numb
because you're not here
and unless you are
I refuse to feel
it's far more painful
to face your rejection
than it is to pretend
that you don't exist.
weak
because he's here and now
he needs me and
I think i need him.
it's just so easy
to give myself up
and pretend that I'm happy
in his gentle arms
scared
because I promised so much
and you meant the world
and it's falling apart
I'm so consumed by,
so completely dependant
on what I really don't need
at all
lost
because I know it's you
that I DO need so much
but you're so far away
and you don't feel the same
and you're breaking my heart
and I don't want to love you
anymore
but I do

wow, that's really really good! I've never read anything like it before, and that's why it caught my interest. It made me feel something when I read it, I'm not sure what, I just know your work is really good, and I loved it.

It sounds good.

I can relate to what your saying, I've felt that way before...

thanks guys:)