Wasting my life away on this computer screen
so alone i feel yet so loved i am.
I find my joys from typing these keys all day,
so sad yet i tell them i love it.

I tried to renew those friendships i lost
forgive and forget is all i asked.
I never meant to hurt so many friends as i did,
on this line of let down i ripped to shreads.

In my head i imagine im happy and loved
smiling at everyone as i walk by.
I'll never be happy with this life i live,
as i took the wrong choices and turned the wrong way.

Do i have myself to blame for all of this sadness i feel?
or is it someone else that made me feel so alone.
I cant stop wishing i could take it all back,
give me one chance and ill change it.

I wish i could be one of those girls
who flaunt about and are noticed.
One of those girls who have lots of friends,
ones that took the right choices.

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