Youre here
My heart is too weak to cry
Let me watch you sleep
You need me
I could never leave you
Your smiles the light in this world
If thats what you call it
Ive reached the point now I really dont care
If I happen to wake and your face isnt there

In a month youre off to basic training
Im here with however much time remaining
The feelings never left
You came
You're what was different
I was the same.
So drained of this life
Sucked of the pain
It's time.
If this is the way that its gunna be
You'll come back with a love
Who will be here for me?
Ive always been alone...
One by one I see them drop like roses...not to the ground
They end up in a vase
Or wrapped up so delicatly on display...
Im the tiniest rose that falls...the deepest red but unseen by them all...
They all dont live...
The fullest are desired
This I know...
It's time...I watch them all paired off...and you leave
And its time...
Ill go quietly as not to cause a stir...
But Just know...
you were my best friend
More than my father
more than my mother
more than my soul
more than my life was yours
more than myself
I love you.