Iam not a fake i hate it when people try to
something their
not just be yourself doesnt matter if your "ugly"
or "fat"
your still beautiful or goregous
to your true friends
and trust me i've made some true friends on here
that i wont ever forget so if you
dont have a pic of yourself
just get amainl
or a anime pic
that you think is effing cool
k?
because why will you hide someone that is
beautiful in YOUR own way
you just need alittle help understanding how to get it
out
and not to be ashamed of yourself
so dont be fake with me
i dont want any two-faced
people in my life i've had aeough
of those
so just be honset with and ill be with you
Last Wolf
I'm Sniffing,and Growling,I'm always prowling,
but never once, have I heard them howling...
Onward through this crusted snow,
to the concrete jungle I must go...
All along this forrest path,
I fear no preditor's wrath,
and small game is all around,
yet no wolf scent on the ground,
everywhere I look,no prints to be found,
stopping only to listen...
but still not a sound...
Onward I go,into the night,
scanning the trail in the soft moonlight,
hearing the rustle of an old grey owl,
he gave me a start,so I gave him a growl,
Deep in the forrest,I left him behind,
then I came across the strangest find...
Mountains and Canyons,with the stench of mankind,
curious to me,there's no leaves on this tree,
so lifting my leg,I gave it some pee,
if there's any one left,they'll know it was me...
All around me,this jungle looks bare,
the ruins of man, fowling the air...
Onward through this polluted hollow,
the scent of my pack is what I follow...
Darkest canyons of concrete and steel,
the deafening quiet,intensely surreal...
With the sound of my steps as they fall,
echoing softly from this cold grey hall,
echoing softly,I hear their faint calls,
carried on the wind,between these great walls...
The scent of my love,the scent of my pack,
I must let 'em know, that I have come back,
I climbed a great carcess, of rusted bones,
splitting the night air,I let 'em know I was home,
the loudest of howls went into the air,
but I heard no answers,none were there...
So I followed the scent,still fresh in my mind,
into the night,to find my own kind,
great beasts rumbling along a concrete path,
I'm darting and stumbling,I'm fearing mans wrath,
There he is!
My Alpha,My Bitch!
But shaken and cold,alone in the ditch...
I run to him,my Love my Sweet,
We gave our last howl,as he died at my feet...
Now it's just me in the cold blowing sleet,
into the darkness,my tracks in the street...
So I search, this world all alone,
anything to eat,even gristle and bone,
tracking my way across this great land,
with only my thoughts,
am I the Last Wolf to stand?
part II...
Looking back one last time,
at maybe the last,of my own kind,
I had to let out my longest Cry,
to pierce night,the moonless sky...
I sent my howl into the night,
I cried it out with all my might,
Atop this carcass of rusting bones,
I knew that night I was alone...
Then his Spirit lifted,I saw into his soul,
it was right then,I knew it was time to go,
I'll love him always,he Loved me I know,
Run away from here,he wants me to go...
Into the darkness to find something to eat,
sniffinging the ally and trash cans for meat,
staying away from the horror in the street,
Great Beasts rumbling,spewing their smelly heat...
I know I must go,before my own demise,
I'll use darkness and shadows as my disguise,
I'll just keep moving,until morning's sunrise,
I'll stay away from man,and their sorry lies...
I follow my hunger,my need to feed,
fighting off starvation,not for greed
I follow my hunger, to fill my gut,
with hunger gnawing,I'll just kill this mutt...
No time to cry,no time to pout,
I've got to get away,from the shot that rang out,
exploding the darkness,it left me no doubt,
Fleeing into the night,I had to get out!
as fast as I can,I ran from that man,
before another, Deadly shot rang out...
Away,Far away, from these Canyons of steel,
I know I must stay,out from under man's heel,
back to my home,to the mountains I feel,
Away,Far away, from these Canyons of steel...
Past another mutt in the safety of a yard,
domestic and weak,he thinks he's a guard,
I trott past a restless, cow smelling farm,
stay to the shadows,keeping from harm...
Looking back,only seeing my tail,
all is ok as I entered Bison's Trail,
past a lonely windmill,covered with frost,
sending my thoughts to the one I had lost...
When Her Spirit lifted,I saw into her soul,
it was right then,I knew it was time to go,
I'll love her always,She Loved me I know,
Run away from here,she wants me to go...
I gave another howl,splitting the air,
listening for a sound,getting nowhere,
there must be a pack in the mountains up there,
I must tell 'em I'm back,let 'em know that I care...
All was silent as the snow drifted down,
only my tracks,imprinted the ground,
they'll be gone soon,I must be on my way,
I'll find some sleep,when the sun warms the day...
Everything is quiet,no deer and no bear,
I was still hungry,so I'll kill me a hare,
I love the rabbit,such tender meat,
fresh blood tasting so tender and sweet...
I am the Alpha,this is where I'll stand,
I am the Alpha,this is My Hunting Land,
I'll find a lonely bitch,make another pack,
just to show mankind,that I'll be back...
LonelySoul
i've done that and been there...
They won't understand if you take the blade,
they're acting as if they have it made,
knee deep in guilt,you have to wade,
so with no regrets, you take the blade,
they stich you up,they bitch you up,
they said you had it made,
they don't understand,you took the blade...
Then without a hope,maybe trying some dope,
I'll give it a swing,check out this rope,
feel it get tight,it'll hold me alright,
they'll get it right,or I'll swing tonight...
Been there,done that,
but it ain't right...
What of those who Love You tonight?
What about those with no dog in this fight?
Remember the loved ones I'll leave behind,
with thoughts of suicide,corrupting my mind...
Been There,Done That,
I need to un-wind,
But who can I trust,who'll love me in kind,
with thoughts of suicide,corrupting my mind...
And in the final ends,I have a few trusted friends,
with thoughts of suicide,corrupting my mind...
Been there done that,but,
who can I trust,who can I find,
with thoughts of suicide,corrupting my mind...?
LonelySoul
Just Names
A lonely windmill stands on guard,
as if the tundra, were it's back yard,
grasses flow in a cooling breeze,
passing flow into shaded trees,
lone wolf passes the quiet windmill,
nothing moves as the breeze stands still,
looking out over the Bison's trail,
strong this windmill, looking frail,
silent windmill standing tall,
keeping guard over one and all,
spinning slow it gives a squeak,
winning time, week after week,
as the day grows ever longer,
silent guard, flows ever stronger,
giving water to those in need,
Lonely Rider, wet your Steed,
fill your thirst, not your greed,
save our water for those who need,
Silent Watch of this dry sand,
bison herds and natives band,
water flows from natures hand,
nourish lovers of this great land,
from your wings as breezes blow,
from deep well, does water flow,
looking up into breezes high,
Ghost Ship sails, and flying sky,
another dream, another try,
lonely dreams of by and by,
silent guard as a sunsets kiss,
into the night in dreamers bliss...
LonelySoul
Names on a silent page,
Actors on a quiet stage,
will we learn to act our age,
will we ever turn the page,
sit and mumble our silent rage,
twist and crumble our quiet stage,
into darkness of lonely old age,
will we ever turn the page,
when we learn to act our age,
drifting along in our silent rage,
who are we to judge or guage,
drifting along we take the wage,
hoping for Love to burn our stage,
begging for names from a silent page,
we are all just actors on a stage,
begging for names to turn the page,
hoping for Love to see our old age...
LonelySoul
My Little Demons
There are these little demons,swirling 'round my head,
little ghosts from the past,dancing 'round my bed...
I wake at night in a cold sweating fright,
shaken and alone in the darkness of the night...
I fight these little demons with all of my might,
but do I really have the right?
but do I really see the light?
why am I so cold and alone tonight?
I fight my little demons,the ghosts from my past,
and I sit and wonder, how long it's going to last...
And when it all is through,
my thoughts reach out to you,
but you don't care,you're not there,
I wake myself reaching for the air...
I fight my little demons,the ghosts from my past,
and I sit and wonder, how long it's going to last...
In the darkness all alone,
there's nobody here,there's nobody home,
what's my name,what's my shame,
and what the Hell is My Claim to Fame?
I fight my little demons,the ghosts from my past,
and I sit and wonder, how long it's going to last...
Have I touched the world,have I done my part?
Do I have a special girl, where I can place my heart?
Will I die all alone,will they remember me?
What about my soul,when will I be set free?
I fight my little demons,the ghosts from my past,
and I sit and wonder, how long it's going to last...
Why do I bleed to justify their greed,
Why do they try to make me bleed?
Why do they deny or feel my need?
Why do I feel like a demon seed?
I fight my little demons,the ghosts from my past,
and I sit and wonder, how long it's going to last...
LonelySoul
Your Kiss
Upon the back of horses,across the drifting sand,
next to you arm in arm,wishing hand in hand,
a kiss of warm sunset,through the mountain peak,
listen to the story,as I softly speak...
Talks of past,walks that last,sand between our toes,
calm our fears,hide our tears,take time to smell the rose,
Kids and puppies,from teen to yuppies,that's the way it goes,
before too long,those days are gone,just memories and woes,
Listen to the story,as I softly speak,
a kiss of warm sunset,through the mountain peak,
next to you arm in arm,wishing hand in hand,
or walking our tired horses across the drifting sand...
If I could,you know I would,give you a bed of rose,
but I'd be just as happy,with your kiss upon my nose...
LonelySoul
I Need You
When you think you have a chance,
to turn your life around...
you think you found the answer,
then your ship runs a'ground...
Another hump,another lump,
pick yourself up off the ground...
So you try agin,
you just can't win,
and try, yet again...
Life is a bust,
who can you trust,
and who is a true friend...
All these things running around your head,
waking in a cold sweat,still in your bed...
You know you gotta do it,
you just gotta get through it...
Just another day,
to look back and say,
"There's really nothing to it"...
I need a break,
I need a rest,
I need a vacation,
I've done my best...
I need to stretch my legs,
put my toes in the sand,
I need to find happieness somewhere in this land...
Then I look into your eyes,
and you take my hand...
You give me a big hug,
and a kiss where we stand...
All of my worries about those who don't care,
just fly out the window,into the cold night air...
Then off to the stars,not wondering where,
so I just hold you, smelling your hair,
and it makes me realize,I need to be there...
Safe in your arms where we feel good,
take another kiss,where we still stood,
looking at the stars on this beautiful night,
here in your arms,it feels good,it feels right...
LonelySoul
A Million Dreams
I've walked a million miles,I've dreamed a million dreams,
The only real thing I learned,That nothing is as it seems...
I've seen a million faces, and the crowds in a million places,
Some of them were strangers,I've seen in a million spaces...
Some of them were lovers I've seen in a million dreams,
The only real thing I learned,That nothing is as it seems,
I've walked a million miles,just trying to make ends meet,
I've made a million smiles,just trying to keep life sweet,
I've made a million friends,that I select a lonely few,
but of the million friends,the one I picked was lonely You...
I've told a million tales,while I told you about my strife,
I dreamed a million dreams while I told you about my life...
I've walked a million miles,I've dreamed a million dreams,
The only real thing I learned,That nothing is as it seems...
I've told a million jokes and I've made a million bets,
maybe half a million mistakes,but I have only one regret,
a million dreams,a lonely beach,and there is only one sunset...
I've walked a million miles,I've dreamed a million dreams,
The only real thing I learned,That nothing is as it seems...
LonelySoul
StepFather's Injustice ?
You know I can't compete,you know I can't go there,
but I just can't go around throwing money in the air...
To hear things from your side,you get all the glory,
but to hear it from another,it's a whole different story...
You know I can't compete,you know I can't go there,
I don't see how you do it,throwing money in the air...
Promise them the moon, take them special little places,
just to see the smile on them special little faces...
But monies spent,got no rent,things get all up-tight,
when we try to talk about it,we get stressed all night...
You know I can't compete,you know I can't go there,
I don't see how you do it,throwing money in the air...
You do this to feel special,or maybe to fit in,
then throw it in our faces with a silly little grin...
You dis-respect your mom,but I can't say a thing,
I know that I'm not perfect,but you're not sitting on a ring...
You know I can't compete,you know I can't go there,
I don't see how you do it,throwing money in the air...
Playing little games,not saying any names,but yea,I know it's true,
then I went and I just had to vent,but they'd heard it all before from you...
Forget about a solid future,as if you don't have a care,
but I don't see how you do it,throwing money in the air...
I'm not just being mean or just to be an ass,
all of this you should know,if you had stayed in class...
We buy what we can afford,and give what we can spare,
and we listen to complaints if there isn't any there...
You know I can't compete,you know I can't go there,
I don't see how you do it,throwing money in the air...
LonelySoul
It's time I told you...
I guess it's time I told you,about just how I feel,
I'm not a little puppet,nor a cogg in a giant wheel...
I'm not some broken toy, just thrown down when you're done,
I'm just a broken girl ,you've thrown away your lonely girl ..
I know I'm not the first,nor the middle, but I'm the last,
because of this greed for only your needs,
I feel I'm the one, you had out-cast...
You know I'm not so lazy,for I have done many things,
I know that I'm not perfect,I havent earned my Angel's wings...
You said I was a pain,a burden you had to bare,
but when I was in pain,you didn't have time to care...
The pain I couldn't fake,the stress I couldn't shake,
I bit my lip from your cracking whip,you gave more than I could take...
I lost all my friends from a pain that never ends,
I Lost at all cost,while you cut your loss,for every penny that you'd spend...
Each and every time you kept track of every dime,
even down to "The...Last...Penny."..
You're so rich,but you'd just sit and bitch,
What have you given lately..............ANY?
You don't know how to give,if just to see them smile,
So don't judge me,until you see,that I've gone that extra mile...
When I tried to proove my case,you said I was full of lies,
You enjoy your little games,I saw the smile behind your eyes...
I know some day it will come to pass,don't throw stones if you live in glass,
I'm not gonna tell you to kiss my ass,I'm not gonna show such little class...
You say to forget this,dwelling on the past,it makes you so mean,
Remember this,I didn't ruin your life,I'm not the one who crushed your dreams...
So when you talk to God,and you're defending all of your lies,
remember he knows the Real Truth,for he can see it in your eyes...
Why did you have to do this,just to cut the apron strings?
I know that I'm not perfect,I haven't earned my Angel's Wings...
LonelySoul
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