Let it Out

[Delan_]

ive gone through so much effort to try and talk to ya. but whatever, im on to the next one

[kelsaa-]

mmmm i miss being 13. i miss my best friend's old house, out in the ghetto. it was small and yellow and her room was purple and pink. we would talk and listen to her music which was like Usher and Ciara. ttly not what i was used to but i didn't mind it. we would sneak out her window and go walking down the street at night. looking back that was prob the worst idea ever, but whatever, we were 2 kewl to care~ we would lay on top of this big block of cement, idk how else to explain it, and we would look at the stars and just talk. gawd, we thought we were so cool. we'd talk about ~sex~ and all that junk. and there was a BP right down the road we'd walk to and get Dr. Pepper's and Little Debbies. now that's where she gets her spice. hm, funny how things change.

[Delan_]

What the fuck man, you start a conversation with me only to say that you dont think we should talk or see eachother anymore. God dammit i wish mike woulda shut the fuck up lol

[Tangled_x]

Stop texting me asshole.
You are my mum's boyfriend, not my father. If me and mum are having problems it's none of your business. After all the hell you have put her through you have no right to continually send me messages trying to make me feel bad for not seeing her as often as you do. I am juggling uni and work, whilst you're an unemployed loser who has never had a real job nor did you ever complete school.
I'm so sorry for not having as much free time as you and actually trying to do something with my life.

[spiritualized]

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[David]

One day, i'll matter to someone again.

[JohnDoe429]

I hate people that post spoilers. I'm trying to look up early review for TDKR and it's impossible to find a place WITHOUT F**KING SPOILERS! I've got to stay of the internet if I don't want the whole damn thing spoiled for me.

[kelsaa-]

hmmmm i'm sad

[MischiefManagedx]

I hate having to report to my parents for everything. I swear by this time next year, hopefully sooner, I'll be moved out. I don't want to be here after I graduate. I want to be treated as an adult and such. I want to be able to drive around without getting phone calls about where I am. I want to be responsible for how I spend my time, and how I handle possible consequences. I feel like my parents are holding me back, and I can't grow as a person if I'm constantly being told no.

[spiritualized]

hmmmm i'm sad

why are you sad?

[Reticentt]

im desperate to be happy.

One day, i'll matter to someone again.

you matter to me.

[K_F_C]

I hate having to report to my parents for everything. I swear by this time next year, hopefully sooner, I'll be moved out. I don't want to be here after I graduate. I want to be treated as an adult and such. I want to be able to drive around without getting phone calls about where I am. I want to be responsible for how I spend my time, and how I handle possible consequences. I feel like my parents are holding me back, and I can't grow as a person if I'm constantly being told no.

Haha, once again...i relate 100%

[MischiefManagedx]

Haha, once again...i relate 100%

I speak common troofs of many people.

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New rant:
Sometimes I just wish I could start my life all over again, knowing what I know now. Of course, that'd be an insanely unfair advantage, but it'd be nice to not feel so shitty all of the time.

[Delan_]

she tried to kill herself. what the fuck, cant i have a fucking summer of not caring and being happy

[Kinkeh_x]

I miss the way things used to be. When things were just care free and easy..
I've also learned that some people aren't worth shit. They say they care but they really don't. They only come around when they want/need something. During the past seven months a certain person wasn't there when I was going through hell. Never text to check in nothing. Oh of course they were all concerned in the initial stages but after that? blah. It's crazy how we used to be the best of friends and talk every single day and did crazy shit..but now it's only a passing hello how are things when we meet. After all the shit I put up with from you, held your hand and let you literally cry on my shoulder after that fucking waste of space hurt you again. But you still kept going back to him. You made me promise when you moved schools that nothing would change I made that promise && so did you. The only difference? I actually kept it. I hope you realise that your "friends" aren't real friends. In reality you moving was the best thing that happened. Finally I wasn't stuck behind your over bearing shadow. I branched out and made my own friends. real friends. The kind that didn't forget about me. The kind that were there when I needed them. The kind that are still here. So thanks for that
I really am better off without you.

[MischiefManagedx]

I was laying in bed watching Big Bang Theory, and I dozed off for a little bit, and there was an invisible arm wrapped around me, snuggling me. But this arm had no body. But, all I could see was the face of my partner in Spanish class. Why am I thinking about him? He's nearly 10 years older than me! He's got a girlfriend. Why now? Why this? I want a boyfriend, but I'm trying to not be as obsessive/desperate as I have been. I'm not pursuing this guy. There's no point at all. I've given up searching, but my thoughts always linger about how alone I truly am. I hate this. It makes me so upset with myself.

[XmurderXchaosX]

What's the point of dating my boyfriend if he sleeps all day and I sleep all night?

[aubrieanne]

I want to sleep. My body won't let me. My brain needs an off button.

[Mystified_Love]

Finally I had sex. Apparently women are happy when they get stitched up too tight but seriously that was horrible. Felt like I was a virgin all over again. I didn't enjoy a single second of that. Plus it took an hour for him to just get it in,. What if I never enjoy sex again? I don't even wanna attempt that again, I'm STILL in pain. Fuck my life.

[Hearrt]

Take me out of here.