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Specifics:
1.)Alison Marie Mills<3
2.) Female
3.) Bisexual.
4.) I love Travis Clark, Kay?
5.) July 1, 1995
6.) Vintage, I LOVE YOU.
7.) Music is my LIFE
8.) Travis Clark <3 && Max Green <3

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Music:
We The Kings, Raise These Sails, Ghost Town, Jimmy Eat World,
The Killers, La Dispute, Enter Shikari, Catching Your Clouds,
Woe, Is Me, Panic! At The Disco, Attila, Sleeping With Sirens,
All As One, The Follow Through, Our Name In City Lights,
When Pain Is King, Why We Fight, Tyler, The Creator, Emarosa,
Oceans Ate Alaska, A Perfect Circle, Skrillex, Issues,
The Natural Born Killers, Blood Red Russians, Align The Sky,
Fall Out Boy, Rob Zombie, Philip Phillips, Mayday Parade,
Marilyn Manson, Escape The Fate, Sea Wolf, Within The Shadows,
Wiz Khalifa, Lil' Wayne, Kreayshawn, WhitewidoW, Spanky,
Cookiebreed, Blood On The Dance Floor, iwrestledabearonce,
Smashing Pumpkins, Hollywood Undead, Attack Attack!,
Disturbed, Godsmack, The Devil Wears Prada, I See Stars,
System of a Down, Blessthefall, Evanescence, Get Scared,
Born of Osiris, Suicide Silence, Falling In Reverse, Miss May I,
Your Breath We Breathe, Alesana, Apocalyptica, Otep,
Intohimo, Family Force 5, Deftones, The Beatles, Imagine Dragons,
Bullet for My Valentine, A Skylit Drive, Black Veil Brides,
Harris Grade, Asking Alexandria, Never Shout Never,
Black Eyes For Charity, Avenged Sevenfold, Dethklok,
Eyes Set To Kill, Killswitch Engage, This Hideous Strength,
I Killed The Prom Queen, The Ready Set, Jeffree Star,
Paramore, Eat Me While I'm Hot, Cradle Of Filth,
A Day To Remember, The Word Alive, I See Stars,
Avril Lavigne, HIM, Korn, Slipknot, Orgy, Staind,
Stone Sour, Mudvayne, Creed, Hinder, Linkin Park,
Tokio Hotel, Three Days Grace, Bring Me The Horizon,
Mumford and Sons, Taking Back Sunday, Memphis May Fire.
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About Me

Le About Meh

To whomever may waste their time reading this, I'm Alison. Obviously, unless you can't read. In that case why do you have a Teenspot? Why are you on my page? How did you find your way here if you cannot read? No, I'm just fucking with you. Anyway, here's some shit about myself I'm sure you don't care about. I'm bisexual. Yes, you read that right. Why, you ask? Because I find females to be just as attractive as males. And if you don't agree with that, I really don't give a fuck. Hm, I'm pretty chill until you piss me off. I'm very straight forward. I'll tell you exactly how I feel about you. Sometimes that's a good thing, sometimes it's a very bad thing. I play guitar. I also smoke. Yeah, I know. Bad habit. Oh fucking well. I drink too. Fuck it, I like to have a good time. I don't see how that's a problem. And if you find it to be a problem, delete me or just don't add me. If you bring it up and try and chew me out for it, it will be quite obvious that you have mistaken me for a person who actually gives a damn what you think. I question life constantly. I don't understand the reason for who I am. I don't get why I am the way I am. But I know I'll find all the right answers when the right time comes. I'm in love with vintage shit. I absolutely hate illiterate people. 1f YhUu T4lK lYk3 Dhi5, we will NOT get along. I love TOMS shoes. People that say "I think you're misconstruing what I'm saying" after they know they fucked up and they're just trying to fucking get out of laying in the fucking grave they made for themselves are full of shit. I am an Atheist. Get the fuck over it. I hate bell pepper. It's just awful. I'm an extremely random person, but I'm also awkward at times. Who isn't? I don't dress in skirts and dresses. I wear band shirts and pants that are two different colors. I'm different and I enjoy being the person I am. Music is my life. My favorite color is purple. Just like any other person, I have made a lot of mistakes. But I regret nothing. Everything that has happened in my life was for a reason. And it has made me the strong person I am today. I don't spill out my feelings unless it's to someone I trust. Most of the time I keep it to myself. Wearing a fake smile is what I do best. But if it gets me through a day without any bullshit, I'm fine with that. That's all.~

Specifics

Gender:	Female
Sexuality:	Bisexual
Relationship:	Single
Location:	United States
Birthday:	July 1, 1995

Interests

Music:	YOU BEEN HACKED ON 9 24 10 :) THE BEST FRIEND AIDEN<3 so ight this is me aiden aka her best friend this kid right here i love her she mine best friend. even though we just meet i dont care she really nice sweet kind of girl i need her in mine life she caring and most talktive shy person i ever talk to on here<3 she mine wifey &also mine dinosure she mine best friend i love talking to her differnt things she the first girl i ever opend up to on here cause i can fell i can trust her everything i have :) she get mad at me its so adorable :) i love every moment we speak and i do antyhing for her to make her smile so boys and girls i fyou hurt mine best friend i will kill you lol she mine dinosure <3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Television:	Kevii<3 first off, before anything else.. let me tell you something. i swear to god if you ever, ever, EVER hurt him in anyway and i find out about it... i'll find you dumb ass, and i'll beat the shit out of you.. for every second he is sad or upset or mad or crying is one more second of me killing you. you don't fucking mess with my kevii.. You got that? Good!!! >.< i've seen him get hurt wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too many times and he hasnt done shit! he is one of the most amazing people EVER so if you have a prob with him for some odd reason, fuck off. mmmmk now that thats outta the way............. this guy right here would be the one and only kevii.. yes ik he is adorable(: and and and hehe my name is on his hand<3 aweee(:<3 he has to be the sweetest guy on planet earth. i mean seriously. if you dont believe me talk to him and you will change your mind. he is sweet cute adorable funny and amazing!! i love him with all my heart and much much more. i mean, you know those ppl that you can talk to about anything? and tell them everything and they'll listen and wont judge you AT ALL??!! well thats how kevii is.. and unlike some of you bitches i actually took the time to get to know him and talk to him. i can honestly say i love him with all my heart and idc what you think.. its they way i feel<3 ik he hates me right now, and honestly thats my fault. i knew being with collin would hurt kevii buhhh i did it anyway.. i'd do anything to take it all back. and more than anything i'd do anything for kevii and collin not to hate each other :/ i mean kevii is my bestfriend.. and not only that but also my x... i wish we would have lasted longer. buhh, so yeah of course i still love him! <3- Alison Marie Mills
Movies:	Collin Alexander Smith(: Alright, let me tell you something about this guy<3 his name is Collin Alexander Smith. And yes i know he is adorable, Buhh he's also mine which means you cant fucking have him! bahaha jk. colliepop<3 Anyway collin has to be one of the most amazing people i know. I mean just the way he is in general, and his personality is so adorable<3 He always makes me laugh and smile(: It never fails. And he picks on me b/c he knows i cant go very long without talking to him it just drives me insane. I wish we would have lasted longer. It was terrible losing him again<3 He is just the sweetest cutest most amazingly adorable guy ever!!! And i mean yeah.. and you know there are only a few people in the world that you can say "i love you" to and actually mean it, and he is one of them(: i love you collin<3 Anyway, the first day i met collin we dated that day.. idk why, it just happened. we talked pretty much that whole day and then he asked me out. Well of course i said yes(: i mean how could you say no to him? ik i cant. lol anyway we didnt last for long.. and from then on we broke up and got back together about 4 or 5 times and them it just didnt work anymore. There is never ever going to be a time when im not thinking about him. B/c even now all i do is think about how different everything is between us now and wish that i could talk to him. He means the world to me. I love him soooooo much! its just fucking insane. I'd give him the world if i could, and i'd do just about anything to make him happy.. i miss him so much<3 Collin, im sorry for everything.. all of our fights, and arguments. I hate it when you get mad at me. And when you're mad you dun talk to me and you know i hate that!!! but i still love you lol. there is so much more i could say but it would take so fucking long!!! The feelings i have for collin, they're not as strong as they were but they're not gone either.. i still wish i could be that one to be with him. But i know thats not going to happen. Sometimes i feel like im not good enough for him but idk.. :/ i love him. I'd do just about anything to be called Alison Marie Smith again..<3 I love you Collin.. and i always will...
People:	There is never gonna be something that you do that will upset me enough to ever hate you in any way.. You're the most amazing guy EVER!! and i mean it when i say that. Collin I love you. With all my heart and sooooooo much more. So dont say you hate yourself because that hurts me..): ok? I love you so much and i cant stand to see you unhappy! So just listen to me ok? Maybe this will make you smile.. 10 things i LOVE about Collin Alexander Smith(: 1)you're adorable 2)you're personality is AMAZING 3)your smile makes everything perfect 4)i can talk to you about anything<3 and you'll always make me feel better 5)you can make me smile when im crying my eyes out 6)your hair goes SWISH :D 7)you have the most amazing eyes 8)you make me and everyone around you happy 9)you're the most unique guy i have ever met and 10)i can honestly say i love you. (: I hope that means something<3
Books:	BITCH I LOVE YOU MOMMY.<3 FROM BACK IN 6TH GRADE,I knew we was goin to be besties,I WANNA SEE YOU AT MY WEDDING<3 We have our ups and downs,BUT DON'T ERRR BODY? I don't wanna hear one single word about you can't get guys what so eva. Alison,You're pretttyyyyyyyyyyyy<3 Friend way OF COURSE. Don't let one slow you down,can't wait so long for action right? Us girls need action (; Anyways,i loveeeeeeeeeee you and you're my #1 bestie,i'll post more stuff tomorrow D: I'mma little derped nao. <3333 Ashley Nicole. 10/18/10
Places:	Collin Alexander Smith(: Alright, let me tell you something about this guy<3 his name is Collin Alexander Smith. And yes i know he is adorable, Buhh he's also mine which means you cant fucking have him! bahaha jk. colliepop<3 Anyway collin has to be one of the most amazing people i know. I mean just the way he is in general, and his personality is so adorable<3 He always makes me laugh and smile(: It never fails. And he picks on me b/c he knows i cant go very long without talking to him it just drives me insane. I wish we would have lasted longer. It was terrible losing him again<3 He is just the sweetest cutest most amazingly adorable guy ever!!! And i mean yeah.. and you know there are only a few people in the world that you can say "i love you" to and actually mean it, and he is one of them(: i love you collin<3 Anyway, the first day i met collin we dated that day.. idk why, it just happened. we talked pretty much that whole day and then he asked me out. Well of course i said yes(: i mean how could you say no to him? ik i cant. lol anyway we didnt last for long.. and from then on we broke up and got back together about 4 or 5 times and them it just didnt work anymore. There is never ever going to be a time when im not thinking about him. B/c even now all i do is think about how different everything is between us now and wish that i could talk to him. He means the world to me. I love him soooooo much! its just fucking insane. I'd give him the world if i could, and i'd do just about anything to make him happy.. i miss him so much<3 Collin, im sorry for everything.. all of our fights, and arguments. I hate it when you get mad at me. And when you're mad you dun talk to me and you know i hate that!!! but i still love you lol. there is so much more i could say but it would take so fucking long!!! The feelings i have for collin, they're not as strong as they were but they're not gone either.. i still wish i could be that one to be with him. But i know thats not going to happen. Sometimes i feel like im not good enough for him but idk.. :/ i love him. I'd do just about anything to be called Alison Marie Smith again..<3 I love you Collin.. and i always will...
Foods:	Justin Brandon Stripling Oh my.. Where do i start about him?(: well first let me just go ahead and say i love him with all my heart..<3 And i cant really say that about anyone else but him.. I have liked justin for 3 and 1/2 years.. and i can tell you right now thats not changing. He just makes me feel so different. Like when he walks by i melt or when he talks to me or says my name i just wanna die. Its perfect in every way, as is he<3 But i honestly cant have 1 decent convo with him without me crying or blushing or him getting pissed or us arguing.. it never fucking fails.. I mean we go to the same school and i see him pretty much all day.. we even have lunch together.. but that also fails.. he hardly ever talks to me. the only time he really talks to me is when he wants something or needs money.. :/ but i mean at least he is talking to me right? idk.. i would give my life to have that boy.. like its just anything i do for him.. its not ever good enough. it dont matter what i do, its never good enough and that fucking kills me.. maybe its just not meant to be.. but i sure hope it is. <3 im not gonna give up on him. i love him so friggin much its unreal. i just wish he understood.. he thinks i only like him b/c of how he looks.. and thats not true.. i like him b/c of his personality and how he acts.. careless and adorable<3 but he is cute(: lol there is just so many other things i would kill to know about him but i cant build up the courage to talk to him.. for christmas i got him a necklace and bracelet that says i love you.. but i dont think im gonna give it to him.. :/ if i did he'd hate it and throw it away.. i just idk i feel like he hates me sometimes.. he says he doesnt buhh idk.. we recently got into this argument about all of this and it was bad.. so i havent talked to him lately and thats killing me.. :( maybe it'll be better soon? idk. I love him... SO friggin much<3 oh well.. i love you justin<3 if i could change him... i wouldnt b/c there isnt anything i dun like about him i mean yeah he's a total bitch to me at times but thats how everyone is im not good enough for him and thats just how it is i hate it i'll never be happy with anyone but him thats just how its gonna be there's just something about him that if i had to live without.. i'd die. Its just not possible for me. he makes things seem so right at times But, at other times... it just seems so wrong. I love him.. and i feel like if i stopped loving him, i'd never be the same. < / 3 J.B.S. i love you. :'(
Drinks:	Danii <3 Baby, you had me at hello. [: You're the sweetest, prettiest, nicest, most amazing, most beautiful girl i have ever met. I'm so lucky to have met you. And i'm happy that you like me for me. Baby, you complete me. I <3 you.
Sports:	Justin Brandon Stripling<3 Those are my fave pics of him(: Anywhooooooooo.. Oh my.. Where do i start about him?(: well first let me just go ahead and say i love him with all my heart..<3 And i cant really say that about anyone else but him.. I have liked justin for 3 and 1/2 years.. and i can tell you right now thats not changing. He just makes me feel so different. Like when he walks by i melt or when he talks to me or says my name i just wanna die. Its perfect in every way, as is he<3 But i honestly cant have 1 decent convo with him without me crying or blushing or him getting pissed or us arguing.. it never fucking fails.. I mean we go to the same school and i see him pretty much all day.. we even have lunch together.. but that also fails.. he hardly ever talks to me. the only time he really talks to me is when he wants something or needs money.. :/ but i mean at least he is talking to me right? idk.. i would give my life to have that boy.. like its just anything i do for him.. its not ever good enough. it dont matter what i do, its never good enough and that fucking kills me.. maybe its just not meant to be.. but i sure hope it is. <3 im not gonna give up on him. i love him so friggin much its unreal. i just wish he understood.. he thinks i only like him b/c of how he looks.. and thats not true.. i like him b/c of his personality and how he acts.. careless and adorable<3 but he is cute(: lol there is just so many other things i would kill to know about him but i cant build up the courage to talk to him.. for christmas i got him a necklace and bracelet that says i love you.. but i dont think im gonna give it to him.. :/ if i did he'd hate it and throw it away.. i just idk i feel like he hates me sometimes.. he says he doesnt buhh idk.. we got in this huge fight recently.. he told me he hated me. It was terrible): if i could change him... i wouldnt b/c there isnt anything i dun like about him i mean yeah he's a total bitch to me at times but thats how everyone is im not good enough for him and thats just how it is i hate it i'll never be happy with anyone but him thats just how its gonna be there's just something about him that if i had to live without.. i'd die. Its just not possible for me. he makes things seem so right at times But, at other times... it just seems so wrong. I love him.. and i feel like if i stopped loving him, i'd never be the same. < / 3 Justin, i love you.. i really do):
Other:	Collikynze!!(: (Collin Alexander Smith) Alright, let me tell you something about this guy<3 his name is Collin Alexander Smith. And yes i know he is adorable, Buhh he's also mine which means you cant fucking have him! bahaha jk. colliepop<3 Anyway collin has to be one of the most amazing people i know. I mean just the way he is in general, and his personality is so adorable<3 He always makes me laugh and smile(: It never fails. And he picks on me b/c he knows i cant go very long without talking to him it just drives me insane. I wish we would have lasted longer. It was terrible losing him again<3 He is just the sweetest cutest most amazingly adorable guy ever!!! And i mean yeah.. and you know there are only a few people in the world that you can say "i love you" to and actually mean it, and he is one of them(: i love you collin<3 Anyway, the first day i met collin we dated that day.. idk why, it just happened. we talked pretty much that whole day and then he asked me out. Well of course i said yes(: i mean how could you say no to him? ik i cant. lol anyway we didnt last for long.. and from then on we broke up and got back together about 4 or 5 times and then it just didnt work anymore. There is never ever going to be a time when im not thinking about him. B/c even now all i do is think about how different everything is between us now and wish that i could talk to him. He means the world to me. I love him soooooo much! its just fucking insane. I'd give him the world if i could, and i'd do just about anything to make him happy.. i miss him so much<3 Collin, im sorry for everything.. all of our fights, and arguments. I hate it when you get mad at me. And when you're mad you dun talk to me and you know i hate that!!! but i still love you lol. There is so much more i could say but it would take so fucking long!!! The feelings i have for collin, they're not as strong as they were but they're not gone either.. i still wish i could be that one to be with him. But i know thats not going to happen. Sometimes i feel like im not good enough for him but idk.. :/ i love him. I'd do just about anything to be called Alison Marie Smith again..<3 I love you Collin.. and i always will... Joey-ster[: This is my new best frann<3 lol he means a lotttttttttt to me. Like more than you will ever ever know. He always makes me smile when i'm upset.. or anything like that. He can make me smile just by saying "hi" or putting a "(:" He's so friggin cute, and I love him(: So i swear if you ever do anything at all to hurt him, i'll hurt you.. okie? k. that is all. kthnxbye.<3 ___________________________________________ Hacks This Is My Fuckin Daughter Bitches!! AlisonMarieMills:D-I fuckin luff yew!! Em ChayeWhere do I start about cho crazy ass.. You have become my best friend in just 4 short months. 4th period wouldnt be the same without you thr. (we have somthin up with the #4, lawlz) Okie You know so much about me that I dont even like to think about. You have seen me cry more than once, and seen me cry my eyes out once(while sittin in the rain!{you Better Love me for this} lol) SO YOUR ASS BETTER FEEL FUCKIN SPECAIL!! I give you hell over that special guy. But its only to keep you from doing somthin stupid like I did. You are the Best Friend I have EVER!! had. Friday nights are the best. Till a lil Bitchy/skanky/bipolar/uglyass midget has to ruin it in some way We have some strange ass inside jokes, but they are all funny as hell. I just want you to know that I love you more than u will ever know <3 Samantha Rae Hicks(: Hacked December 22,2010 BITCH I LOVE YOU MOMMY.<3 FROM BACK IN 6TH GRADE,I knew we was goin to be besties,I WANNA SEE YOU AT MY WEDDING<3 We have our ups and downs,BUT DON'T ERRR BODY? I don't wanna hear one single word about you can't get guys what so eva. Alison,You're pretttyyyyyyyyyyyy<3 Friend way OF COURSE. Don't let one slow you down,can't wait so long for action right? Us girls need action (; Anyways,i loveeeeeeeeeee you and you're my #1 bestie,i'll post more stuff tomorrow D: I'mma little derped nao. <3333 Ashley Nicole. 10/18/10 YOU BEEN HACKED ON 9 24 10 :) THE BEST FRIEND AIDEN<3 so ight this is me aiden aka her best friend this kid right here i love her she mine best friend. even though we just meet i dont care she really nice sweet kind of girl i need her in mine life she caring and most talktive shy person i ever talk to on here<3 she mine wifey &also mine dinosure she mine best friend i love talking to her differnt things she the first girl i ever opend up to on here cause i can fell i can trust her everything i have :) she get mad at me its so adorable :) i love every moment we speak and i do antyhing for her to make her smile so boys and girls i fyou hurt mine best friend i will kill you lol she mine dinosure <3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------

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	Claruh_Nibbles_Nigglets	Today at 4:28 AM
	Hello Allison , I Am Claruh <3 &&& Aweh You So Nice <3 <3 Why Thank You Lovely ^_^

	Claruh_Nibbles_Nigglets	Today at 3:04 AM
	Why Hello c':

	Zack_ShitHappens	May 23 at 11:07 AM
	Helllooooo.

	TakeMeOnASkylitDrive	May 14 at 2:15 PM
	:P well thank you darling <3 would it be alright if we PM'd? I just don't like people being nosey and reading my conversations...

	TakeMeOnASkylitDrive	May 14 at 12:14 PM
	Oh goodness you're so cute ^_^ and I hope you find my personality as cute as you find my looks lol I'm not all that special :P

	ZombieRocker	May 12 at 1:45 AM
	Epic :P lol longtime no talk

	ZombieRocker	May 11 at 12:19 PM
	Hi awesome person!

	TakeMeOnASkylitDrive	May 6 at 2:59 AM
	Hi,i ^_^ thanks for the add,and the picture comment,you're sweet <3 and btw just so you know for future reference,I always respond to the comments,on the pictures. Just so you know I haven't ignored them x)

	zero2u	May 3 at 4:15 AM
	not really haha, im a boring person

	zero2u	May 2 at 2:48 PM
	nm, what about you?

	zero2u	May 1 at 2:47 PM
	hey

	jakeybear23	April 16 at 1:49 AM
	Pm me?

	jakeybear23	April 14 at 6:58 PM
	Ello I'm jake nice to meet u

	GlendaleArizonaGirl16	April 14 at 3:17 AM
	hey im starlette (: hows it goin?

	Singlecutiegirl1735	March 25 at 3:01 AM
	hi

	Southrn_Gyrl	March 24 at 1:50 AM
	Bahahaha, I love you

	jonnyb5	March 19 at 5:35 PM
	hey thx for the add how are you doing

	MyInferno	March 19 at 12:15 AM
	Was asleep by 10 thirty lol

	MyInferno	March 19 at 12:10 AM
	Why you work so late? D;

	MyInferno	March 18 at 1:13 AM
	My insanely hung penis. And yourself?

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