help i need advice over a guy problem

[mergon]

ok there is a guy that i had a thing for. we were really close friends. i would say we were basically dating. we did every a bf and a gf would do. but i was going through alot and he knew i couldnt date him at the moment. but we both still cared for each other alot. we just never gave our self the title of bf and gf. we had this thing going on for over a year. i gave up alot for him. he was my 1st on alot of things. about two months ago we decided that it was best not to be friends anymore and just end it. well today we spend the day talking. and like idk know if I wanna be his friend. I dont want to be mean about. i do still care for him. but i dont want to go through the pain i did again. i just dont know what to do about it.

[DC_boss]

Well that sucks, but yes if I were you be his friend. Look I am a guy and a lot of the time we just get annoyed at random stuff. If you still like him then go for him!!

[mergon]

i do understand people make mistakes. i am the person that forgives u. and leaves the past in the past. but i know how it felt and the pain i went through. idk if i could emotionally handle it again.

[DC_boss]

If you don't want to you don't have to if you want to you should. It's your choice

[mergon]

there is a part of me that wants to but then again i dont part