Maybe your not gone, just far. Not close to me anymore. You called me the other

day-It seems you havent changed. I could tell that voice from anywhere. How far

is anywhere? Maybe to far. I huged you two times in my life, the second was when

i was saying goodbye, You tell me dad says he loves me. I reply in guilt but it

doesn't mean much, I guess your the lucky one out the bunch. you asked me why

I call Mom by her frist name-I cant really answer- does mom have a definition?

And is she really far, are just gone? Where are you guys and why am i still here? It

seems as if I'm running but not making it far. I've been in the same place for way

to long. i wonder if everything is alright back home, you know that place i

lived for 2 weeks, 3 counting the night I fell in love-because you were life like heaven above.

I cant reach you now but anyhow thats a whole new story. Back to the day when

you guys use to adore me, when you called me sister. Or when we went to those

one peoples house who you said were family. You introduced me as "your

daughter" they smiled like they really remembered me. I'm like a baby when I call

you ignore me. Does that man really mean much more than me? Why are you

tearing me between miles and border lins denying the fact the I'm still alive. 3

states make our family- Scattered here and there. daday said theres one more.

Sure I still love you guys, my brothers and sisters, its not your fault you can't come

to me at times when you need your big sister. No, Mom and dad- if thats even

your name- it's not your fault I live this way.

i no there might be some mistakes and its not formated perfect but i didnt have much time to go back and do all that

i found very interesting and moving, very very good though. Is this about ur family or a true story of some kind, or something u made up, either way its awesome.

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"Maybe I'll never find you
Your always going high
Maybe I just wasn't listening
Maybe I just wasn't there
But I would give my own life
To see you anywhere
Cause I wanna see you
But maybe I just couldn't tell
But now that I'm here I'm
All by myself and I'd like to
welcome you to my private hell"

"You are the most beautiful person and gift anyone could have ever been given. Your parents who brought you into this world, siblings, friends, me. And no one can ever take that away from you ever"

fine no one else comment

ths is about my family, and thank you for your comment

your very welcome for the comment, no problem