Staring into the lonely corners of my head,
I'm sinking down further than you can see,
I look around and see judging eyes,
That kill me slowly with every blink,
I try and do what I believe is right,
To find that it's useless and always ignored,
Keep laughing and calling me strange,
'Cause at least I'm a better person than you'll ever be,
Each smile I show hides my covered tears,
That will be cried when you're not around,
Maybe I'm insane and need some help,
But I'm not the one drinking my sorrows away,
My mind goes over the negative thoughts over and over,
The good pushed out and forgotten,
You probably think I'm feeling sorry for myself,
But all I really want is to be truely cared about,
I wouldn't dream of asking that of you,
All you care about is your own existence,
That's why I'd rather be alone,
Because this way I can not be hurt,
I can not be judged, laughed at or made to feel useless,
Maybe I'm a wuss and need to stop caring,
But I know if I did this,
I'd just be another one of you.

I like it. I really like the idea. Though I think it needs more flow. Good job! Keep writing!

Thanks! =]