| About Me |
*READ ME*: i be Beau yo (i changed my name ---and don't ask me why, because the answer is simple: because i wanted to). Anyway, because i'm not a teenager anymore, i deleted my old profile...but i got bored, so add me if you knew me before. And of course, if you didn't know me, you can add me now. i actually enjoy getting to know ppl instead of just talking dirty, so don't talk to me if that's all you want---because chances are youre a fucking kid, and i be not a pedophile, kapish? mhm However, if you're a hot guy who's at least 17, i'm dying to know you LOL i'm joking...maybe. Don't ask me for my #, but if you need me to prove i'm real, i'd be happy to indulge you with a quick SKYPE Cam. Anyway, Gay, str8, bi, girl, doesn't matter; hit the addy; write an exhilarating, random, or unique comment. I like INTERESTING people to talk with...is it really too much to ask for someone to be interesting??? Don't just say "hi" or "thanks for the add"...that's not very exciting V_V And please know how to keep up a conversation---be different, unique, random; i don't know, interesting. Anyway, as far as boys go, i will say I have this thing for boys with abs & dark, stylish hair, as well as skaters, & hipsters <3!!! but i like all kinds of cute boys too. Really doesn't matter, b/c most of you guys are too young anyway. Moving on. Despite any diluted impressions you might have, i'm neither promiscous, nor a slut---I'm about as innocent as they come (take a hint...i just might be on team 'V'). So, yeah. ***p.s. i like talking to ppl about their problems or worries b/c I'm told i'm really good at it. So feel free to message me about anything that's on your mind, kay ---especially if you're being bullied for being gay or whatever reason, & you're thinking about killing yourself. I mean, to be honest, I don't believe suicide is always wrong, BUT I'M TOTALLY AGAINST TEENAGERS DOING IT because they're gay or being bullied, or someone broke up with them, or anything like that---things that aren't forever. So just PM me, kay. Um...oh, if i come-off as sarcastic or confusing, it's only b/c i have to get to know you before i start opening up to you...that and i just like fucking with people. What else...? Anyway...hmmm...I don't talk to fakes, & you guys are pretty easy to figure out---so yeah, NO FAKES. i hate that i even have to say that. Just be yourself, kiddos, okay? Oh, I never send add requests, so IF I DO SEND YOU ONE, it means i think there's something interesting about you, so you should message me if you want. if you really want to talk to me, your best bet is to leave a comment, because i don't usually say "hi" first. The way i see it is: if you added me, tell me why. Also, saying hi first tells me something about your personality ---that you aren't shy, that you're assertive & confident (not cocky; i hate that, it's only cute in bed lol). It also says you're actually interested in talking to me. & show me you're different, because that's what i like---that, & intelligence, of course. Just...be different; S T A N D O U T.
*i don't capitalize "I" on purpose.
*I wish i could go away; i hate it where i'm from. i'd like to go to Seattle <3 or Manhattan...California maybe. I don't know...somewhere i belong.
EXTRA INFO: Oh, and i guess you can say i "suffer from depression"..but i don't think so; i think i'm just sad. The difference is that depression is a bio-psychological disorder caused by defects in your biochemistry; you know the way your brain produces neuro-transmitters and shit...but i don't think i have that. i'm just sad because i find my life uninteresting; i don't like being me. Oh, and i'm not as weird as i pretend to be; i just like fucking with people...but i guess that makes me pretty fucking weird. so...yeah. hmm...Um..what else...i guess i really wish i had someone i really liked to talk to...to be honest, not a lot of people interest me; only the ones who are unique, thoughtful, and aren't afraid of being who they are (like my favorite youtubers); the ones who wear their hearts on their sleeves and tell you everything....those kind(: umm...what else? oh, sometimes i have a weird sense of humor...so know that. Anyway, as long as you know this is who i am, i'm cool to talk. Who am i? Not much to say, really:
i'm an artist without a craft; a rebel without a cause; a writer without anything to write; a poet without a song; a torch without a flame; a temple without a priest; a star without a sky; the apple of no one's eye; a boy without a friend; a lover without love; envious without hate; alive without a life; i'm imperfect; i like it, i hate it; i'm incomplete; i'm everything and nothing; i'm just...me. i'm bright, i'm dull, i'm weird, i'm fun, i'm boring, i'm interesting, i'm crazy, i'm "normal". i'm nothing special; i'm a joker; i'm dead serious; i'm beautifully ugly; there's no one like me; i'm curious, i think? i don't think so? I don't care; i care too much; There is no truth; i wanna know the truth; i'm not alright;There's nothing wrong. It's never okay; i'm "f.i.n.e"; i know; i don't know.
Peaches & Apples, i don't get it either...whatev's
D. "Beau" Payne x <3 |
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| Specifics |
| Gender: |
Male |
| Sexuality: |
Gay |
| Relationship: |
Single |
| Location: |
United States |
| Birthday: |
July 4, 1990 |
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| Interests |
| Music: |
I'm all over the place with my music, but here's some random songs I like:"1" (Joy Zipper), "100 years", "And fools Shine on", *"All Day" by Cody S. "Bad Romance", *"Be My Escape (Relient K)", "Bittersweet Symphony", "Boston (Augustana)",*"Breakeven (the Script)", "Booty Bounce (Dev)", "Breathe Me (Sia)", "Build God Then We'll Talk", "Bullet Proof", "Catch the Wind", "Call Me, Maybe", "*CHASING CARS", "Clocks", "Cough Syrup (Young the Giant)", "*Criminal Intent","Don't You Worry Child", "*Drops of Jupiter", "Everywhere (Michelle Branch)", "Fight Night (Janine the Machine)", "Fireflies (Owl City)", "Fix You", "Forever Young", "From Yesterday (30 Seconds to Mars)", "FuckMyLife (Dot Dot Curve)","Fuck the Pain Away", "*Good Riddance", "Give Your Heart a Break" by Demi Lovato "Hair (acoustic)" by Lady Gaga, "Heads Will Roll (project X remix)", "Heart-Shaped Box" by Nirvana, "Heavy Cross" by Gossip, "I'm Blue (Eiffel 65)", "Human Nature" by Madonna, "I Just Wanna Run (Downtown Fiction)", "If I Die Young", "If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn", "If you wanna Sing out", "In The Middle (jimmy eats world)", "I Wanna Go (Britney Spears)", "*Is This It (THE STROKES)", "Kids" by Sleigh Bells, "Kiss Me", "Feeling a Moment (Feeder)", "Ladies Love Me" remix ft Justin Bieber", "Lightning Crashes*", "Like a G6", "*Lithium (Nirvana)", "Love Like Woe (the Ready Set)", "*LOVE, LOVE, LOVE", "Lovely (Breathe Carolina)", "Love Lockdown", "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off", "Mad World","Make It Rain (Remix)", "Mercy (Kanye West ft. Big Sean, Pusha T, 2 Chainz)", "Miami 2 Ibiza (Swedish House Mafia)", *"MICE (My Toys Like Me)", "*MMMbop", "More Than Alive (The Ready Set)", "Mr. Blue Sky", "Mr. Brightside", "Nothing (The Script)", "Oxford Comma", *"On Like Donkey Kong (BOTDF)", "Opposite of Adults", "Paparazzi", "Paradise Lost", "Party in Your Bedroom (Cash Cash)", "Playing God (Paramore)", *"Poisoned with Love" by Neon Hitch, "Pokerface", "Pop, Lock, & Drop It","Pound the Alarm", "Primadonna (Marina & the Diamonds)", "Pursuit of Happiness" by Kid Cudi, *"Red Stars(the Birthday Massacre)", "Remind Me (Royksopp)", "Right Hand Hi", "RoboTech (Hypercrush)","Run the Heart", "Scream" by Michael Jackson, "Show me what I'm looking for", "*Smells Like Teen Spirit", "Sober (P!nk)", "So Far Away (Staind)", "Someone Like You", "Something in the Way", "Somewhere I Belong (Linkin Park)", "Somewhere Only We Know", "Special Death", "St. Augustine", "Such Great Heights", "Star Power (BOTDF)", "Stupid Boy" by T. Mills <3, "Sway (My Way)", "Take On Me (Aha!)", "Teach Me How To Scream (brokeNCYDE)", "*The Funeral", "The Mortician's Daughter", "The Wolf (Miniature Tigers)", "This Year's Love", "Time to Pretend", "Time of Your Life (Kid Ink)", "Torn (Natalie Imbruglia)", "*Treats","Turn Off The Lights (Hollywood Undead)","Use Somebody", "Viva la Vida (ColdPlay)", "We Are Young (Fun.)", "Weightless", "Well Suck Me", "What's this Life for", "Where is My Mind (Pixies)", "Wild Ones", "You Learn", "You Had a Bad Day", "You're Still The One", "You Showed Me (The Lightning Seeds)", "Zombie" by The Cranberries etc. Oh, & I think Justin Bieber is the latest incarnation of the teen pop star phenomenon (past incarnates include: MJ and Britney Spears)..my theory is that it goes boy-girl, and we get one every 10 years. 10 years after Britney, we get Bieber..so the next pop star phenomenon will be a girl, ten years after Bieber. |
| Television: |
South Park, Family Guy, Glee, Curb your Enthusiasm, Real time w/ BIll Maher
MTV ("AWKWARD.", "My Life as Liz", "MADE", "If You Really Knew Me", "ABDC", "Teen Wolf")
HBO "In Treatment"
Comedy Central
CNN
History Channel
NICK (SPONGEBOB)
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| Movies: |
I LOVE movies, but I'm not about to name ALL the movies I love. Let's just say I have a taste for great films. My favorite kind of movies are "dramedies" (Comedy-Drama).
"Where The Wild Things Are" is the gospel
"Paranoid Park" <3!
"Aladdin", "Dazed & Confused", "Rebel Without a Cause", "Dogma", "The Devil Wears Prada", "Rocket Science", "It's Kind of a Funny Story", "Nick&Norah's Infinite Playlist", "The Art of Getting By, "Rules of Attraction", "Elephant", "The Virgin Suicides", "Donnie Darko", "Inception", "The Dark Knight", "American Pie", "SuperBad", "Crazy, Stupid, Love", "Pretty in Pink", "Youth In Revolt", "(500)days of Summer", "Seeking a Friend For The End of The World", "The Virginity Hit", "Project X", "Struck By Lightning", "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" ---all good stuff <3
Huge Star Wars fan too
And my favorite scary movie of all time is the original Halloween film:
"I first met him fifteen years ago. I was told there was nothing left. No reason, no conscience, no understanding, in even the most rudimentary sense, of life or death, good or evil, right or wrong. I met this six-year-old child with this blank, pale, emotionless face...and the blackest eyes; the Devil's eyes. I spent 8 years trying to reach him, and then another 7 trying to keep him locked up, because I realized what was living behind that boy's eyes was simply and purely...evil"---Halloween (1978) |
| People: |
I like interesting, intelligent, and real people; people who aren't afraid of being themselves.
favorite YouTubers (in no specific order) include: Shane Dawson, CJHazard234 (Cael J. Harden), Damon Fizzy, Destery Moore, SuperMac18, Jeydon Wales, jennxpenn, danisnotonfire, JC Caylen, comicfire, WeeklyChris, OfficialBAMF, Dakota Wint, Tyson ThiBodeau (<---he's going to be a cutie when he's a little older lol), Tyler.(TCproductionsx)<--adorable, Christian Beadles, TouchTheSky, GregroyGorgeous, DannyNoriega, iTr3vor, RadekPlus2, & others
*David Rodriguez <3 is h-to-t gorge!
If you want to know the kind of personality I'm attracted to, here's a brief--but probably confusing--description: What's the perfect personality for me? Well, a good personality is always a concoction of contradictions: smart, but silly; funny, but serious; realistic, but romantic; guys who are caring, but don't have a care in the world; down to earth, but larger than life. And it pretty much goes with out saying that i like honesty (i care more about the truth than someone's or my own feelings), as well as a boy who respects the chase (if you want me, then you have to show me). Get it?...okay. Not that it matters, but if you were curious to know what guys i like, well, there's an idea of it.
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| Books: |
haven't read my fav book yet. I like the Catcher in the Rye, but that's too much of a cliche |
| Places: |
I wanna go to Seattle...so make it happen. |
| Foods: |
love food, especially strawberries and french fries. not together, of course...ewww lol |
| Drinks: |
anything fruity, that goes for alcohol too |
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| Member Facts |
| Join Date: |
September 4, 2010 |
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21457 |
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| Last Active: |
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