There Was Once A Time. . .

[liquid_chalk]

A rant.
There once was a time, do you remember? Do you remember the first time we kissed? Minutes felt like hours as we stood in the middle of an empty room filled with silence. Not an awkward silence, a silence that took the form of anxiety and excitement. I knew this moment was coming, and every thought before then was dreadful, assuming the worst. But there, right then, dread was replace by adrenalin causing my heart to thump at a racing pace. My stomach began to jump uncontrollably and my legs began to shake.You softly brushed the hair from face and leaned your forehead against mine, our eyes met. I remember that time, where I could look into your eyes, and I'd find mystery and depth. Then slowly, our faces began to slide closer and you lips gently touched mine. And timed stopped. And after? I smiled the biggest smile I can ever remember smiling. You slipped pass me and whispered "I'll talk to you later". As you walked out the door my legs became incredibly weak and I collapsed on the sofa. My face began to hurt, but the smile wouldn't fade, and for the rest of that night random fragments of it appeared, once in a while letting out a giggle like some drunken idiot.
What happened to that? What happened to the adrenalin? The rush? What happen to the mystery? The touch? What happened to the smiles? I long for the beginning, once more, for the journey, I no longer find comfort in the ordinary, come to think of it I never did, who would have thought you could miss the beginning of something that has already evolved. . .?