SnowMonkey
12-03-2002, 11:07 PM
I have a knot in my stomach
It's the screams I hold inside
I do not want to show my hurt
Though they beg me not to hide.
I do not wish to disturb the peace
By letting out all my pain
I want to stay inside myself
Though my energy begins to drain.
I hear the yelling in my head
The things I'd like to shout
But every time I think I'm ready,
The words, they won't come out.
You probably think me nearly perfect
Though perfect I'm far from
I feel as if I'm going crazy
My mind begins to numb.
I have a knot in my stomach
The screams I try and hide
I wish I knew how to make it go
But a part of me has died.
It's the screams I hold inside
I do not want to show my hurt
Though they beg me not to hide.
I do not wish to disturb the peace
By letting out all my pain
I want to stay inside myself
Though my energy begins to drain.
I hear the yelling in my head
The things I'd like to shout
But every time I think I'm ready,
The words, they won't come out.
You probably think me nearly perfect
Though perfect I'm far from
I feel as if I'm going crazy
My mind begins to numb.
I have a knot in my stomach
The screams I try and hide
I wish I knew how to make it go
But a part of me has died.