Drowning in my own thoughts.

[LexsticyLovesLosers]

Haai . So my names lexii . &&' i think i have a chemical inbalance. i say that not to draw attention to myself but because it runs in my family. my mom is diagnosed w/ depression , anxiety, OCD , & anger issues. We already kno i have a temper .. but i'm only 15. i know for a fact i have major depression .. but i keep it to myself . about a year ago i got in a longg term relationship .. we were together until janurary25,2012.. && we started dating March2,2011. yes, he was my first time . i fell compleletly inloooove w/ him. i swear.. &&' eventually shit happened..we broke up i went nuts.. i was depressed .. i didnt wanna do anything but cry all the time. just recently i decided i was going to trust someone else.. so on june25, this boy asked me out nd i said yes.. i spent everyday w/ him for about two weeks?? but when you spend from 12 pm to 11 pm with someone for 2 weeks .. you get feelings fast. i found out he was talking to his ex girlfriend .. and he told her i was just someone he was friends w/ and im obsessed w/ him?? so it tore me to pieces.. i dont believe i'll be enough for anyone .. nd i really just want advice if im normal or not .. because im drowning in my own thoughts. i think about this every night /;

[khaligula]

You're a normal girl, man. This is textbook stuff. It's in the ABC of growing old. We fall in love, get a bit bruised, want people that don't want us, are mislead, used, blah. You're young so it hurts you more because it's not what you expect, but this is trivial, everyday shit. Love lives are constant disappointments one over the other and you'll realize just how easy it is to eventually just not give much of a fuck about it. You're 15 and you have a lot of time and a lot of men ahead of you, no time to get stuck on these two. The only thing I can recommend you is not to let your happiness rely on other people since they tend to be a fickle bunch.

[AnHonestGuy]

You are normal. In all honesty, this is typical teenage angsty stuff, which I've seen a thousand times before.

Yea, relationships can be rough. Life can through you the crappiest curveball. But in the end, the only one that makes you fall is you, and you are the one that picks it back up again.

I'm here for you, if you need the help, or someone to talk to. Don't be afraid to send me a message.

[LexsticyLovesLosers]

very blunt , thankyou