April Lorriane Tiffany & Eric James Oswald.
The reason I live. My bestfriends ever. These people right here are like my everything. April & Eric.
You's have been there since forever. I love you both w/ all my hearttt. I can tell you's anything
and spending time w/ you is amazing. I always have fun. My summer is gonnna kick fcking
ass with you's around[: Familyyy for lifeeee!! and Bestfriends till forever.
About Me
Ohkay, So I'm Courtney Kouba. Born&Raised in Ridley, Pennsylvania. It sucks. And I can't wait to leave this horrid place. I plan to move to Cali with my bestfriend April.But I don't think we ever will be able to, so I might as well forget it. [: I'm 15. I'm lesbian. And I'm proud so don't hate on me with your bullshit. I don't take shit from anyone. I'm bipolar, and I can be a total bitch. Also, I'm sweet ;] Like candy :P haha. I'm a sweet-talker, but it's not just to get into a girls pants. I mean it. :] Don't judge me until you know me well enough to judge me. I'll do the same. I love to have fun and party. I'm Currently Taken, by this amazing girl, Kelsey Ann Lynn. She's one of the sweetest people I've ever met. She makes me smile more than anyone I know. I'm constantly thinking about her. November 3rd, 2008 is when we started to be together. :] You think you deserve me? Show me? Prove it? Do something? And I'll think about it ;]
Facts About Me/My life/MySecrets:
1. I'm Gay.
2. I'm Taken.
3. I have trust issues.
4. I am a camera whoree[Most deff]
5. I'm in dying need of [next] summer.
6. I dye my hair.
7. I like standing out.
8. I was 1 year sober. :/
9. I have urges to smoke again, but I don't.[usually]
10. My life isn't the greatest.so I say
11. I trust only a few.
12. I fall to easilyy.thats why I have a diff gf every other month.
13. I get hurt way to much.
14. I try to make my life worth the while.
15. I live my life to the fullest.
16. I don't give a shit what you think about me.Im fat ok,deal with it.
17. Anything you say won't change me.
18. I'm totally open about myself.
19. I scream I'm gay and proud at the randomest times.
20. My friends are my everythingg.
21. I'm a sweet talker
22. I'm more of a lover not a fighter[unless I need to be]
23. I do what I want, when I want.
24. I don't let people bring me down.
25. I cry to easily over people who aren't worth the tears.
26. I live.. I learn.. I don't make the same mistake twice.
27. I am one of the ugliest people you will ever meet.
28. I'm also, one of the bitchiest people you will ever meet.
29. I won't judge you unless I've talked to you before.
30. I may be gay but I don't hate guys competely >_>
31. If I add you.. or if you add me, TALK!
32. Girls If I add you that doesn't always mean I want to flirt,I love to flirt. Just maken friends. >__>
33. If you don't talk, I'll most likely try to make the time to delete you off muh page :]
34. If you don't like what I write or you don't like me, why are you still on muh page?
35. I'm working on muh very own book. It's not good,but it's something to do.
36. I'm under construction on a new song. Once it's finished maybe I'll put it on muh page :D
37. I like adventure.
38. I like traveling.
39. I like being conspicuous.
40. I like being cantankerous =]
41. I am suicidal.
42. I HAVE tried killing muhself.
43. I try not to get hurt but it doesn't always work that way.
I'll add more layterr.
Things I like/love:
iPod.
Camera[when it's not being a fcknut.]
Chillin.
Partying.
Girls[a lot :D]
Mall.
Movies.
Gatorade.
Vitamin Water.
Dancing.
Sports[Soccer&Basketball]
Singing.
Writing[Poetry/Music/Books]
Drawing[I'm not good.]
Talking.
Eating ^_^
Drivingg[even though I can't do it legally :P]
Cuddling.
Kissing.
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Things I hate/despise:
Liars.
Cheaters.
Fakes.
Homophobes.
Racist people.
People who think they are hot shitt.
Perverts.
Predators.
Creeps.
Rapist.
Two faced bitches.
Drama starters.
People who act tough but can't back themselves up.
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People who mean a lott! to me are:
April. aka Twinnny
Kelsey aka myyy babbyyy girl :]
Emily aka My Little Girl aka The Perv aka Giggles.
Brittany aka Brittt
Adam aka my hubby =] myy babbyy.
Jaimie aka J-Lynnn aka My Sexy Secret Loverrr :]
Chrissy
Honor Marie ;]
Hannah aka Hann Banannn
Shalisa. aka Shaee
Chantelle aka Channn.
Frankee.
Brandonn aka My Brandinnno.
Briana aka Brii.
Donna. aka Donnakinss
Christa. aka Christafacee.
Christina.
Tiffany. aka Tiff.
Eric. aka Ericcck.
Joe. aka Rufus
Jacqui aka JMaiers.
Chelsea aka Chel
Tori aka Birdd
Jesse aka my hubby
Cruzz aka My Cruzzehhh :D
Hiram aka My Gay Boyfriend.
EJ aka My Bi Boyfriend.
Bethh
ASK.
Specifics
Gender:
Female
Sexuality:
Gay
Relationship:
In a Relationship
Location:
United States
Birthday:
November 21, 1992
Interests
Music:
To many bands and artist ^_^
Here's the song I was working onn. 7/4/08.
Chorus:
The ways she smiles and makes me melt inside,
The ways she can take my breath away,
All I want is for her to never leave, to always stay.
I need her forever and always by my side.
Verse 1:
Walkin down the street your hand in mine.
Watching the clouds and cars pass by.
You stole my heart when you said Hi.
From the moment we met I knew you were one of a kind.
Chorus:
Verse 2:
Youre my wifey no matter what anyone might say.
Ill love you till theres nothing left.
Even till the day of my death.
Just promise me youll never go away.
[Break; music plays]
Chorus [2times]
I need you.
Forever and always.
Forever and always.
By my side.
8/14/08.
Hook:
her hand warm on my heart,
what would I do if we fell apart?
I wouldn't know where to begin or where to start.
Chorus:
I never needed love like this before.
Never needed to depend on the feelings inside of me.
Now I'm wanting you, and wanting more.
I can feel it all around me, we're meant to be.
Verse one:
the long talks and walks we take in the park,
the late night kisses and cuddles in the dark.
your sweet, kind, gently voice in my head,
I long for the night to come so I can hold you in bed.
Hook:
Verse two:
late night fights that would end within less than a day,
forever together, always in my arms you'll stay.
I've dreamt for you but never I'd get to call you mine.
I'm so glad you were the girl for me to find.
Rap:
your the girl I need around,
be the one who don't let me down.
walk with me around in town,
lemme be the one to change the frown.
baby girl you're more then just fine,
what I'd do to keep you mine.
we don't need to rush we got plenty of time,
you're the girl for me to have, my girl to find.
your eyes sparkle like the pearls in the sea,
let me show you all I can do and all I can be.
be my baby forever, never set me free,
whys it so hard for you to see, you're the only girl for me.
Hook:
Chorus:
I can feel it.
I can. I can.
I can feel it.
All around me.
Hope you enjoy. And DON'T JACK MUH SHIT and Say it's yours.
Television:
I don't really watch Tv.
Movies:
Love themm[:
People:
Muh Friends &+ Family.
Muh girlfriend most deffiantly.
This right here is Bree.. She was one of my best friends.. On November 16th, 2008 Bree decided to kill herself.. She shot herself in the head and ended her life. No, she didn't live near me. No, I've never met her. But Yes, I was suppose to hang with her in California this summer. But now I can't.. She's gone, and I miss her so much.. It's been hard these past couple of days but I'm working on it.. She was one of the most amazingest people I've ever known.. She'd make you laugh, smile, whatever it was to make you happy whenever you were down.. She was trustworthy and she was hella sexyy. I'm so upset that she took her life.. but I'm hoping that wherever she is, she's saving a spot next to her for me.. She's one of my hero's. One of my bestfriend's. One of the people I love.. She'll never be forgotten.. Ever.
you are so working hard to make conversation -_-
well then..xD
i've been looking for a job.
and going to school. havent missed any days.
been sober for 10 days now i think.
and going to Aftercare again. its like treatment >.>
and yeah.
just hanging out with friends :D
lmao nicely said!
GUESS WHO NOW HAS AIM XD
see what i do just to talk to you? lmao
psht, i bet shes not too good for you
i bet it's the other way arounddddd :]
whats your screen name so i can add you? :]
made it with that screen name just for you XD
you're not ugly! stop saying it!
sorry to hear about emily
but i'm glad you're getting another girlfriend who is amazing and gorgeous :D
KORT!
everyone will think i'm a whore now =[
i hope you realise you've pushed me over the edge for signing up for AIM
lmao XD
you're not ugly, stop saying that!
you know i hate it when you say that
college is fine, way ahead with the work >.>
life is..okay?
love is the same as it was when i last spoke to you
andddd me? well, atm i can hardly walk because of my knees, but i'm actually going to the doctors about them in like a week and a bit >.>
