I have had a rough past and lost many people 90% of the time i feel lonely 10% of the time im just occupied. Ive been hurt more so much in the worst ways u can think of. Ima really nice guy who loves to help people out. I can be the craziest person ever u sometimes might mistake me as the happiest person uve ever seen but thats me covering up the truth or me just really hyper i can be so entertaining i believe in giving people a chance no matter who you are.
Sooo i feel like i shld be open about this and let ppl know now before they ask about my hat and why i always wear it so here it is...in elementary i got bullied a shit ton bc i had big ears tht stuck out really far so i asked my mom to email the school to ask if i cld wear a hat to avoid being made fun of so they allowed it then years went by and where ever i went i wore my hat to avoid going through wht i did bc i got bullied real bad and so then this problem grew on me and ive become extremely insecure about my ears if i take my hat off infront of ppl i have a panic attack bc i totally freak out and get scared and like if i wanna take it off infront of a group of ppl i take a shot to calm my nerves but the shots r expensive so i use them rarely and mostly jus wen i play n sccr games i take the shot to b able to take it off i had ear surgery but it was too late bc now im extremely insecure and hav panic attack bc i feel like ppl r staring at my ears and all so i hav panic attack I DO NOT WANT YOUR SYMPATHY!
I play on a regional soccer team. We are currently 2nd in the state 7th in the region and 8th in the nation! ive won state 2x won regionals once made history and went to nationals and placed 3rd! Im a funny, down to earth, sweet guy, that respects girls! HMU |
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