''I Love To Do The Things The Censors Won't Pass.''
- Marilyn Monroe
Miss Samantha Harley Jones
Im single and NOT looking I have found thew guy thats perfect for me and I love him so much. It doesnt matter that we dont see each other much anymore because I know that I truly Love him and would do anything for him..And yeah you know who you are
Well I have changed over the past years and I have learnt to be myself and not to care about what others may believe, afterall, there only opinions, and they become facts if I let them but thats not going to happen anytime soon. But, I think im changing again. Im learning to think of others and their feelings but im still going to be myself and people can either accept that and love me for who i truly am, or get out of my life and be forgotten
Im starting over, re-doing my profile and being me for once. Im going to change peoples opinions about me because most people may believe im a slut but im not.
Im created an image for myself and stuck to it, making people think that im a slut and up for everything but really. im completey different to that image I created, Im a shy girl with few friends but they mean more then anything to me in the world.
When I staqrt collage later this year im going to put everything into anything I do beacuse in years ten and eleven I hardly did my school work and im thinking that I have fucked my life up before its even started.
In collage everything is going to change. New me. New mates. New life. New start. The first day at collage im going to be myself and im never going to forget who I am.
In the past I have labled everyone knowing that they are doing it back. But, im going to stop that now unless I really know the person. Im not going to let anyone get close to me anymore becuase so many people have broke my trust and my heart and there never going to re-gain my trust in them. You only get one chance with me now, unless your a really close mate and I mean someone I see most days.
Now I have no idea why im trying to explain who I am to everyone that reads this. But talk to me, find out who I am and not what other people say about me. Im still trying to find out who I want to be in my life so dont ever say you know everything about me because its not true.
Im not planning to change for anyone anymore so dont bother trying to make me.
As everyone says in their profile, my mates are my hero's, But one mate, Rosiie is just well fucking amazing. Shes everything im not, meaning we get on really well, She's my best mate and knows me better then anyone, yes even better then my mum. Im always round hers and always with her, So I guess if you want to know about me, you should really talk to her.
"Look How Pretty She Is When She Falls Down, Now There Is No Beauty In Bleeding Mascara."
Summer To Do Listt =]
Summer 2008. Gonna Be Amazing.Make A New Friend.DONE.Get Over 200 Songs On My Ipod.DONE.Listen To A New Band.DONE.Get My Dad To Buy Me Things I Dont Need.Get A Laptop.Go Southend.Ge My Hair Dyed Black And Pink.Get Hadouken!'s Album.Get 1k On Myspace.Read A Book.Get Good GCSE Results.Play Truth Or Dare.Find The Last Fimble Teddy.Get A Boyfriend.Get A Job.Take Over 100 Piccys In A Day.Go Alton Towers.Have A Sleepover With Amy&&Laura.Go On A Hench Shopping Spree.
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