im gonna cry
i wrote this long comment and it signed me out
here we go again
It's hard to tell people you love them but yet it seems so easy for other people. They just come out and say it. Sometimes you wonder if they actually mean it. Speaking of movies. I watched "Holiday" the other day and its now my fave ever. Jude Law is yummy. Jack Black is amazing. Cameron Diaz is so cute. Kate Winslet is adorable. But you are right life is anything but a movie. Though sometimes I wish it could be just for awhile. Have prince charming come sweep me off my feet. Someone come back from the dead or go back and time. If only though right. Do you ever think your life was a movie and someone was watching it. When I was little use to. It was after I saw that one movie. I think Jim Carrey was in it.
I just wish my mom could be here ya know... It's really nervewreccking. Ohmygoodnesspeaches when you spell check nervewreccking it comes up as motherfucking but back to what we were saying it' s high school has always been my safe place.
That was on 20/20 last night. Weird. I hace "abc easy as 123 as simple as do re mi. abc 123 baby you and me girl" stuck in my head. stupid mj
Guitar Hero<3 Jake, my boyfriend I actually tolf him I loved him first. That's a first fore me. I still get the urge to strangle him though And I beat him up for all the other boys who are just ugh just cause he is a guy and I'm allowed to beat him up. He laughs at it cause I'm "weak". Boys will be boys right? Soon the right one will come along I found mine awhile back. Like it says in my about me but things happens and I'm glad for that cause I have Jake now. And he is simply amazing
Next year will go by faster. I'm excited to graduate but I don't want to leave just yet. Less then a month and I'm done with high school and the funny thing is it feels like it just started. Moving your senior year is hard but I have made some amazing friends and I don't want to let go just yet. I want to hold on as long as I can. This year has been a major roller coaster. I don't know if I want to let go of my security blanket not yet anyone. I want to stay a kid just a little longer.