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Touch the taste, the empty embrace. I am the reason you run, the reason you run,
the reason you run from here. The lost design for the beautiful mine I, the way that you feel the long divides, the cold divides, the pain divides.. ..you.
What you want to hear: Hi I'm Allan. I'm a perfect child and I'll be your prince charming to the core. I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy and I'll stop at nothing. I live in a perfect world and I'm always happy. I'm a junior in high school with straight As that has their life planned out.
Reality: I'm Allan. I'm 16. I live in Orlando, Florida. I've fucked up a lot in my life. I know how it feels to lose a mom and a dad. I've seen the struggle of cancer, I've seen the struggle of fighting for your life. I've seen depression and I've seen happiness. I've seen confusion over sexuality, and although I'm scared as fuck of it I've found my true self. I'm gay. To be quite frank IDGAF what people have to say about it. Those who have known me and grown my respect and trust will tell you I'm one of the best friends you'll make. I can keep a conversation going. I can brighten someone's day. But there's going to be a big change in me. I'm done being miserable to satisfy other people's needs. Don't tell me you love me unless you mean it 100%. Looking back I realize I've only ever meant it truly once. I'm sorry, it's true.
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