| About Me |
Do you know what it is like to look up into the velvet night sky, and yet not see the stars? Do you know what it is like to see the song birds sing their sweet music, and yet not hear their sound? Do you know what it is like to feel your heart inside you, and yet not feel it beat? Do you know what it is like to be in a crowd of people smiling, laughing, sharing their love together, and yet be all alone with no one around? Do you know what it is like when the light of your life has been extinguished, and you are left in absolute and complete darkness, frightened and alone? Do you know what it is like when the one you love so deeply and dearly is so far away? Your heart cries out their name and yet there is no reply. All you want to do is hold them in your arms, and you cannot. All you desire to do is to kiss their sweet lips, and you cannot. You long to hear their soft sweet voice as they whisper words of love to you, and you cannot. You just want them near, and they are not. Their absence brings with it frustration and sadness. You curse God that you cannot be with the one you love, and yet you thank him completely for bringing that person into your life, all the while knowing that no amount of dreams and hopes and prayers, can, at once, change the situation - the situation that is in the hands of the God that you curse. So, what do you do in such times? How do you keep your wits about you? How do you maintain some semblance of normal life, when all you can do is think about is the person that you are so in love with and that you would do or give anything just to be with? You feel lost somewhere between the cruel reality of life, and the dream-like fairytale that you wish to live in, and the only salvation is to be found in the arms of your beloved and that cannot happen. Friends cannot comfort your soul. Thoughts only make the pain in your heart worse. What do you do? You think about them - oh my God, how you think about them endlessly! You pray to God for the strength to see it through this situation, knowing that someday you will be with that person forever. But is that enough? No. Not always. Until you are in their arms, nothing really helps. And so, I wait. For how long? Only time and God can tell. And as I wait it seems as though the hands of the clock move in reverse instead of forward. Each second that passes seems as an eternity away from you. Time takes you further away from me instead of bringing you closer, and time is something that is beyond our control.
My name is Danielle, and you have just read what I am currently going through. I am 17 years old, you can relate to me, and differentiate from me. I'm nothing like any of you, I have my own thoughts my own life and my own opinions. Get to know me? Just might be worth it. |
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| Gender: |
Female |
| Sexuality: |
Bisexual |
| Relationship: |
Single |
| Location: |
United States |
| Birthday: |
January 1, 1991 |
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| People: |
Kevinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
I told myself I wouldn't put friends from teenspot on here, but guess what I"m doing? This boy is amazingg. He was one of my first friends on here, and we've been tight ever since. First thing we had in common, surfing. I've gotten to know a little bit about him. Even if his mom is nosey and never gives him his privacy. Oh well hopefully that'll all change soon. He always makes me smile, he makes me laugh, I feel I can be myself and be perfectly comfortable when talking to him. He's already proven he's not like other guys, he listens, he cares, he knows exactly what to say when I'm sad to make me smile. (Don't worry be happy now) We relate in so many ways, I have yet to not be amazed by this boy. |
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| Member Facts |
| Join Date: |
June 6, 2008 |
| Profile Views: |
2890 |
| Total Logins: |
145 |
| Last Active: |
3 hours ago |
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| Latest Comments |
| Zeke34 |
August 21, 2008 04:27 PM |
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whats up? |
| Zeke34 |
August 19, 2008 07:46 PM |
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im zeke
aloha =] |
| problemz12 |
August 19, 2008 02:49 PM |
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hey.
i'm brandon.
and you look really cool.
so, wanna chat? |
| Fr3sh_t0_D3aTh_L3zb0 |
August 19, 2008 02:34 PM |
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thanx for the add
im JJ
wuz up cutie? |
| B4MV25 |
August 19, 2008 02:10 AM |
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seems like everybodies bored these days.
especially online. |
| B4MV25 |
August 18, 2008 03:02 AM |
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hey thanks for adding me :]
im kelsey.
whats up? |
| R_D_G |
August 17, 2008 12:59 AM |
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hey wuts up thanks for the add im roy i live fl and i rap |
| xaxalyssaxmairex |
August 15, 2008 02:43 PM |
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hey whats up? |
| cuteguymike |
August 6, 2008 01:48 AM |
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Im doing good. So what you up to? |
| cuteguymike |
August 4, 2008 08:50 PM |
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Thx for the add.
My name is Mike.
How you doing? |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 04:13 PM |
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ohhh never heard of ittt... |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 04:01 PM |
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ohhh.
what part of florida?
grrr, i dont like tennessee at all. :. |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:55 PM |
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hahah.
well i live in tennessee.
so its prly real far from you. :[ |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:52 PM |
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hehe :]
i wish you could teach me.
:p |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:38 PM |
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omgg.
you surff.
thats like sooo hottt.
lol. :] |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:30 PM |
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ohh.
that would suck D:
they prly annoy the crap outtaa you lol |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:27 PM |
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hahaa.
i only have an older brother.
but i wish i had younger siblings.
cuz then i could be mean tot hem :3
haha jkk |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:23 PM |
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lol
:D.
on my way out.
id throw something else at himm.
XD |
| tiffaroox3 |
August 4, 2008 03:18 PM |
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lol.
i'd throw a pillow at his head p: |
| traceyltwin |
August 4, 2008 03:15 PM |
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yeah I understand I try not to make a big habit of it.. but its a good thing at times for sure if u find the right people and place to be here :) |
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