh god why tonight?
no matter how far i run and how fast he finds me
this love is killing me slowly but no one see's
i just want to feel something that is actually real
not just with physical love
oh god why tonight?
I should be the one on drugs
granted your the dealer but im the feeler
I don't think you gotta feel so much
all you gotta do is watch your back
I gotta watch my back and i gotta hide
what's really being said, what's being done,
what's really happening.
Granted you do to but to a certain degree.
I just gotta move her around
you can keep her in one place
I gotta hold in the tears
but you don't have to cry
so with that said....addicted to pain killers
I'm addicted to this feeling that life has brought
me and that's never going to go away.
If only i could fly, fly above the clouds
If only i could see, see past the mountains
I wish i could make it past all that
If only I could fly, fly above the heavens
If only i could see, see past the valley
I wish i could make it past the hell
If only i could fly, fly above the stars
If only I could see, see past the sea
I wish i could make it past reality
It's a feeling and I don't know what exactly
Something is haunting me and it won't go away
He comes to me in my dreams, and oh how he is still angry
A fear learks deep beneath me, but I won't show it
Will he ever go away?
How did I get to be so lucky.
With all the bad luck in my life, I find the one.
The one who completes me and the one who makes me smile.
Even though miles keep us apart our hearts are joined as one.
Your my other half and time and love will keep us together.
My all is all I give and I don't know what else, but babe I still
wonder how did I get so lucky to have someone like you?
I found someone.
Someone that holds many wonders and kept me wanting more of him.
Some one that loves me for me. Someone that first told me he loved me. Someone that
can say it will be okay and I can actually believe it.
Someone that can stay true to him word. Someone
that makes me laugh and when I cry he comforts me and doesn't hold back.
Someone that knows when something is wrong and is stubborn enough to force it out of me.
Someone that isn't quick to judge. Granted he does judge what I've done but not who I am
deep down.
Someone that surpirses me when I least expect it by knowing when I'm sleeping
and send a text message saying something sweet, and when I wake it's like he is there.
Someone that actually shows that they care and shows who they are deep down.
Someone that showed me true G's really aren't so bad, that someone can actually meand
a brokenheart even when I thought that it could never be fixed.
Someone that is everything I want and so much more.
Someone that hold potential and only you can see that when look deep in his eyes.
Someone that has a sweet side but only you see it on rare occasions
but when it comes out that smile is quick to form and everything for that moment
is still around you.
Someone I feel in love with so quickly that scared me when we first met.
Someone that took my breath away and still does to this day.
Someone that is my own and someone that is there,
and when He says I love you. My heart skips a beat.
He is my someone, he is my everything.
He is the one.
Some people tell me to write about love
and the question that always comes to my mind is,
What is really love?
Is it that feeling you get when you hear their voice?
OR is it the butterflies that come deep down when you they look in your eyes
and how you quickly look away?
Could it be the feeling that you have when you wake up in the moring
and find them laying next to you with that look that says "Your the best thing that
has ever happened to me?"
Love has many different meanings and those questions do go through my mind
but love is something that can not be written it can not be asked for, or forced upon.
Love will come when the time is right and when you least expect it.
Or so that happened for me. When I least expected it.
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