| About Me |
im alyssa; sixteen. sophomore.
i'll be seventeen; next Auqust 22nd.
i'll admit ive changed, but everyone does.
ive been through so much shit, its been
hard for me to trust anyone these days.
but my boyfriend Mustafa, is amazing, i love him alot,


half the time, i do & say things without thinking.
i can never make my mind up about anything.
i think people should fight for what they want.
you should stand up for yourself.
and if you dont get it, what ever it is
you will get something wayy better
i speak my mind &nd i don't care if speakin' my mind hurts someone's feelinqs. I live each day like its my last meaninq. i really don't care about yuu! All i really care about is what's happeninq with me .. females believe &nd think they hurtin' my feelinqs when they talk about me? but .. um lil' insiderr .. i don't care what yuu say or think k0z' yuur trashh &nd yuu have Nothiin' better to do then to look at me &nd judqe .. l0l. it's k0ol k0z' thee more attention i qet, thee more conceited i qet, &ndd it doesn't hurt me none;
i stay to myself; cant trust noone.
so easy going ; yet so hard to get
"if you dont like me remember
its mind over matter; i dont mind & youu dont matter. kay." |
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Female |
| Sexuality: |
Straight |
| Relationship: |
In a Relationship |
| Location: |
United States |
| Birthday: |
August 22, 1992 |
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heres to being lied to, to being walked on, used, promised something & fed bullshit. heres to seeing the best in him, not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be ; heres to trusting over & over & over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake, that hes changed. he wont change, the way he is & was is the way he will always be. if he lies to you, he doesnt feel you are good enough to hear the truth, if he plays you, you dont mean enough to him for him to be with just you. breaking a promise means hes okay with disappointing you, he knows what hes doing when hes doing it. he knows what will hurt u & he does it anyway as much as he says he does, he doesnt realy care about you. heres to him saying hes sorry, with him, its one of those words that is said so many times ; it doesnt even sound like a word anymore. the only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie. excuses mean nothing ; nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did, now take this as a lesson learned; let him go & move the fuck on with your life!
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I been cuttin' theesz fellasz loose since Auqust 22, 1992.
&& I finally found tha one who holds tha key to my heart.
everything i c0uld want i f0und it right here in him
o7.|19|08,always&&f0rever bby.
im here t0 stay' as l0ng as he wants me with him. im s00 glad i've g0t him. babby' y0ur everythingg t0 me && i d0nt eva wanna l0se s0meone as *special* as y0u. i l0vee y0u? |
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| Member Facts |
| Join Date: |
July 8, 2008 |
| Profile Views: |
515 |
| Total Logins: |
46 |
| Last Active: |
3 days ago |
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| Latest Comments |
| TOXICxAESTHETICx |
September 29, 2008 02:01 PM |
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hey there gorgeous
how are you?
im keinja
thanks for the add
what are you up too today? |
| Heda |
September 29, 2008 02:01 PM |
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haha.
k bye.
ily2babers. |
| Heda |
September 29, 2008 02:00 PM |
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haha.
okay.
well, i dont know.
im confused. ugh.
i still need to talk to you! ugh ugh ugh! |
| Heda |
September 29, 2008 01:58 PM |
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whose all gonna be there? |
| Heda |
September 29, 2008 01:56 PM |
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where are we gonna go when you guys pick us up?
your house? |
| Heda |
September 29, 2008 01:54 PM |
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but, hey ashley isnt here right now. she went to drop of Brittney with my mom and i dont know how long that will take? .. |
| Yup-Yup_Hottie69 |
August 15, 2008 02:35 PM |
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hey cutie
u got aim msn or yahoo? |
| Blueeyed_Nice_Guy |
August 7, 2008 12:58 PM |
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hey there gorgeous |
| FreshBarBie |
August 1, 2008 08:53 PM |
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stoppin by showing sum luv...was up |
| Tbfandt |
July 12, 2008 05:55 PM |
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Hey thanks for the add.I'm Dalton. |
| Yup-Yup_Hottie69 |
July 8, 2008 02:06 PM |
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hey cutie wats up? |
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