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allie
09-02-2002, 03:59 AM
SIN

I WAS JUST A KID,
MAYBE 7, 8 OR 9,
I RAN AND HID,
CUZ I HEARD YOU COME INSIDE,

I KNEW YOU WERE DRUNK AGAIN,
YOU SAID U WORKED FOR GOD,
BUT HOW COULD GOD EXZIST,
WHEN HIS WORKERS ARE SUCH FRAUDS,BUT YOU ALWAYS COMMMITED SINS,
I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD FOR WHAT YOU DID,

I SAW U WALK INTO THE ROOM,
AS YOU WALKED BY ME,
I KNEW THAT I WAS DOOMED,
YOU GRABBED ME BY THE HAIR,
AS THROUGH THE AIR I ZOOMED,
I HIT SOMETHING,

AFTER THAT MY MEMORY IS BLANK,
THE ONLY HTING I REMBER,
IS HOW IT STANK,
THE SMELL OF BLOOD,
IT STAIND THE AIR,
MY BLOOD WAS ALL OVER THE FLOOR,
IT WAS HERE IT WAS THERE,

I DIDN'T DO IT I SWEAR,
I SCREAMED,
AS PAIN SHOT UP MY SPINE,
AGAIN AND AGAIN CAME THE AWFUL STING,

I REMBER AS U STEPED IN FROUNT OF ME,
AND SNAPED THE BELT IN MY FACE,
YOU TOLD ME HOW I DIDN'T BELONG,
HOW I SHOULD BE IN ANOTHER PLACE,

EVERYTHING WENT BLACK,
AS THE PAIN CAME AGAIN,
MY SIGHT WAS GONE FOR THEN,
SO I REALLY DONT REMBER,

I WOKE UP IN MY BED,
BANDGES ON MY BACK,
I HAD TO ESCAPE,
BUT THE SENSE I LACKED,

I LOOKED U IN THE EYE,
AS U HUGGED ME CLOSE AND SAYED EVERY THING WOUDL BE ALRIGHT,
AS YOU TOLD ME ANOTHER LIE,
I OPEND MY ARMS AGAIN,
TO EMBRACE YOU ONCE MORE,
KNOWING TOMMORO YOU'DE COMMIT THE SAME SIN,
BUT TOMMORO ALL YOU'LL BE ABLE TO HUG IS BLOOD AND GORE.

:eck: the last aprt scares me.

allie
09-02-2002, 04:01 AM
feel free to leave comments.

Chacotay
09-02-2002, 07:40 PM
Omg allie!!!!

i give you the same "advice" i give kris...kill him

LiVeNlEtDiE
09-02-2002, 08:12 PM
it's about her dad I think. It's hard and most people don't understand..my dad did the same thing, and I never could tell on him to anyone.I had to wait till he died to get away from him.

ticia
09-02-2002, 10:17 PM
That's really good...reminds me of myself in a way....It's really good though.

allie
09-03-2002, 01:47 PM
thanks....its sorta about my mom and das. i cant get away cause i have no place to go. but i'll be outta here in 3 months i'm moving in with my boyfriend. untill then wish me luck yall. chocatay whats your real name i fogot.?

allie
09-03-2002, 01:48 PM
grr...i hate my life.

Chacotay
09-04-2002, 07:29 PM
tis Kate and good luck with your bf

allie
09-04-2002, 08:45 PM
:D thanks i like the name kate. i used ot have a bestfriend named kate...but..uh..she commited suicide. thanks i hope it works out to. kate how old are you?:o i'm gonna miss my family though.you know i do hate them but sometimes you just cant help but love them.;p

allie
09-04-2002, 08:47 PM
omfg...did i just say that :X
:batangel: i think i'm becoming soft. :eek: feking emotions.

allie
09-04-2002, 08:48 PM
*slaps herself* :X oh well hate will take over again. :nono: :X :nono:

Theo
09-05-2002, 04:32 PM
That is heavy gurl!

Chacotay
09-05-2002, 06:54 PM
i'll be 18 in less than 2 weeks

gah, i dun want my name to bring back bad memories for you

Theo
09-07-2002, 09:14 AM
:(

allie
09-09-2002, 02:53 PM
NOOO your name brinsg back good memories for me. she escaped. and i'm glad. but enough about that and thanks for reading it.

Chacotay
09-09-2002, 07:17 PM
:)

allie
09-10-2002, 05:45 PM
hehe you did nothing wrong! u never do. u be innocent!lmao...i need posts!

blue stripy moose
09-24-2002, 09:06 AM
nice poem thing.

augie
09-24-2002, 10:50 PM
Wow... really depressing... but good! ^.^

allie
09-28-2002, 12:31 AM
thank you.